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MUSICMUSHABOOM
Age: 19
Location: Crowley, TX
Joined On: Jul 15, 2007
for just one time
i would want a guy to completely
condife in me.
i want to know all the little things bothering you,
because then i know you will be able to tell me the bigger things.
i want you to know
that i care about you with all me heart.
im with you together on this.
just know that.
insteading of hiding from me.
and if i drop the subject,
he thinks i dont care.
instead i'm under my covers, crying.
letting it all out.
i hate hididng from the world.
but im scared,
of someone completely knowing who i am.
im scared he wont like me.
or still love me.
i need you tonight taylor.
<3
nobody's home
I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again
What's wrong, What's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
Chorus:
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reasons why
You've been rejected, and
Now you can't find
What you've left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
Her feelings she hides
Her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's falling behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's falling from grace
She's all over the place, yeah
Chorus
She wants to go home
But nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
With no place to go
No place to go
To dry her eyes
Broken inside
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh
she's lost inside, lost inside
oh oh oh
this song pretty much explains everything.
i mean im super excited about moving back next saturday.
but are my hopes so high, that im bound to be disapointed?
i dont like coming home everyday after work.
i would never come home, if i didnt have to.
i always want to be somewhere else.
day in and day out, its all ridicule.
im always told how much of a failure i am.
and about how i do EVERYTHING wrong.
i dont feel like im good enough for this family.
i go to give my mom a kiss before work,
and its like she turns away.
is she disappointed, ashamed, saddened by her only daughter?
my parents once justified my brother telling me he didnt care if i lived or died.
and since that day,
i try to push everything out.
im scared of alot of things.
im scared of trusting.
im scared of giving in.
im scared of being on my own.
im scared of letting myself go.
because when i dated levi,
i lost a part of myself.
im scared to fall for someone,
because im scared i will lose myself again.
im still not sure who i am.
but im pretty sure who i want to be.
i need someone who needs me as much as i need them.
i dont like feeling worthless everyday of my life.
for once, i want to be worth the trouble of trying to talk to and be with.
this isnt what i want for me.
and i know one day i can make a family of my own.
but i know taylor will be good for me.
i feel like me when i talk to him.
i know he wont judge me.
but im TERRIFIED of my parents messing it up.
how will they do this you ask?
trust me, they can.
im scared he will run at the first sign of trouble.
but i have a feeling he wont.
i think he is here to stay.
he is one of the only people i trust right now.
i dont have to hide anything from him.
and i cant wait to be with him next week.
<33 you taylor
youre my rock.;]]
music sets me free
music is my way of dealing with most of my problems in life.
its just so versatile.
it can go from the aggravations i have with the guy who is supposed to be my boyfriend.
to lost feelings of a new found friendship.
or to realizing what a family really is.
or to the boy i think im falling for.
but he could never know.
i hide so much from the world.
and i take it all out in music.
sure im not musically talented.
but music is what gets me by in life.
if i didnt have it,
i would bottle up even more && explode.
im finally starting to realize what i want in life.
and that he cant be a part of it.
i dont like feeling this way.
but im not going to live an unsatisfactory life.
im tired of living for him, and not myself.
today i turn the tables.
and if you have any clue what im talking about.
then maybe you can help.
taylorxero
i love you freak :) you are my everything.
posted Jun 25
made_in_the_80s
Hi there, really rad favorite artists list you have
there. You like alot of rad bands, I think you might
also like this band called
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to listen to their songs. Add them if you like what you
hear.Let me know what you think.
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posted Sep 23
Jellybelly_Jo
he really likes you
posted Sep 14
taylorxero
k tgcnna nkmg aqw!
posted Sep 12
Jellybelly_Jo
BLAM :D
posted Aug 08
taylorxero
say shes a beautiful girl shes a beautiful girl
posted Jul 16
taylorxero
maybe, because that song is amazing? :O ever think of
that. :)
posted Jul 15
taylorxero
Hey you, my music is better... mkay? :)
posted Jul 15