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Sick is the story... one i know too well
Posted January 21 | Leave a Comment
i woke up blind to the world, knocking down trash cans in the alley of my mind. I hear your voice everywhere. I turn but i have yet to find a reason for you to stick around... you leave me wondering why?... Well sick, sick is (the/ my) story a story you don't wanna hear. And as your hand crosses my face i see your eyes as you hold me tight... And you're my only MEDECINE! I can feel my heart beat now... harder that you know, and i wish you could see... i wish you... i wish you coul… read more
lost myself
Posted January 12 | Leave a Comment
i have find myself among these walls, and when i turn around i found that you were never there at all. Who said love was fair? Were they out of their mind? Cuz i have i have yet to find something to make me feel alive, and as i strive to get past the pain. i find the line between, and i've found that thinigs are never as they seem. Its time to choose or lose the lie i've lived for so long. So help me find myself, because i lost him long ago. This hole i feel inside that i ca… read more
awww shit
Posted December 15 | Leave a Comment
if i say i love you i mean, so don't even think about abusing my shattred heart, cuz im a whole victim... omething f epi proportions. read more
My song folks
Posted December 10 | Leave a Comment
Oh look @ what i have done now! Look @ the mess i have made, and please don't feel like i'm not trying. I just got caught up in the game. And i could apologize and tell you all the mistakes i have made. you want to believe that i'm not lying but you don't wanna get played. Sooooo, I'll hold you tonighto yes tonight! hit the lights and see the stars yeah girl they look so far away but they're like me, yeah they're here to stay. (chorus) Cuz i'm faithful and faithless but for a fool i'm pr… read more
come on then! I've got the same heart broken apart and irelish the abuse...
Posted November 21 | Leave a Comment
I wake to a new day, my world changed in the blink of an eye, you left me so suddenly not even a goodbye. I bare this pain but i don't do it well, cuz when you look into my eyes you'll see that i've been victimized. I'm a whole new victim and i'll never be the same, and you're to blame. did you do it for the fam or the infamy? Guess it really doesn't matter cuz you're too blind to see what you've done to me. So break me now! i don't care how, just do it one last time... i want this pa… read more
In Fame Me Infamy
Posted June 26 | Leave a Comment
A story of desperation, love, hate, and ther reality that im dying in my dreams..................... you don't wanna be like this. Cuz i live to lie, wading through the heart break hopig i won't die. oh oh oh infamy! So do you see wut you do to me? I hate the abuse, this broken road, so tie the noose and tie it tight. Don't you wanna watch me die tonight? Cuz im dead and dying, the only honesty i can give you is that im not lying! If i had one thing left to live for it sure wou… read more
The New Rx
Posted May 9 | Leave a Comment
The New Rx It’s another pill to choke down. Another inconvenient truth to run through your head. The lies he feeds you, are easy to see through, and you think about them as you sit in bed. Cuz he’s sick like cancer and as addictive as heroine. Every word he tells you is perfect, and they fill your head with bliss. He’s the perfect guy even to the last kiss. Then he starts to cheat and he breaks your heart. Your scars heal slowly and your tears run fast, this is the last time, it was… read more
sink....
Posted April 10 | Leave a Comment
a song to lead the broken, i found it in my stuff the other day........................................................ i'll fall for you just one more time... Loving you is painful cuz i'm always there... and you nvr care. So brake my heart just one more time... don't worry it's already broken, i'll be fine. ...Please see me now, cuz you don't know how far i would go for you. one word, one blink and i'll sink in this confusion Im living a lie... it was all an i… read more
N.G.E- 08'
Posted February 11 | Leave a Comment
the world keeps falling away now the world keeps faling away the world keeps falling away im walking through this place and the people look so blissful There faces full of smiles and as i walk on by those 3 steps feel like a mile. Cuz its another pretty face for evryone to adore but the world keeps falling away now and theres sumthin in the air Its bubbling up inside me the pain i keep inside its getting bigger this emotion i try to hide. All i really want is for u to c me... cuz im tir… read more
another teen tragedy meant for the broken hearted but heard by all
Posted February 7 | Leave a Comment
And these people that i see they wont believe they wont beleive they wont believe that this is me!!!!! Your tears fall away and u feel ur heart begin to break. and u feel so alone. Another chorus of the broken hearted! Well rise! So feel these words and the truth they hold. Cuz evryone has felt their heart begin to break. A tear for the one they loved. So just know... That u r not alone!!! Cuz wen i see u it reminds me i'm alive! Another chorus of the boken hearted. read more
sharpies and white out.... another kar krash
Posted February 1 | Leave a Comment
The one person i really cared about the one of few people i would trust my life with couldn't give me the answer i wanted to hear. Instead she gave me a wake up call, i've given up trying to make her like me cuz it never seems to work and now i find myself regretting asking, remembering how every time i wuz even around her she made me happy and that wuz y i even liked her in the first place. She is every thing a guy could want and i guess i set myself up. If i could change one thing i wouldn'… read more
this one is for carrxcrashh
Posted January 17 | Leave a Comment
How can three simple words that are over used so much be the three words that we long to hear? We search for so long just to hear these three misused words. How do you know when you've found the person who is sincere and true when those three words come out of their mouth? Three simple words that can complete your world or make it all come crashing down. The three words that can be abused and misunderstood when said in a lie. Three manipulative, deceiving words that can break your heart. Three… read more
Who do u no that's fake?
Posted November 6 | Leave a Comment
now adays every one is fake even ur friends seem to be changing into some u thot they wouldn't. Sad isn't it... well now is the time to tell them they're fake as hell and that they need to change, post this on thier page and tell them not to change for anyone. Can u see all these fake people? Well jump on the band wagon or you'll get left behind. The clique is moving... this is where we'll draw the line. We see ur lies, nothing gets past our eyes. Well come on and jump right… read more
