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MISTYXDAWN
Age: 20
Location: United States
Joined On: Oct 17, 2006
desocanyon
Sun, AZ
XxScreamXitXLoudxX
Philippines
Lz
Swanpool, Australia
ForceXTherapy
United States
DEVILOCK! I'm Misty Dawn. I play guitar, bass, keyboards, and I sing.I like making short, silent films. I enjoy screaming. I love showstyle bands and carnival bands! I love anyone who dares to be different! I appreciate all types of art and music and I beleive that anyone can express themselves without being judged. Art is art, it's the core of human emotion. Do not destroy, direspect, or disclose anyones right to expression. I enjoy experimental music. I am also a magicain. I love comic books/ photography/ art/ and drawing. I have come to accept the fact that everyone dies, I've sold my soul for a quarter, and love is as real as jackolopes.I LOVE Misfits, Black Flag, DK, The Doors and much more! I love synthcore/punk/metal bands! I like dancing to no music, for no reason, running around in catastrophic fashion and above all else wrting and/or speaking in metaphors. 'OH THE DEVESTATION!' THUNDER RIDES LIGHTENING! I go to MVCTC and my boyfriend goes to Preble Shawnee. GLENN DANZIG IS THE MAN!!!!!
DESOLATION!
I just typed this poem on the spot without analyzing it at all. it's terrible but it's exactly what I had to say at the moment...I think lol.
"FALSE CONCEPTIONS of YESTERDAY'S FOOL" by: Misty D. Taylor
The love collapsed and fell away.
I sit in silence with nothing to say.
You act as if Ill be alright.
Tears will fall again tonight.
Ive grown so sick of loving you.
Break my heart is all you do.
You build me up to watch me fall.
Why did I ever care at all?
I should have known you never meant
A single email that you sent.
Why did you ever come around?
My heart disintegrates into the ground.
It hurts so much to see you there.
Knowing that that you just dont care.
Ive waited around so long for you.
Oh, how much youve put me through.
My heart feels as if its died at last.
I wonder how much time has past.
Did you even notice how much that I care?
All I ever wanted was to know that youre there.
But, now its over and the love is gone.
Yet, once again you lead me on.
Stop breaking my heart, its shattering me.
Will you and I ever be?
I waste my tears on you once more.
As my broken heart falls to the floor.
Thanks for meaning so much to me.
Even if all we had is bad a memory.
Why did I ever love you at all?
You never took the time to call.
And now you love somebody else.
Lay my shattered heart of glass upon the shelf.
LOST!
So, today I woke up late, missed the bus, got lost on the way to school, didn't get to see <3 this morning and barely made it in class right as the bell rang. ARGH! But I had a job interview ysterday and it went rather well, but who knows. I did magic majority of the day yesterday and had a spirit throw a poster into a burning candle. I screamed at it and I think in retaliation it turned my alarm clock off. ARGH!
Gone...
A poem I just wrote on the spot...for Krook.
"Shadow Walker" By: Misty D. Taylor
I sit here wondering where you've gone. I'd really hate to ask
Why you left me all alone and released me from your grasp.
I feel as if I'll never hear your sacred voice again.
My dearest of all gunslingers, have I forsaken you my friend?
Desert skies fill hopeful eyes as I look back on my life.
Sometimes I wish we'd meet again and cleanse this bloody knife.
Time is ticking we all fall down somewhere twice as hard.
When I look back now I see the pain from past relations scarred.
I travel weary at a constant pace all the while awaiting the day
That you return along my side and the demons we battle to slay
Will hit the ground with wounded flesh and never get up again
And this tedious journey we travel upon will finally reach it's end.
Fear not the wounds of yesterday or harrowing tales of time.
The road is long we travel on, in years we'll be just fine.
I think of words your mouth once said that filled my heart with hope.
As darkness falls, I stand alone so able to barely cope.
Weary traveler stop living your life running towards the beast.
For he's there in your soul, leaving a hole and it's killing you to say the least.
Fallen commrades, forsaken am I to walk with shadows so close and secluded inside?
So deep fear of feeling awaking the day I run to my savior and hide.
I follow dark footsteps and stare death in the face while misery breaths down my back.
I feel anger inside, sorrow and pain preparing for an epic attack.
I have one sacred moment and my commrade is gone, I turn and feel so alone.
So hollow inside, has my commrade died? This weary traveler now travels alone.
Where have you gone as I load up my six and blast my bulletts on high.
Was this all just a joke, a dream in my throat or did something inside me just die.
The ones that I love are the ones who I leave, I miss my dear old companion so.
As I march in the heat, past the blood on the street I realise it's better to go.
This grim facade beckons me still and I feel as if it's the end.
I approach the gate, filled with sorrow and hate. I've come to reclaim my friend.
Death bestwoes a weary blow I fall a loft in the dirt.
I look at the blood and steel in my chest, I promise you all it dosn't hurt.
When I look up to the sky I see grey clouds and hate.
As I spiral inside I feel dettchment so great.
I cry out to a ghost, I won't let a friend down.
My gasping lungs rattle a desperate sound.
I have fallen for forgiveness and you don't even see.
What have I done to deserve this, have you forsaken me?
I stand a savior for those who have yet to come.
I feel my battle is over as I throw down my gun.
Come if ye be loyal, come only if ye be whole.
Come and lay beside me and suck out my soul.
This gunslinger has traveled for years to reach the end.
The bullets hail and fade and shall never be heard again.
Don't lay your eyes upon me for I swear you couldn't bare
To see my violent body and my death-warmed-over stare.
Don't look upon me commrade, for I never won the fight.
A ghost out in the desert in the summer moonlit night.
H-A-R-T-A-G-R-A-Man6
wow .... we have alot in common i was looking up my
tags (magic) and saw you! i am also a magician and love
alot of the same music you like ....so cool o and i
also play bass.....wow
posted Dec 29
feldenhead
yes i play... every day. May the force be with
you. -the feldenhead
posted Dec 13
ForceXTherapy
Hey yea I have been good. Ummm...finally got my house
decorated for christmas. lol But how have you been? And
thats funny....I might have a twin. I don\'t know....I
am hard to replicate. haha
posted Dec 11
Guitarist~Will~87
yea i hear that, staying in this place ain\'t gonna get
ya far. So do you have any songs recorded? I\'d like to
hear some of your stuff.
posted Dec 09
Guitarist~Will~87
yepp, thats quite a drive from my location. I\'d like
to jam with ya and see some of your magic tricks
sometime. What\'s it like down there in your area?
posted Dec 07
Guitarist~Will~87
I be from columbus, in the franklin county area. Sorta
quiet here, so I like making loud noises with my guitar
heh. Where are you located in Ohio? If its not too far
we could defenately get together and rock.
posted Dec 07
Guitarist~Will~87
I be from columbus, in the franklin county area. Sorta
quiet here, so I like making loud noises with my guitar
heh. Where are you located in Ohio? If its not too far
we could defenately get together and rock.
posted Dec 07
Guitarist~Will~87
same, a little bit of everything, and anything that has
a good sound to it. we should hook up sometime and jam,
maybe come up witha few things. so the magic thing
intrigues me. what kind of stuff can you do?
posted Dec 06