Age: 18
Location: United States
Joined On: Apr 10, 2007
Hey i'm john but most ppl just call me JoHNNY B. I'm 18 n on the scene and music is my life. Post- hardcore, screamo, grindcore, basically anything lol. I'm from iowa and guess wut?.... there is a fuck ton o corn here. NO way in hell am i some po dunk red neck like 80% of the population of the town i live in. I'm pretty cool if u get to no me and i protect my friends, so dnt f wit em.
I'm a newly addicted adrenaline junkie, and feeling my heart race is great. I run 6 miles a day, rock climb whenever i get the chance, want to sky dive bt can't yet, base jumping is sick though if u ever get the chance.
Escape the fate, Brokencyde, eyes set to kill, silverstein, ADTR, IN FEAR AND FAITH!!! just a few but i like a ton o music...
Add me if u want, cute grils especially lol but no SPAM!! damn adds i hate em
*hug*
i woke up blind to the world, knocking down trash cans in the alley of my mind. I hear your voice everywhere. I turn but i have yet to find a reason for you to stick around... you leave me wondering why?... Well sick, sick is (the/ my) story a story you don't wanna hear. And as your hand crosses my face i see your eyes as you hold me tight... And you're my only MEDECINE! I can feel my heart beat now... harder that you know, and i wish you could see... i wish you... i wish you could see! Cuz sick, sick is the story a story i know too well, and i'm sick, sick as i can be when you're not around... and i can't help but ask what you see in me?... you're my only MEDECINE! As days go by and your face i have yet to see... i'm stuck in a comatose, i need an overdose! So fill me with this hope, this sense of redemption... your reaction is what im after, please don't let me fall
i have find myself among these walls, and when i turn around i found that you were never there at all. Who said love was fair? Were they out of their mind? Cuz i have i have yet to find something to make me feel alive, and as i strive to get past the pain. i find the line between, and i've found that thinigs are never as they seem. Its time to choose or lose the lie i've lived for so long. So help me find myself, because i lost him long ago. This hole i feel inside that i can't seem to hide, it's there for all to see. Why can't you let me be? Maybe i don't want to be saved! Who said love was fair? Were they out of their mind? And I'm so willing to let this go, just so you could get a glimpse, just so i could get one kiss, just so i could feel alive before i die! So who said love was fair? Were they lost? Were they out of their fucking mind!?!?!?!? cuz i'm strung out, next to this knock out, and i feel as though i'm digging my own grave. So help me find myself, because i lost him long ago. This hole i feel inside that i can't seem to hide, it's there for you to see. Why can't you let me be? Maybe i don't want to be saved! I guess i'm out of my mind out of myyyyy mind!!!!!!
if i say i love you i mean, so don't even think about abusing my shattred heart, cuz im a whole victim... omething f epi proportions.
Oh look @ what i have done now! Look @ the mess i have made, and please don't feel like i'm not trying. I just got caught up in the game. And i could apologize and tell you all the mistakes i have made. you want to believe that i'm not lying but you don't wanna get played. Sooooo, I'll hold you tonighto yes tonight! hit the lights and see the stars yeah girl they look so far away but they're like me, yeah they're here to stay. (chorus) Cuz i'm faithful and faithless but for a fool i'm pretty blessed. Yeah faithful faithless but when i'm with you girl i'm @ my best. My heart beats so softly, like a quiet lullaby, so close your eyes i'll hold you tight, we can live the rest of our lives, but it'll have to wait... till after tonight (tonight x7) x2. Cuz i'm faithful and faithless but for a fool i'm pretty blessed. Yeah faithful faithless, but when i'm with you girl i'm @ my best. So close your eyes, i'll hold you tight, we can live the rest of our lives, but it'll have to wait till after tonight (tonight x7)... tonight.
I wake to a new day, my world changed in the blink of an eye, you left me so suddenly not even a goodbye. I bare this pain but i don't do it well, cuz when you look into my eyes you'll see that i've been victimized. I'm a whole new victim and i'll never be the same, and you're to blame. did you do it for the fam or the infamy? Guess it really doesn't matter cuz you're too blind to see what you've done to me. So break me now! i don't care how, just do it one last time... i want this pain, i want it to end! i promise i'm not fine... So break me! So save me! So break me! So save me! Make up your mind, before i cross the line, cuz if i do i'll never be the same... You're to blame! I bare this pain but i don't bare it well, cuz when you look into my eyes you'll find that i've been victimized. Cuz when i cross this line,if i'm still not fine, if you play me one more time, i'll be a whole new monster... one of a kind. i'll leave you forever, never say never cuz never is right now. Don't say you love me, don't tell me how... so break me, take me, and push me over edge. Cuz i've got a new mind one of kind and i'm ready for the abuse, i've got the same heart broken apart, and i'm a victim this one last time. Cuz when the blood stops flowin, and the tears start showin, you'll find i was doomed from the start. It seems i'm the fool in this house of cards, well not anymore!... cuz i'll burn it down. the arsonist inside has come out to play, so run and hide... I bare this pain and i bare it well, cuz the victim i was is now the montser i am... i just want you to know that the train wreck i'm about to cause was never part of the plan.......... well this is my song, it's called house of cards, drip me a comment and tell me what you think.
martin
hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock
band called "At Breakfast
http://www.purevolume.com/atbreakfast
thanks , good luck!
posted Jun 05
munkyboy_jdb_2
What a sick sadistic FOOL to think i would ever be good
enough for ne one... I guess i playthe part of FOOL too
well
posted Dec 12
Hannah
haha :] hmm not a whole lot, i just came inside from
shoveling the 3 feet of snow of my driveway
:[ hahha. what's up?
posted Dec 02
Hannah
haha, yeah 3oh!3 is pretty amazing. i went to their
show a few weeks ago :D haha, thanks :]
posted Nov 30
Lets get fucking freaky now
thanksssss for the pic comments lovely:)
posted Nov 28
Lyndseyy ♥
ahaa thanks:)
posted Nov 22
Lyndseyy ♥
Gansta' waa? lmao thankss:) i love your pictures as
well, deep shit homeslicee:)
posted Nov 18
Lyndseyy ♥
Hey man, right on!:) nothing at all youu?
posted Nov 17