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writers block
Posted January 1 | Leave a Comment
A dreary past year looks forward to a dragging new one. I really have no expectations for this year. The worst thing about this past year, is that i finished maybe 4 songs, and i started and worked on like 30. It's the most annoying feeling in the world, where your working on a song, but you just cant think of where to lead it. Should it end in hope? dismay? ya. the line that ive been trying to write a poem around for a while is A crowd of faces trying to hide, a… read more
ARE YOU EXITED? cus i am!!
Posted May 19 | Leave a Comment
alright people. YC is in like less than a week!!! crazyness! I'm pretty super exited cus last year I never got to go because my sister was graduating and it was the same weekend. Alright in this last year, I have learned many things.. heres a few. Depression is a choice. God see's the things that you do wrong, but will always love you anyways. you never have to endure anything alone. When putting anything in the oven.. don't forget to turn it on. Tasting tree's is a very bad idea. Little… read more
love, life, and attitude
Posted September 13 | Leave a Comment
YEah.. my title got no meaning.. i just thoght it looked cool lol. So my lifes been pretty lame lately.. i live in this small town, and like a lot of people are moving. I HATE small towns, becus after people leave, you got nuthin to do.if i could move, i would. and my school is really small, like 350 kids for jr/sr high, and like 6 of my friends graduated last year.. some people would think that in a small school thatd be cooler, but its SO NOT.everyond has pre-conceived notions of what you ar… read more
a word of advice
Posted August 1 | Leave a Comment
never get biore facial cleanser on any cuts on ur face. seriosly i haven't felt that much pain ever since i got a piece of a ketchup chip stuck in my eye. read more
closer you get to God, more satan will try to lead you away
Posted May 8 | Leave a Comment
if any are you in a band, and wonder "how could we become like those great christian bands who caus revivals and change peoples lives just through a song?" well my band has pretty much figured out. and here it is: you have to become nothing. you have to give all your music to God, or you wont go anywhere. it has been so freakin hard, because, with this knowledge, not eveyone in my band is willing to give ther all to God, and just dont feel that our band is going where they want to. we have los… read more
he still forgives
Posted April 21 | Leave a Comment
thoght id put alittle of my own poetry on here.. so here we go He Still Forgives carrying the balanced weight of a life untold i cower before God as my life unfolds explaining how ive turned my back and yet he still forgives believed that everything was alright even when i knew i was stuck in the night lying to myself, lying to God and yet he still forgives Anger, screaming hatred surrounds jealous of a world at which i could never be found trying to fit in, when i know i shouldn't and y… read more
healing
Posted January 21 | Leave a Comment
k.. so much weird cool stuff has been happening. last week.. this little girl, 4 years old, who i know really good, well her kidneys were shutting down. the doctors gave her 5 years to live. God healed her. like today i came on here.. and looked at some forum threads.. and its so messed up to hear people say "i hate god" or "i dont believe in god" "christians suck" its like.. wow you know nothing. God does so much stuff.. people just dont realize it cus you dont hear about it in the media. but… read more
