I would reather chop off my fingers and stick them in the blender then eat hot dogs.
Posted February 20, 2008
I'm not a really big hardcore fan on eatting hot dogs so I would rather stick them in a fucking blender then eat them. But anyways the other day which was like last sunday I went over to Grahams house which he called and said that there wasnt anyone there at his house and that he didnt want him and landin to be by there selfs which is fine with me and I went over there, Talk about being uncomfortable because I really wasnt comfortable a few times I wanted to leave but for some odd reason I stayed there. I guess ive got to get used to him and hes gotta get used to me because that day was the second time i was around him so yea thats goin to be uncomfortable around me and I gave him some of my chips:] yea he totally digged those and I was scared to death to give them to him. And Theres something i love about that kid which would have to be his laugh im a big fan on that which I told graham that i was kinda uncomfortable and hes like why hello im not used to him being around. But whatever if me and graham are going to work things out then I've gotta get used to baby landin which his birthday is a few days after mine. his birthday is the 15th and mines the 9th. totally not a real big fan I don't hate the kid and I don't love him. Because hes not mine maybe if he became my step son or something then yeah i would love him because hes apart of the family? does that even seem to make sence? I dont think it does and theres probably a few miss spelt words or something but HEYY wanna no something I dont even seem to care about it.I dont know why I think its going to be hard for me to be around landin. Or maybe not and im not going to take anger out on that little boy because I hate his mom. Thats not the right thing to do and i think ive got a big bigger heart then that dont you think? Well probably not but i think i do and im going to be as nice as i can to him. make him like me. or try to do something and Im kinda pissed because christmas i didnt get anything and then for valentines day i didnt get anything and for my birthday he told me he was going to get me a puppy and we where talking about it last night and then i was pissed because hes like well i dont want the dog to turn out like rusty. Oh my god it wont and if you want me to ill go back to my grandmas house becausse i want a fucking puppy keep my mind off from all of the bad stuff? Sound Good Yeah I think it does well i do love Graham and he loves me.. DUCKS!
