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METALRAIN
Alohababe
United States
James(Insidevoice)
Rush City, MN
Blake Morgan
United States
I Am Fred Astaire
United States
music. and dancin. and raves. and any form of moshin. ya im that girl.
:D
i never aktually realized how liberating a breakup is! im finally able ta jus be me again and partay like no other. ;p but...montana has nothin to offer. its snowing here. Bleh. at least summer is close and im gettin stoked for warped tour! ive been waitin 3yrs to go and im finally able to. anybody ever been to san diego??? lol or got any good tips
Revelation
So since my last blog things have both become worse and better. Im stoked that i get to go out to seattle next month in hopes of being accepted in the art school of my dreams :p and actually be surrounded with a music scene!!! I'm still sick of having to deal with everybody's bs. I understand that im the person who most come to for help but they never seem to understand that i need it as well. and since my ex/fiance? -idk what its called when uve been together for 2yrs and he gives you an engagement ring but ur still in hs-is no longer interested and was the only person i could talk to...im stuck confusing myself. I jus want myself a good guy, preferably a cute lil scene boy :D, to go out and live life with. Im hopin summer comes faster so i can jus go to concerts and let it all out. There's somethin bout a band playing their hearts out and the bass taking over my heartbeat that makes me feel truly happy and in the right place. Plus being newly single allows me to have whateva fun i want! Although the late night texting of guy friends to fill my urges aint that dandy. lol And has anyone ever jus had the urge to run? Ive been dieing to pack my bags and jus drive. To no place in particular but jus to escape the bs and see what and who else is out there. And maybe possibly find some kick ass raves...mOna i hope ur as stoked bout warped tour and seattle as i am! eh well enough of this rant. Heres my new fav statement: its only a mistake if you never learn from it.
criss cross hope to die
I dont even know where i stand anymore. Ive got so much shit going on and i kept finding myself alone and keeping within my own reality. and quite simply- i believe lyrics say it all. so here you go. Snuff by Slipknot: Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camaflouge for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there To live with me into my fate If Im alone I cannot hate I dont deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me, saver every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint My hope was bannished long ago It took attempt before to let you go So break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself And I wont listen to your shame You ran away your all the same Angels lie to keep control My love was punished long ago If you still care don't ever let me know If you still care don't ever let me know
Love breeds suicide
you always here the expression that love is the slowest suicide. I will justify that. Im sick of fighting for something that i just might hate. How can you confuse the two? My emotions are unbelievebly scattered. Either im happy with him and my friends stand by with disgust and my parents scream me into panic attacks. Or im without out him feeling lost and disgusted at the fact that im living my life to please others. Fuck people. I try everyday to make everybody content and happy with me. Im done. Its time somebody did something for me and stopped treating me like their personal pile of shit. Not that any of you are going to read this... SMS(save my sanity)
In dire need
aight. so im havin a lil difficulty with finding the "perfect" band for me. I honestly cant find a number one favorite band!!! I love everything that my ipod-also an extension of my heart and soul- contains!! I range from Slipknot to Forever the Sickest Kids. ^^) Yet i like where i land with bands such as Secret and Whisper or Ivoryline. But its classified as surf rock. WTF? Im into the scene and sk8. not blonde cali beach boy love. Yet if that's where the talent lies...i shall accept. Maybe Perkapoolosa will bring me back. <3 the sounds
Chilligrr
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posted Sep 24
thane
My name is Thane. I don't believe we know each other.
posted Mar 26
Alohababe
hey tay i love you so much you should check out this
new band from france i just got
posted Dec 14