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Age: 18

Location: Savannah, NY

Joined On: Mar 27, 2006

Website: www.myspace.com/moonstruckro...

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its funny..speaking philosphicly, ((dnt think thats right, but you get the point))....why do we, as human, do what we know will hurt, and we dont have to do them, but we still do. take me for example, i hurt this great, hell hes practically perfect, guy, was amazing to me, supported me when i needed him, never ran when things got scary, and yet, i pushed him away, dropped him faster then you can say "i". and i was in love with him. i know i was. but why did i dump him?? i dont know, and what hurts the most, is that when i was given the second chance, i threw it out the window. and now, when i thought i was over him, and hes definatly over me, and has a new girlfriend who he is mad about, i wanna cry everytime i see her name in his profile or uttered out of his mouth. it kills me to hear him talk about her, and hear "cute" things about her. i just wanna say to him "take me back, please, dont you know i love you still"...and he knows i do, i told him, cause i wanted him to know, and i knew they wouldnt break up, but he didnt even say anything to me about it, acted like it never happened. we went on acting like normal, me being there, not being jealous, and i cant take it anymore. and to insult to injury, i have a boyfriend. i mean its a serious deep relationship, but hes a nice guy, and i do like him, but i feel like im betraying him. what the hell is a girl to do?? ((im seriously asking. got any answer, send me a message or a comment)) gawd, shoot me.

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July 23

Gay marriages

ohkay, i wanna rant some, so here it goes. The government sucks cause they want to make illegal to be gay and to be married. thats bull shit. thats like taking away someone's right to be happy. thats just another way the government is trying to control us. i think that bush should be impeached, maybe even banished from this country. all he is doing is destroying our country. cause to be happy, that is life. if youre asking a person to give up their happiness just to make another person happy, then our country sucks. thats like making them feel ashamed to be who they are, when on tv they're always telling us to be ourselves, theyre hypocrits. I will say it right now: I AM PROUD TO BE BISEXUAL!!!! i will say it loud and proud. and if the government wants to take my happiness away then fuck them. thats like taking someone's husband or wife away, cause if theyre married, thats what it is, they spouse. How would bush feel if they took laura away just cause of something stupid, like her hair or eye color. he should think about that, maybe he should learnt ot hink first, and then think about that. That would be a wonderful start. GAH!!! that man pisses me off, i wanna sniper him, but being the nice person that i am, i will let him live, cause just because i dont like him, doesnt mean that there arent ppl out there who do. though they should be hit on the head, with a smart stick ratheer than the stupid stick ((i'd glady do it))

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July 21

What I Meant

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to be stupid
I never meant to melt down
I never meant to lose you

I meant to keep you
I meant to be happy
I meant to try for it
I never meant to lose you

I never meant to yell at you
I never meant to forget you
I never meant to push you
I never meant to lose you

I meant to cherish you
I meant to be with with
I meant to love you
I never wanted to lose you

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June 16

Take A Breath

Take A Breath

It tears through my body
The tears fall
Everybody talks about it
Its talked about by all

She'sgone
It's true
Yet you ask
After what i've been through

Get a life
Mines not for show
I'm not a story
You can let it go

Stop the gossip
Stop the talk
you think i dont hear it
when down the hall i walk

It's sad, yes
It's my life though
I accept that
On i must go

I know what happened
I was there
So drop the subject
And get a breath of air

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June 9

welll....

soo...its practically the alst day of school, i have 1/2 a day monday, and then two days of locals (finals for the fools who dont unserstand) and then i have 6 days of vacation, then one more test, the Earth Science Regents. Once that is done at high noon, i am free for 75 days, hopefully. My foster mom thinks that all i wanna do this summer is loaf around. boy is she worng. I wish i could drive, or at least walk somewhere. But like it says, i live next to the cows, behind the amish, meaning in the middle of fucking no where. Its a serious pain in the ass. Why cant the driving age be 15 for permit and 16 for license. but no, now the government is tryin to control us even more. First it's books we cant read, or thats slandered. Then they take certain shows off the air cause of its content. Then they edit the radio, like how they took Howard Stern off the air. He is an amazong comedian, i've listened to him since i was like , not even 1. He's been on for almost 20 years, and they decide to take him off now. The gvn't is always talking about how we should act more mature, but then they take things off to "protect" us. Fuck, more like control us. It's bull shit. Bush is an ass, he doesn't have a thought of his own on his head. Its all his little workers telling him what to say, just to make him look smart and that he knows what he's doing, but he doesnt. he is making the same mistake his father did, and America is the one who is gonna have to pay for it. Not him. Its bullshit. And dont even get me started on his idea of Gay marriage. That's another blog on its own. Same with the war, and his actions after 9/11. he pisses me off, seriously. i'm gonna stop while i'm ahead right now......

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