well...its 4:05 in the morning and i have some things i need to get out of my head...but the only way i can do it is to write a blog about it. well to start things off, LMBAs are tomorrow. LMBAs are my marching band championships, so basically whoevers wins tomorrow, had bragging rights for a whole year. so we are hoping on winning, but we cannot guarantee that. another thing is that i miss hanging out with some people. i mean, this person i am writing about is one of my closet and dearest friends. and i miss having us hangout. /: and then we have the fact about what happened tonight. its a long complicated story in which i do not wish to share it over the internet. it just makes me a little upset. but i have to get to bed. there is a long day ahead of my today.
wow. i dont know if i can trust anyone anymore. it seems like whatever i tell someone, they will always tell someone else! even my bestfriends! i dont know what to do. this pisses me off so bad! $##$$@!$#@$#@$#@!!!!! and just when everything in my life is okay, and there is no drama whatsoever, it seems to follow me! i hate this.
okay. now this past weekend HAS TO BE the most shocking one i have ever had. basically on saturday night, my parents busted me for drinking their alcohol. no they didnt catch me WHILE i was doing it, and no they didnt smell it in my breath, and no i wasnt drunk. basically they looked at their alcohol bottles and notcied it was low. i couldnt lie to them and say no i didnt do it, because i would have been in more trouble. so i told them the truth. of course they flipped out on me. but my mom was unusually calm about it. lol. but my dad FLIPPED. but about an hour later, he came up to my room and told me that he was sorry for flipping out on me. he said it made him a total hypocrit for flipping out and that when he was 14, he stole, smoked and drank. we ended up having this really DEEP conversation and everything was fine. i only got grounded for A WEEK for it. (well i kinda am not grounded). then the next day, i go and talk to my Aunt Brenda about everything. she ends up understanding everything that i am going through because she says that she once went through it at a time in her life. i also told her about that guy i like. lol. then i come home from her house. i walk in the door. and my dad needs to talk to me in private, my mom comes in and they end up GIVING ME A NEW CELLPHONE! i immediatly started crying, because i thought that this was never going to happen, especially since what just happened. but i never would have guessed getting a new cell phone. lol. but if you want the number for it, just ask. (: -Meghan
Currently Listening To: smile in your sleep by SILVERSTEIN
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