i feel like i'm in the eye of a tornado.

Posted April 21, 2008

and its very still, and very empty. everything around me is being destroyed, but i am just numb. all the sides of the tornado are pushing in on me. some more than others. and i feel like if i don't move with the tornado, i will be stripped off the ground. i will disappear. so for now i'm letting it push me around.

i'm perfectly caught in that moment. you know the one... the moment when you're poised on the brink of chaos.
one more step and you're dead.