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MOLLIE DELANEY
Chapter 0
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Bipolarfire
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emo_screamoXCORE
Aurora, NY
16- Junior @ AHS
Single, bitches.
Hyper, Spazzy, absolutely in love with music and my friends. i love them.
I am random ALL THE TIME
I am a Writer
I sing all the time.
Chuck Norris, Bob Saget, and Doogie Howzer= best friends for life. :D Check out the band GRAYSON HILL!!! They kick ass!!!
not much time...
well, i wanted to post, but i only have like 2 minutes. lol. well that devin chick found my pv account and asked this one chick 'does mollie not like me?' no shit, sherlock!! i can't stand her. geez. neways... yeah, that's all. i'm soooo fucking bored, and i have ice cream this period. lol. bye byes!!!
<3
mollsie
Sunkist is the shit.
I have a bottle of sunkist, I'm getting out of school to go to the fox tomorrow, and life is just plain radical. lol. I'm so happy right now!!! I don't even know why!! It's the sugar talking. Hehe, my friend Brandon got in a fight today. it was vewwy funny. he told me about it. The kid he got in a fight with is kinda weird. but, whatever!! lol. I love my Ashley and my Ashleigh. and my Haven... hehe. And Aubrey, Corey, and Ethan... hell, I love EVERYBODY!! well... except for a certain few... like Devin Potate. Okay, this chick says she cuts herself JUST to be "cool" and she's a total preppy, blonde cheerleader, anorexic/model- skinny molded bitch. She's trying to be all "emo" when half of the "emo" kids at are school are really scene!!! wtf? she just gets on my nerves. And she says that my friend Brandon B likes her, when he's freakin' IN LOVE with his gf Ashleigh!!! what the crap?! But, Ashleigh's threatening to beat her ass down, it is SOOO funny. I can't wait to see that. But, overall, I'm actually very happy... I really want a boyfriend though. And it seems that some guys like me, just never the ones I want... it kinda sucks... whatever!!!
Sunkist is the shit.Today was... awkward.
Well, Friday we had a Pep Rally.... it sucked. It was hot, it was in our stadium. The cheerleaders just stood there looking like idiots, the football players stood around waving to us in the stands. (Well, at least my friend Michael on the Varsity team did). The only people worth watching was our band. (Hehe, one of the kids on the drum line was headbanging. The funny thing? People call him 'Jesus Kid'). Our team lost again Friday night. We played against chapel Hill. But, we only lost by 4 points to the team that's number one in the region, so i guess we're getting better.... But, when I was going down the stadium steps to sit down right before it started, my ankle caved in on me, and it cracked/popped a million times, it sounded like. It ended up swelling to 10 times its normal size before the night was over, and I found out Saturday night that I had strained my main ligament REALLY bad. So, that hurts pretty damn bad right now. Plus the fact that my mother wrapped it with an Ace bandage so tight this morning that it cut off my circulation, so I had to take it off last period. It doesn't help that the shoes I'm wearing are giving me blisters pretty bad. *sighs* Other than that, I've actually had a VERY good day.
I got baptized yesterday, and that was AMAZING. My entire family was there... It was just.... wow. But, I got to get an absolutely GORGEOUS dress Friday for it. It's spaghetti straps, black, a burgendy ribbon right across the waist/hips area, and it sinches up on the left side, and it has a burgendy under-layer. Basically, Helena by My Chemical Romance. That dress, except not as frilly, spaghetti straps instead of strapless, and burgendy instead of red. It's absolutely B-E-A-UTIFUL!! But, I wore it to school today, and I had this REALLY hot guy named Ethan tell me he really liked it. I get to see him at 3:45 today until 5:30 for One-Act rehearsals too!! Yay! lol. He's so funny. But, yeah, I had a lot of people compliment me today on it.
I might be able to go see Paramore at the Masquerade tomorrow night! It's only 12 bucks! And I have 7 in quarters. Lol. I'll ask my mum to fund the other 5. Plus, I'm going with my best friend Ashley to the movies Friday and we're going to see 'The Covenant'.
The only thing is? This guy Sam asked me out this morning. He's a poser, a freakin' idiot most of the time, and a total perv sometimes. But he actually is an all-around sweet guy, but I just can't picture myself with him, and I don't like him like that anyway. I told him that I liked him as a friend, but nothing more, and he just said 'You could've just said No, and I would've been fine with it. Now that you give me an explanation, I'm gonna be thinking about it all day!' Does that even make sense? NOPE. Whatever, we're still friends, so it's cool. But another thing is, he's fucking desperate! He's been asking out all of my friends! I think it's because he's CRAZY about Ashley, and he just wants to make her jealous, but whatever. Things are going pretty good, and I have the feeling that this is going to be a good week.
you just gotta love God for giving us all these blessings that he does.
xoxo, Mollie the one & only, can't clone me y'all!!!
Life is just plain wonderful...
Can you tell I'm being sarcastic? I know I could have it a lot worse than I do. My parents could be abusive. I could have no friends whatsoever. I could be stupid. I could be depressed... wait. i already am. *sigh* This is so fucked up. I can't even tell my best friend what's going on with me, but I'll sit here and write it on a fucking blog. Wow. I really am screwed up. And I'm only 14. I'm getting baptized Sunday, and I should be the happiest I've ever been, and I'm trying. Honestly, I really am. But it's hard. It's amazing how I can just put on a fake smile and a fake laugh and everyone around me thinks I'm fine. I don't know why I don't just mope around.... Maybe I just want someone who actually cares to delve down deep into me and actually try and see if I'm really okay, or if I just have a mask on. I don't cut, and I'm not going to. That's too permanent, and raises too many questions. It's also a lot harder to hide from my mother, who is my second best friend. (Next to Ashley, of course).... I hate lying to her, but I feel that this is best for the both of us. Just to keep my depression and my true feelings to myself for once. Ashley's got her own depression and her own issues to deal with, she doesn't need to worry about my shit too. Mom already feels guilty enough as it is, she doesn't need to know that I'm upset... fine. Depressed! Basically, I have the same exact issues every 14-year-old does. I have issues with my parents. Well, just my dad, really. He treats me different from my brothers, and he's never been there. I've been raised by my mother, and my dad lives in denial. He thinks he's never done anything wrong, when really, all of my issues stem off from the mistakes he's made. If he hadn't married my old stepmother, I never would've had to go to therapy, I wouldn't have almost been anorexic, I wouldn't have cut myself two years ago, I wouldn't have wanted to kill myself more than once..... I still have self-esteem issues because of that bitch. *sighs* okay, I have to go now. Bell rings to go home from school in about 5 minutes. Don't worry about me, I'm probably just going through another depressed phase. It happens every now and then. I get all "emo", and then I get over it, suck it up, hold my head high, and let everything roll off my back. I just have to let some stuff get to me, and i have to be vulnerable every now and then. Doesn't everyone?
