I put this in my mypace profile the other day. "Music is my only love. It pulses beats through my feet-into my veins-into my heart. It gives me hope & opens up doors to my greatest dreams. It makes me strong when I'm feeling weak. It somehow brings back my faith in people and in love. It's my escape when my world is collapsing. It's everything to me and I wouldn't trade it for the world. Without it I would go insane in the membrane." - Michelle S.
I couldn't think of anything for the title so I just typed the first thing that popped into my head. So...I need to find a prom date and prom dress. I'm really starting to dislike prom. yech. Today is a bit boring. I've been trying to clean (note the word trying). I'm stuck inside the house..and it's a beautiful day outside. I wish I could go out..but no car. Where's my fairy godmother when I need her? Anyway so I've been thinking a lot..and I need to improve a lot about myself. I'm literally a Beautiful Disaster (well the beautiful part i'll let others to decide but whatever you get my point). I need to be a better friend. I need to follow through. I'm messy, lazy and forgetful so all of that needs to be fixed too.I'm like a nice car that keeps breaking down. I need a lot of repairs and I have no clue where to start. I guess I'll start simple...i'll clean my room right now. Where'd all of my motivation go? How did I end up like this? I've committed one too many deadly sins. I've gotten lost in the mist.
So today I found my muse. My missing piece. My extra push to keep me going. I wrote three poems so far today..and they're all pretty decent. My creativity was unlocked by Explosions in the sky. I wish I had discovered them sooner. They give me my fuel to write and they're brilliant. They also seem to calm me down and help me think clearer. I need to remember these Godesses Erato (lyric poetry) Euterpe (music) Aoede (song) Melete (meditation) and Mneme (memory) Terpsichore (dance) Thalia (comedy) Is it wrong that I haven't yet found something to believe in? Will this GOD everyone believes in strike me down for asking Mythological Goddesses to help me? I wonder if he'll deny my entry into heaven because I was curious and wanted to explore relgions. Kind of like Siddartha. No, I don't think my GOD would mind...he would never strike me down for me being curious. I mean he created me to be curious. I was born face up for a reason. I wanted to see the world. I still want to see the world and it's potential to be amazing. There are so many things to be uncovered..so many things left to be discoverd. No people on this earth..I haven't given up on you yet. You can thank music for that.
Hmm I dont quite know what to blog about. Today was really boring I stayed home from school because my body was really achey this morning. I think I missed the last part of the Hamlet film in English class. I like this one boy but I can't really talk to him because 1) I'm shy 2) I have nothing clever to say and 3) i just don't know...i guess I'm scared? Anyway I've been having writers block for quite a while i think it's the meds. or maybe my creativity was short-lived. Idunno. I hope my creativity is still alive and just locked up in a dungeon in need of saving. Hm anyway all i did today, since it hurt to move, was think about how much I really want to learn to play guitar and piano. I'm going to fix my guitar and teach myself to play..in help with some friends who already know how to play. I'm also planning on buying an electric keyboard so i can learn how to play piano sorta-ishlyness. After that's all accomplished in good fun :) I'll be writing my songs effortlessly-I know this because I have it in me. Musicallllityyyy. I'm a very musical person. Geez. Flashbacks from Psych class...why'd I have to raise my hand to share what I wrote on my paper about myself? whyyy? whyyyyy? Oh well what's done is done...as said in Juno "That's one etch-a-sketch that can't be undid homeskillet" lol. Brilliant movie. Anywho I'm outta here. Enough typeage for one day.
so i figured out the title for my first album..it shall be called "Dirty Socks on the floor and All that Crap". Original eh? I thought so haha.
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