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Lostinahauntingthought
Hatfield, PA
HxRD CxRE KxD
United States
theonearmedboxer
Hatfield, PA
Hotspur
Rockville, MD
DaUnE TdO MyY FoIuNtAhL WoIuSgH, YhOtU WiILwL NaEsVkEiR KdNdOiWn WgH?Y....
now that you
are beginning to watch your steps,
maybe youll notice my pulse
loosening that noose
around your neck.
and you thought i was kidding?
i couldnt have done this alone.
ive been laying here for days
with the same simple request,
still draping my lips in shame.
and you thought i was kidding?
pull it, ill prove you so wrong.
but you look so innocent.
as if you tried so hard.
one or the other,
i thought i found secondhand safety,
but you were both too late.
and
the beauty of this all,
is how your last breath
is your best....
would you buy me if i was a chia pet? nah, they all want chia SPONGEBOB........"ooOOoo."
erasable, im tangible
on the basis that no one cares.
ive been every person,
and every face,
and anything that i
can dress a naked soul with.
i ran until i ran out of earth.
and bent for you
until backwards wasnt enough
you were so generous,
(look how good, you're so good.)
to fill something so empty-
this hearts grown so brittle.
cracks and creases leak so quickly.
these years fall like lead from the timeline,
and i can almost feel a beat now....
your are a decade to my day
was i never meant to contain
a piece of your puzzle?
have you been
a circle to my square
have you tried so hard
but have pieces to spare....
for who?
whos missing from your picture
can you still breathe with just my figure,
me staring back from the three by five?
i was never right,
i was never right....
im losing in this fight
and you havent even thrown a fist.
my eyes blacken while
crimson blankets the teeth
already cracking,
crumbling just to hide in my ashes,
anticipating you explaining how
we were never right
we were never right.
am i still here?
you were just halleucinating.
thank god youve arranged
and rearranged your plan,
(look how good, you're so good.)
your bag of tricks
(why didnt i think of this)
for your better half, you're better off with.
i know youve been saving your energy
a new partner for a true synergy.
im so erasable
we were never right
we were never right................
i wonder if you would laugh at what i just did....................
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so its been said,
that youve been done before.
but hey im no individual anyway
i chose to negate my own
neglegance to normality.
i know where i lead
ive fixed my eyes to this prize.
i seek an exit,
you scream chastisement....
give up give up
relax your grip
ive been dying so hard to
see you like this.
and yes im literal.
as literal as you are lethal.
my expiration date; past tense.
but up from your pedestal,
i guess we look good.
the plot thickens
as you gracefully escape
the scene, youve mastered almost as just,
as that crooked lack of a character
hanging off your bones.
youve been denied your veto.
sorry i locked my fists
so abiding into place
for so long,
so long and so long to sanity.
im letting my eyes roll back
into my skull tonight.
at least youll recieve this
enfolded by a red ribbon,
(gash drenched by heart wrench)
i say red is for lovers,
you wish you tried harder....
give up give up
relax your grip
ive been dying so hard to
see you like this.
and yes im literal.
as literal as you are lethal.
my expiration date; past tense.
but up from your pedestal,
i guess we look good.
i say red is for lovers,
you wish you tried harder....?
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destination : inhale.
im trying so hard too.
kickers kicking kickballs in kentucky. (by the seashore of course)
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laying, praying, staying dorment
all alone
got a telephone
at my shoulder keeps me colder
from the fear
of you finding me
here...
theres a folded edge
marking an opening
leave,
to back away
no luck for escaping
(no escape no escape
bound by baggage we bear
so innate, such a fate.)
grace filled goblets
speach so lost in translation
fake by obligation
pick it up put it down
girl cross your fingers
salt in the sugar shakers
glass in the candy jar
cyanide in your daiquiri
prelude to an effigy
time consuming always moving
in on the days
that never want to stay
eery like the tears shed and lost
resembling london moors
assaulted by the sound of
cries....
as sirens scream
their voices ache
sleep,
to run away
but tocsins shrilly weigh your legs
(no escape no escape
bound by baggage we bear
so innate, what a fate.)
grace filled goblets
speach so lost in translation
fake by obligation
pick it up put it down
girl cross your fingers
salt in the sugar shakers
glass in the candy jar
cyanide in your daiquiri
prelude to an effigy
leave it to gravity
get out
before it gets you
down.
funnel cakes minus the fun.
on the inside
theres a road split into three
would you give the crooked one a chance
twenty bucks you dont even throw a glance.
in a well
lies a body cold and stiff
a bucket hangs by regrets and reeks of doom
and wanna guess whos missing from their room
tremble in your golden tresses
shake inside your shiny shoes
naked faces
long lost places
are you waking up today
here are my invisible strings
marrionettes is an understatement
im a full blown sideshow
take an invite
in an even colder envelope
take a drink
and suck the life out clean
shake your dusty sheets
get out of bed
get out of bed
look how cute
you are when you stretch a hand
she said help and you said yes and how
your so valliant on your white horse now
perfect catch
and youve collected all your cash
but you would never give just to recieve
your too perfect to fall for a trap like me
toss and turn just to crash and burn
wide eyed you in a wider road
lost and blank
is this angst
did you wake up tonight
here are my invisible strings
marrionettes is an understatement
im a full blown sideshow
take an invite
in an even colder envelope
take a drink
and suck the life out clean
go back to bed
go back to bed
Lostinahauntingthought
haha it dies todays new song is crazy. you wont get
this for forever but o well I love you
posted Oct 03
DIETCOKESLICE
hey there, dUst from the metal band mastic here, and
unlike others im promotin a GOOD band. we are
definatley worth checkin out cuz we are as metal as
fuck!
posted Aug 30
DIETCOKESLICE
hey there, dUst from the metal band mastic here, and
unlike others im promotin a GOOD band. we are
definatley worth checkin out cuz we are as metal as
fuck!
posted Aug 30
Lostinahauntingthought
Sorry I love you...
posted Aug 24
Lostinahauntingthought
whats gay? sorry if it bothers you that i made a last
thing. I can delete it if youd please. I love you
though
posted Aug 22
Lostinahauntingthought
Hey hun, I am about to go to work. I love you...not
like you will ever get this message anyhow. You and
your last.fm haha. O well I just needed to say it. Hope
you are having a nice day. I love you
posted Aug 21
Lostinahauntingthought
Hey babe, I miss you. You were supposed to call me last
night but you prolly fell asleep haha. I hope you are
alright. I love you so much, bye bye
posted Aug 20
Lostinahauntingthought
you wish your aaron. Haha umm and he was deffinatly
there. I am not crazy...well that kinda crazy. And I
miss you, and I love you...thats whats up...alright bye
posted Aug 17