Am I too shy for you?
Am I not what you expected?
Sure, I obsess & give up too easily.
Will that annoy you?
I spend more than half the day listening to music.
I wonder if we listen to the same..
Would you talk on the phone with me for hours?
..then never talk to me again?
I'm looking for something, impatiently.
I enjoy people who flirt with me.
I'm not a huge flirt, but I have a huge heart.
Those of you who know that, are the lucky ones.
If I told you a lie, would you forgive me?
I don't lie often, but I'll try not to hurt your feelings.
What do you think about marriage?
Am I looking for it right now? Noo.
Would you hold my hand..just because?
I love to hug. I love to hold hands. But don't randomly touch me.
Only if you have my permission.
I probably won't meet any of you.
But that's the perks of computer relationships!
You can be anyone you wanna be.
Lucky for you.. this is the real me.
Summer is OVER. Tomorrow will be my 8th day of being a Junior in Highschool. Nate & I broke up again. For now, I think it's for the best. Gregory is off to college. I don't like it very much. =/. Things are good. But they COULD be even better. This Friday is the first football game. Excitin'! ...... Things are changing, And it's kind of scary.
Nate is off to camp for two weeks.. Today I had colorguard, then I hung out with Gregory. We went to Jessi's (even though, she's in Colorado.. and she doesn't know about it lol) and we watched Baseketball. Then we just hung out.. and we hugged a lot & laughed & held hands & stuff.. then we went to Wal Mart around midnight. It was fun. Then we talked a little on AIM. Him & I.. we just, work. It's weird. I have a lot a lot a lot to think about. I think if anything.. I'm going to have to make the first "anything"
Okay, So it's summer. Things are going pretty well! I've had a lot of fun. Also, I've been thinking a lot. Boys shouldn't cause a lot of drama.. but love can. Is it fair to stay with someone who is SO in love with you, if you don't feel the same? I don't know what to do. Gregory & I have been talking EVERY night for the past month or so. We've hung out quite a bit, too. Tonight, him & I drove around & stuff.. then met up with Laura, Joe, and Matt and went to Nobbies. Then we were going to go to Wal Mart but Joe didn't want to. So we were in the Casey's parking lot & they asked if Greg & I were dating. Is it bad that I wish I could have said yes? Then Greg & I went to Super Target. Then to McDonalds where he showed me how to do a rubiks cube. Then we went to Kum & Go and we saw Jess & JoeKing there. So we went to JoeKing's house.. Greg dressed up as the Joker! Haha. Good times. Then after awhile we left.. and we talked a little more through texting/aim. I don't know.. we just have this connection that Nate & I don't have anymore. It's weird. I don't know if he feels the same. Nate doesn't even know. I'm not being fair to either of them. I'm expecting them both to know how I feel.. without telling them. What to do What to do. My heart is on a string. It's about to break off, if someone doesn't pick me up & prove to me.. What love REALLY means.
"You really don't get it, do you? How much it hurts to talk about her.. I just don't get what our talks mean then, just friends? I guess we're both thinkin different things." I had fun with at the art festival tonight with Nate, Lase, and my momma <33 I love you guys.
Instead of writing something depressing or something that's not even worth reading.. I'm going to update you on a few things: -Nate & I are still dating. It's been a year and some, now. -It's summer & I passed all my classes. -I'm a junior in HS next year, crazay. -Tonight is the first night I hung out with my friends in awhile. -I'm going to be a baby-sitter this summer. -And i'm goin' to apply at Wynsong. -I'm getting back into dance at the end of the summer. -I plan on losing 20 pounds by the end up the summer. -I'm changing a lot.. and a lot has to change. -I turned 16 & I have a license & a car now. -I'm ready for all these challenges that are ahead of me. -For once, I feel I can do it. !
Darren Hushak
Hey there, I know how annoying these messages are, but
I sincerely ask you to check out
http://www.purevolume.com/TheMagazines. They're also
playing a show in Des Moines on September 18th at the
House of Bricks if you like what you hear!
posted Sep 13
popsicle_stick_humor
pennsylvania..family reunion type thing. but yeah i\'m
just hanging out and waiting for my job to start.
posted Jul 06
popsicle_stick_humor
not bad. just got back from vacation so i\'m a little
tired, but other than that i\'m good. you?
posted Jul 02
roCKmuSicGirl17
Twinkle twinkle little star..how i wonder wat you (
together we sing ) ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we totally rock!
posted Feb 04
roCKmuSicGirl17
Twinkle twinkle little star..how i wonder wat
you.........
posted Feb 02
roCKmuSicGirl17
I LOVE ROCK N ROLL I DONT KNOW THE REST OF THE WORDS!!
haha byessssssssssssssssss
posted Jan 27