i shower daily.
i have the oppurtunity to have an education.
i live under a roof.
i can eat, sleep, walk, talk and breathe.
therefore,
i consider myself extremely lucky.
there is someone that crosses my mind time to time
but he always has, and its safe to say i'm over trying,
i just dont care anymore.
Just Get Better Day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute, I’m constantly wishing things would just get better. I miss when the only reason to cry was because I got lost in a grocery store, my mother had disappeared. Now, although it seems like an issue with no importance, it just magnifies the problems we have at this day and age. Friends and family leave our lives, just like our mothers did for about those 15 minutes of fright and worrying. I realize that it did end, my mother had found me and all was well, but now there’s simply no way of finding my cousin who had taken his life intentionally, or my grandfather who died of heart problems, or a friend of mine who was killed in a car accident. The only thing I can find, or discover are the memories. But if only things would get better. For I’ve never cried so much in my years. Memories are more powerful than words or actions. They’re what keeps us alive, they’re what keeps us smiling and laughing, or screaming and crying. But if things got better, the memories would disappear, and not just for 15 minutes, for a lifetime of not truly living.
Broken Glass im so tired of being here, so tired of looking through this glass window wishing for better days and knowing youre no where near, makes me feel like every single smile truly pays thinking about you in heaven, well that just doesn’t seem like normality and i can see its 11:11, but i feel no wish will reverse into reality. cant you see i’m walking on broken glass, i fear every death, every car crash, i fear your memory will soon pass, the look on your face, gone in a flash. they lied when they just had to say, this one wont hurt a bit because not once will the pain go away, i’ve been hurting too, i’ll admit. even when the lights went out, nothing truly disappeared theres nothing i dont doubt, i dont doubt this is everything i feared. cant you see i’m walking on broken glass, i fear every death, every car crash, i fear your memory will soon pass, the look on your face, gone in a flash.
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posted Jul 05
Never change.
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posted Jun 29