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Posted May 21 | Leave a Comment
me=were you aware that we had sex? carson=*laughs*no i was asleep me=was i really that weak?? lalala i love wasting my time by writing pointless blog things..im really bored so someone should probably give me their aim so we can chat it up bitches :)) hows bout this...if you send me your aim, ill make you a fan note a.k.a a sign xD mwahaha im so brilliant..hehe so seriously yeah just send me your aim, and youll make me a happy girl!! read more
annoyed :p
Posted May 20 | Leave a Comment
im so tired of all these stupid faggots coming up to me and singing "shush girl shut your lips, do the helen.." the minute that song got on the radio, ive completely stopped listening to 3OH!3..its so annoying when an acutally good band gets on the radio...i think it just makes the song boring...yeah i dunno...im just venting, but still...its realllllyyy annoying when people act like they LOVE a band and all they know is one song that edits all the good parts..like when people are like "omg i… read more
her
Posted May 18 | 1 Comments
the bathroom is full of steam. i stare at her. shes lying in a heap next to the bathtub. her body trembles as she tries to lift herself up. she crawls over to the steamed mirror. she takes a thin finger and draws a curved line where her smile should be. the steam in the bathroom quickly fills the empty line, as if forbidding her to smile, leaving behind only a bony girl with sunken eyes and a haunting soul. i want to hold her, but she is to afraid of me. she wants me more than anything but s… read more
what i wish somebody had wrote to me earlier
Posted May 18 | Leave a Comment
little girl, dont cry. wipes those tears away. you dont know how to live with them. her daddy hates, her mom doesnt care. little girl, please dont cry. hanging on the balcony, you listen as they fight. you dont deserve this, you never have. your lost in a sea of sadness. dont listen to them, little girl. no matter what they say, you are beautiful. little girl, dont paint your wrists. put the knife down. i will hold you forever, you will be ok. little girl, dont listen to them blame… read more
id like to thank..
Posted May 18 | Leave a Comment
gabi. sophie. macy. seth. thank you for making me feel special and good enough for once in my life jesus for being my savior my parentsfor destroying me read more
How could you do this to me??
Posted May 14 | 1 Comments
wow...really. people are so stupid. you think they are your friends and they turn around and stab you in the back. people freakin suck. if you want to mess with me, fine, but your going to regret...yup thats right bitch..your going to regret it. im so tired of trusting people with my deepest secrets and then the next day, somehow multiple people know about it. isnt it freakin funny that the people who you think you can trust the most are the ones who end up hurting you? its not like that wit… read more
