Age: 16
Location: IA
Joined On: Apr 10, 2007
Occupation: school... and the pay sux!
Website: kcci.highschoolplaybook.com
I"m from Iowa and no i'm not some po dunk red neck, i'm just a high school sophomore that skates, listens to music (not country cuz it amkes my ears bleed), and who deals with other peoples problems rather than my own because mine r so much more complictaed than theirs are. The people @ my school are so fake that it's not even funny, all the lies and rumors spread around are just to stir up a fight or get some one in trouble. Dont think i'm an angel er n e thing i just see how ppl act at my school and get pissed cuz i no the real world is just as bad... which is gonna suk cuz most of the ppl at my school have no clue wut it's really like.
The one person i think i'm in love with, the one person i want to make happy... is happy with someone else and i no that i could never make her that happy... but i try to make her happy n e way i can. Every time some a-hole dumps her i feel like shit cuz i could hav told her exactly wut wuz gonna happen... and in some cases i did... So i try to make her happy even though i know that i probbly won't date her (it's not that she's shallow er n e thing i'm just not her type apparently) and i don't ever wanna feel like i wasn't good enough for her... once was bad enough (two years ago i asked her out and she told me that it wouldn't work cuz we would be in different parts of the building and i felt like shit cuz i asked her out thinking u no that i mite hav a chance, but then to make things worse 2 weeks later she turns around and dates sum guy in my grade...
and i felt like shit even more... N.G.E.-08'/ i tried wut can i say?.... i'm feeling kinda shitty rite now, so share the love, 
The New Rx It’s another pill to choke down. Another inconvenient truth to run through your head. The lies he feeds you, are easy to see through, and you think about them as you sit in bed. Cuz he’s sick like cancer and as addictive as heroine. Every word he tells you is perfect, and they fill your head with bliss. He’s the perfect guy even to the last kiss. Then he starts to cheat and he breaks your heart. Your scars heal slowly and your tears run fast, this is the last time, it was his last chance. I’m like the kings men picking up your broken heart. I’ll try to stop your tears before they start, cuz I’m exactly what I thought you’d need. Someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart, but I got shot down before I could start. And I’m caught up in a breakdown, feeling so alone when everyone is around. Now every day is a new pill to choke down, so I look like I’m keeping my cool… but I’m not okay. But every time I see you I feel like I’m gonna drown. Pill Popper … I just wanna see you happy. Heart Stopper… You probably don’t even know my name…
this is just a hymn to the sickly sweet sorrow and the cruel irony that accompanies it..... She sheds a tear cuz he broke her heart so pick up the pieces and watch her walk away... cuz your just the helpful hand... and you've been stricken by this angel's eyes it's no big secret, she has your heart. so when she starts to fall your there to catch her, only to be cast off. Then she starts to cry and her makeup runs... seems like wen ever she gets sad the clouds cover up the sun. So catch her tears and look for a smile. And you get lost in her eyes... but she still can't see who you really are, and it leaves a scar. one that won't seem to heal. no more... no more tears... no more lies... no more broken hearts... that leave you with nothing left to feel. you just wanna be the one she see's, cuz you feel like the invisible man. but now you have a plan. to let her see that you care, that shes important to you that you would protect her that you'd treat her rite... that you'd make her part of your world... but it fails, and it pushes you over the edge. your bullet proof plan fails. a deep cut here and another to match, walk to skool early to leave your mark. it's not a suicide note in your hand it's an apology, cuz your srry for even trying that it's not her fault, that you thot you were in love, that you never kied to her. and as your falling out you hear someone's screams.... snd she starts to cry again.... .............................. not very poetic but misery loves compant and this is pretty miserable if you ask me or anyone, cuz it may or may not be true
a song to lead the broken, i found it in my stuff the other day........................................................ i'll fall for you just one more time... Loving you is painful cuz i'm always there... and you nvr care. So brake my heart just one more time... don't worry it's already broken, i'll be fine. ...Please see me now, cuz you don't know how far i would go for you. one word, one blink and i'll sink in this confusion Im living a lie... it was all an illusion. No more smiles at me, no more hello's, just a cold glance that hurts more than you'll evr know. So i'll stop chasing and slow it down 4 a while, cuz it makes my day... when i see your smile. 4 little words to brake my heart... ...And i'm on the edge now waiting for you to tell me not to jump, but you just stand there... So i'll cut this rope that ties me to you and sink... sink... sink. Just to drown in my sadness and breathe in this cold feeling... the numbness that follows... so plaese don't brake it I don't think i could take it... just another tragedy. Please don't ingnore me, i just want you to see... That i care when you're happy, and when you're sad...
there wuz this girl i liked at my school for wut seems like ever and i had been tlkin 2 her for a while and i thot hey why not c if she likes me ... wow not really surprising that she turned me down... i feel dumb for trying but hey wutever(that was three months ago)... idk wut my whole deal with girls is but it seems like they judge me b4 they even no me, where i at least atempt to get to no them... w/e idc ne more. there is this girl that i've been tlkin to for a while though and she's awesome bt there is a little problem with distance though... like 80 miles give or take a couple. she's great i mean she likes all the same bands i do and i work for her dad (not really bt kinda). idk if it'll work out but she's really cute... question of the day, do nice guys finish last???
This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought you
May forget me
I promise to depart
Just promise one thing
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
This is what I brought you
This you can keep
This is what I brought you
May forget me
I promise you my heart
Just promise one thing...
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
This is what I thought
I thought you need me
This is what I thought
So think me nieve
I promise you a heart
Just Promise one thing...
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
Kiss my eyes and lay me to... Sleep
xXxEVILxXx
not much and u? no probs ♥
posted 13 hours ago
Brian
june 13
posted 3 days ago
Brian
no man just got done at school
posted 3 days ago
Brian
whatup dude
posted 4 days ago
munkyboy_jdb_2
someone send me a message please i need some help...
posted 1 week ago
ashley.is.2steppin2.7/11
ayy thnx fr the add
posted Apr 11
amandurrr
im pretty good i guess, im really tired and i feel
kinda sick right now =/
posted Jan 21
amandurrr
hey =] whats up?
posted Jan 21