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CAMI!
Age: 54
Location: United States
Joined On: Oct 12, 2009
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bradi;☮
thank you thank you thank you. and like...i never
really do anything...like i just usually talk to
people...i don't do anything else...like i text hahah.
i have one good friend and he's pretty amazing and i
diddd go to sleep right after i sent that and i just
rolled outta bed like five seconds ago...so i so did
get sixteen hours of sleep last night woo! but somhow
i'm still tired? hahah. and ohh, the boyfriend
situation. he lives four hours away, has no phone, has
a house phone, we used to talk like EVERY night cause
he could call me late at night when his parents were
sleeping, neither one of our parents know, cause we
both know that they won't approve, his mom is a bitch,
she decided to check the bill one month, saw all these
calls after two to brownwood (where i live), she got
overly pissed, asked daniel about it, he told her it
was "bradi", she didn't believe him, idk why?, she's
still pissed, this was a month ago, he can only talk to
me on his friend's phone, which he never does, and we
probably talk for twenty minutes, every other week, we
write letters, not very often, like once a month, and
about once a week, i get a message on facebook from
him. ah. there's everything. i think. yeahh...it's
really rough. and thanks for listening btw.
posted Yesterday
bradi;☮
sorry i wrote you so much, i didn't really mean to just
like unload on you. i just feel like i can tell you
stuff and then when i start pouring out and spilling
everything...it's hard to pick it up and stop myself
from spilling everything out.
posted 2 days ago
bradi;☮
well i guess it's just a stage, yeahh i hate it...but
there's those times in life where you just have to hold
your breath and get through it and then everything will
be okay. i'm just glad that God gave him to me in the
first place. it's already been four beautiful
months...almost five...and i know that he's the one i'm
going to marry...never thought that i would really
truly know but i really do. God is really taking care
of us...and i suppose the struggle that he's putting us
through is just tests to make us stronger...and they're
HARD tests! hahah. sometimes i'd kill just to hear his
voice...but i know that in time everything will be okay
and God will take care of us. and the second part.
basically...i had a bunch of friends that i was close
to and they were making me a bad person. they made me
be someone that i shouldn't. and so i just got rid of
them out of my life...and i'm glad that God has opened
my eyes and shown me that i needed to do this...but it
sucks that i have no friends now. it was like almost
everyone that i talked to every day. and now i like
don't text anybody...never talk on the phone. don't
hang out. i just am pretty alone. i have the boyfriend
that i love...but can never talk to and i have God. it
has been SO hard for me cause when i'm alone, i fall
into depression, and i'm just trying to keep strong,
and honestly talking to you on here, right now...is
actually helping. and i actually got sick from all of
this stress. from school, work, and the life that i'm
trying to change. i'm all dizzy, my head is killing me,
my eyes burn, my neck hurts, my back, my legs, my
fingers, everything. i'm about to collapse...everything
is just hitting me really hard and i'm trying to keep
strong but it's really hard. i'm just glad that i
finally get a two day break tomorrow and wednesday,
then back to my life again. i hope you're doing good
cami. c:
posted 2 days ago
bradi;☮
yeahh, i know they will and i won't talk to them.
nothing happened with him. he's AMAZING...but we never
get to talk...like ever and it depresses me. ): and
yeahh...i just i donno, i put on for some people...like
just to get them to keep talking to me...i do things
that i shouldn't...and i'm just trying to change.
posted 2 days ago
Sam
Aww, that stinks.
posted 3 days ago
bradi;☮
blehh. i had one hour of sleep last night and i just
got off work. ugh. hahah. and funn. c: mmn...idk really
everything...i just got a letter from my boyfriend like
usual and i just saw everything differently than i had
been seeing it...then at church everything just spoke
to me in a different way than ever before. idk? hah.
i'm trying trying trying. i deleted everyone outta my
phone that makes me a bad person...or the person that i
don't need to be...i deleted almost everyone on
here...mmn...deleted myspace and made a new aim.
idk...i'm just changing. trying hard too.
posted 3 days ago
bradi;☮
ah. hate homework. ): blehh, my saturday was okay. and
why was your sunday so great?! hahah. mine was...eye
opening, i guess that's the best way of putting it. God
opened my eyes and is changing me as we speak. it's
hard. really hard. i have so much stuff that i have to
take to him and i just need to become the person that
he wants me to be.
posted 4 days ago
Sam
It was raining all day toaday lol....yeah!!!
posted 4 days ago