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WTF?!?!?!?
Posted May 7 | Leave a Comment
ok so i have this band and were not doing as well as i hoped but watev. ive been through 3 drummers in 2 years and i only had 1 guitarist but she quit. i kinda have a new one but not really. luckily my bassist never quit on me at least not yet. but thats not wat this is about.my drummer and i are of were good friends til yesterday. we hungout yesterday and everything was great. we even made plans to hangout today but then at like 9:00 he changed his mind. i was cool with him changing his mind… read more
ASSHOLE!!!!!
Posted April 15 | Leave a Comment
my "best friend" heard this dumb stuff that i wanted to have sex with her bf and im not like that at all. but anyway she believes it and then when she finds out he lied to her bout trying to get with me while he was with her. she sees i was telling the truth and "forgave me" like i did something wrong in the first place. so we were cool but then we said that neither of us were going to tell other ppl our business. but of course i told my bff [who would never let me down] and i tell her everyth… read more
Do this for me please [ put ur answers on comment blog]...
Posted March 24 | Leave a Comment
Who are you? Are we friends? If so have we ever argued? WHY? When and how did we meet? Do you have a crush on me? Would you kiss me? Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Describe me in one word. What was your first impression? Do you still think that way about me now? What reminds you of me? If you could give me anything what would it be? How well do you know me? Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? What was it? Are you goi… read more
trust much?
Posted March 7 | Leave a Comment
ok so today i found out how many of my friends r hypacrites. and that really hurts. i love my friends dearly and they treat me and my feeling like crap. ive been walkin around all day like a zombie. no facial expression at all. and very few ppl noticed. i didnt want to be so obvious but i did want someone to atleast care enough to ask. and when they did all they sed was "kiera wats wrong, u look like u just lost ur best friend". to be honest i didnt because my best friends would never hurt me.… read more
DUMPED?!?!
Posted February 24 | Leave a Comment
I was just dumped by a guy i liked. he was so harsh about it. like not hostile but very sarcastic. yea i still care but i care bout everyone thats no surprise. but he dumped me via IM. Yea im hurt but i'll move on eventually. im fine now. i just feel so used. like he said he didnt want me to get hurt and that he wasnt gonna hurt me. but thats wat he did. i told him to be careful with me bcuz im very fragile. and way to naive to see when im being used. i told him my heart want whole bcuz of my… read more
New Boyfriend
Posted February 21 | Leave a Comment
ok i have this boyfriend i really like. weve been goin out for about 2 weeks now n i really like him. but hes in love with someone who live in another state who he used to date btw. i dont want him to choose cuz i kno if he had to hed choose her fer sure. so yea i really like him but i dont want to come off as clingy and obsessed with him. like i dont want to push him away at all but i think im gonna break up with him. but i really dont want to. like i really dont want to but i dont fell the c… read more
BEST FRIENDS AGAIN =...[
Posted February 6 | Leave a Comment
idk why i keep goin back to her. she has this hold on my heart. i dont want her to keep throwing it at me like i kno she'll do. i just cant trust her anymore. im putty in her hands and she just keeps squeezin me. soon i'll slip right through her fingers and she wont even kno it. nor will she care. =..[ btu wat can i say then i luv her. i cant tell many ppl bout her cuz they'll prolly think im crazy or overreacting. she different around others then the way she is around me. so not many ppl will… read more
THE CARING STOPS HERE
Posted February 4 | Leave a Comment
well my "bff" is mad at me for some stupid reason and is tryin to get all my friends to agree with her. and as dumb as they are they will. idc anymore. 3 strikes and ur out. this is the 3rd time she has done this and i am so fed up with this shit its not even funny. they hurt me just cuz its funny and its not. it hurts but so the fuck wat i'll get iver it im pissed and im tired of this shit so fuck them all. i really dont care anymore. sure i do still love them and i do still care for them but… read more
SHE HURTS ME SO BADLY =.../
Posted February 3 | Leave a Comment
she hates me soooooooooo much. i kno it. i cant believe i lost her agian. this time i mite not get her back. =................../ my own bffs arent talkin to me. i feel so stupid and naive and it hurts so much. she's mad that i randomly have some of her friends sn n idk how i got then nor do i remember. she doesnt believe me. she never will. i feel so bad. i just want her to talk to me but she never will. im fuckin blew it mand she doesnt even care nor will she ever. i cant believe this and i… read more
SORRY THAT I CARE
Posted February 1 | Leave a Comment
im sorry but im a very clingy person. not many ppl luv me the rite way or even apreciate me at all. they like wat i do but never thank me for it ever. im tired of bein taken advantage of but i like to please ppl. i cant stop just cuz of a few ppl. nor can i even stop bein nice to them. im in to deep to get out. im up to my neck in depression and knee deep in unprescribed meds. i cant control my feeling for others at all. so im sorry if i come off a bit clingy but i am only b/c ppl treat me lik… read more
History is History
Posted January 30 | Leave a Comment
in history class yesterday we had to make bill jawns to reunite the US after the civil war. well im outspoken and when asked my opinion i voice it. welll.... some of the girls got mad cuz they were wrong n idfc. they need to understand i was just tryin to help n if they dont see that then oh well idc. ppl r stupid. man i hate some of my classmates. i dont like to argue or fight but i will if i have to. im more likly to walk away from a fight then start one. but if asked about it or when broug… read more
GIMMIE A BREAK 3
Posted January 29 | Leave a Comment
now she wont talk to me for like 2 days. i swear if it last more then that ill kill myself. i swear i will. read more
GIMMIE A BREAK 2
Posted January 29 | Leave a Comment
all i want is for ppl to luv me back. but that never happened n it prolly never will. so call me a loner. im only alone cuz u dont want me. do u kno wat its like to love wat u cant have? and all u do is laugh in my face when i cry in urs. im so in love with u its crazy but u hate me n i kno. (only cuz u told me) joking i dont think so. i wont mention ur name on here but u'll prolly never read this n u'll never kno how i truely feel bout u. for the readers: im talkin bout my bff. she's awesom… read more
GIMMIE A BREAK 1
Posted January 24 | Leave a Comment
im not that emo n if u think i am i have a reason. i dont have to prove anything to anyone. so dont believe me, dont trust me, not think of me. but truth b told im the best thing u'll ever have n u kno it. i'll never hurt u, lie to u, n i'll always love u even if u think i dont. ill never leave u alone because i care. but if u dont care for me i dont really want to kno. say it as a joke n ill cry n prolly never trust u with my feeling again. (the rest of this will b added l8r i have to cry now… read more
DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?
Posted January 23 | Leave a Comment
i dont understand this at all. like im slowly drifting from my friends, as they're slightly pushing me away at that. they take up for eachother, look out for eachother , and think about eachother almost constantly. and where does that leave me but by myself. i kno its as simple as ya kno just hangin with ur friends more but i kno when i'm not wanted or when some ones faking a smile. im not that dumb. like naive maybe a little but really i kno whats goin on. i just dont kno wat i can do to fix… read more
