lost myself

Posted January 12, 2009

i have find myself among these walls, and when i turn around i found that you were never there at all. Who said love was fair? Were they out of their mind? Cuz i have i have yet to find something to make me feel alive, and as i strive to get past the pain. i find the line between, and i've found that thinigs are never as they seem. Its time to choose or lose the lie i've lived for so long. So help me find myself, because i lost him long ago. This hole i feel inside that i can't seem to hide, it's there for all to see. Why can't you let me be? Maybe i don't want to be saved! Who said love was fair? Were they out of their mind? And I'm so willing to let this go, just so you could get a glimpse, just so i could get one kiss, just so i could feel alive before i die! So who said love was fair? Were they lost? Were they out of their fucking mind!?!?!?!? cuz i'm strung out, next to this knock out, and i feel as though i'm digging my own grave. So help me find myself, because i lost him long ago. This hole i feel inside that i can't seem to hide, it's there for you to see. Why can't you let me be? Maybe i don't want to be saved! I guess i'm out of my mind out of myyyyy mind!!!!!!