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United States
My name is Jahshua David Nearhood. I am 18 years old. I am 5' 9" have dark brown hair, I usually die it black,and I have blue eyes.
I am pretty much a hardcore christian. But I am not one of those BULLHORN guys who stand in the middle of crowds and in the bullhorn yell "Repent now or go to hell!" or one of those stereotypical christians who think them and their religion are the best and try to force it on other people. No i am a laid back kind of christian, who strives for perfection in the eyes of God but in a more subtle way compared to a lot of those unliked stereotypes.
When it comes to life and time i take the matter very serious. I think that the present is such a mystery. One day we wake up, look around and curse the sky because we think its fallen on us. The next we wonder where we found the strength to make it through. Who are we and who have we become; are they a product of our past? Or do we only amount to what people think we are? The tests of time that we often think we failed miserably generally proves to be the experience that carries us through those times. These events, these realities of life, make us stronger for the days yet to come. Our life is not perfect, for days of laughter there are days of tears; for days of happiness there are days of sadness. It is the days in between that make us who we are.
We sing about the tragedies of our lives because it was the hard times that instilled character, that drive to press through and that true understanding of the happier days.
Consider it pure joy when you face trials of many kinds, because you know that it develops perseverance, and perseverance must complete itself so that you may be mature and complete. We will experience the joys of tomorrow because of the History Of Our Presence.
...Especially When...
I cant breathe
So please help me
They speak to me
But their words are hard to find
Especially when...
You're always on my mind
It's difficult
To explain my love for you
Especially when...
You dont believe it's true
I'm telling you
Over and over again
Espcially when...
I write it down in pen
And i want you
'Cuz i love you
You're all that I'll ever need
You're wanting and hoping
That i feel you'll never leave
And everything that you are
It's all so precious to me
And I cant breathe
So please help me
I sit at night
Wondering how i should die
Espcially when...
Heaven looks so bright
You will never see
How much you mean to me
Especially when...
You don't see my wrists bleed
So take this blade
Use it for your own pain
Especially when...
You wont see me again
Slave To Memories
in my dreams i see the truth,
in the end it's me and you.
karma from my coroded past,
with neo pervading sin.
our empty hearts beating fast,
pump out guilt breeding within.
push you out degrading your face,
wrestle demons burning deep inside me.
jaded solace in dragging blades,
a fallen angel with broken wings.
color my brindle heart,
feeling new brilliance in pain.
i've seen this before,
even tried to open the door.
get a glimpse of your face,
then submerged in amber grace.
in my dreams i see the truth,
in the end it's me and you.
when the illusion of love sets in,
orphaned emotion nursed by
sweet whispers of admission.
the well of trust has run dry.
sacrificial hope is out of season.
surrender to the shadows
i've left you with a happy ending
while im a slave to memories.
Love Walks Around Picking Its Next Victim
i dont know how
to say this to you
but you capitivate my heart
as it lies on
the floor needing it
to be more than just a word
what are you doing to me
you've stolen my breath away
i can't understand this pain
what am i waiting for
my heart is torn
with a piece for you
so should i just give it up
should i give it
all away just for
for the chance to be with you
{ spoken }
love hardly comes for us.
but when it does,
it arrives on a chariot of fire.
but should i take the chance,
to ride it into your heart?
or should i just wait?
wait for the wall around my heart to fall.
you and i if we try
failure can come along
but i'm ready
so take my hand
an lets make memories
The Probity of Love
You're sitting there
Crying again
And i want to help
To take away All your pain
And lift your spirit up
So let me in
(chorus)
I say Chemists
We need you to heal us
Heal us from this sickness
The sickness of falling in love
I said Chemists
Please cook something for us
Something to take away
The bite of this thing we call love
You're pushing me
Away again
So what do I do
I'll tell you how
To fix it all
Open your heart up
And let me in
(chorus)
I know what
You're going through
let me try to help
Trust in me
And I can be
The one you fall in love
WITH!!!!!
(chorus)
Please let me in!
I dont know how you feel if you
Dont let me in!
I'll tell you how to fix it all
Just let me in!
Open up your heart let me inside
Please let me IN!!!
Megann(:
hi. :)
posted Dec 22
303land
you have really pretty eyes!!
posted Nov 30
Small Fry
jahsh is the cooliest brother in the world :D
posted Nov 23
*maple valley is for emos* …
i miss you. =(
posted Nov 22
LindseyBreann
XD lol YAY! lol im lindsey!
posted Nov 19