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KIERA[PECITARIAN]
555_Maggot_666
Bowmanville, Ontario
adrian x3
new jersey
a419skater
Toledo, Ohio
DCat
Norristown, Pennsylvania
HEY my name is Kiera i love this site so much soo... yea im always on. so talk to me. dont be afraid to ask questions i'll always answer them as truthfully as i can. and im pretty honest.so anything else u want to kno just ask. btw i love comments so send some to either my blog, pix, or just to say hey. it'll be greatly appreciated =]
WTF?!?!?!?
ok so i have this band and were not doing as well as i hoped but watev. ive been through 3 drummers in 2 years and i only had 1 guitarist but she quit. i kinda have a new one but not really. luckily my bassist never quit on me at least not yet. but thats not wat this is about.my drummer and i are of were good friends til yesterday. we hungout yesterday and everything was great. we even made plans to hangout today but then at like 9:00 he changed his mind. i was cool with him changing his mind but then he told me not to speak to him again. i kno it was very random i didnt do anything wrong at all. im not sure if he quit cuz he wont answer my calls of my messages. im pissed cuz he promised me he wouldnt quit on me. ive had to many members come and quit already and HE PROMISED. LIAR. well thats it for me. idk wat to do now i have to find a new drummer. grrrrrrrr and he was really good.
ASSHOLE!!!!!
my "best friend" heard this dumb stuff that i wanted to have sex with her bf and im not like that at all. but anyway she believes it and then when she finds out he lied to her bout trying to get with me while he was with her. she sees i was telling the truth and "forgave me" like i did something wrong in the first place. so we were cool but then we said that neither of us were going to tell other ppl our business. but of course i told my bff [who would never let me down] and i tell her everything. well some how the girl i was arguing with found out and she was mad that i told my bff. im not mad at my bff at all but the girl i was arguing with is now mad at me and "hates" me, so we stopped talking but wait, she still talkin to her boyfriend or ex i guess and they r thinging bout getting bac together. so i didnt do anything wrong and u hate me but hes the ASSHOLE and u still love him? idc because she thinks being her friend is a good thing when in reality its HELL and she knows it. my bff agrees with me that she gets wat she deserves. she is nothing but a bitch and i dont care anymore. she is as good as dead to me. i kno that sounds harsh but to be honest she "kicked" me out of her life twice before and i always pleaded to go back. i wrote about her before so yea i mean seriously three strikes ur out. and IM SO DONE btw all this happened sunday and monday.
Do this for me please [ put ur answers on comment blog]...
Who are you? Are we friends? If so have we ever argued? WHY? When and how did we meet? Do you have a crush on me? Would you kiss me? Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Describe me in one word. What was your first impression? Do you still think that way about me now? What reminds you of me? If you could give me anything what would it be? How well do you know me? Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? What was it? Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? Do you remember when my birthday is? When is it? What are you doing New Years Eve? Would you have sex with me? Do you think i could be any more cool? If so.. HOW? am i a good friend? could you fall in love with me?
trust much?
ok so today i found out how many of my friends r hypacrites. and that really hurts. i love my friends dearly and they treat me and my feeling like crap. ive been walkin around all day like a zombie. no facial expression at all. and very few ppl noticed. i didnt want to be so obvious but i did want someone to atleast care enough to ask. and when they did all they sed was "kiera wats wrong, u look like u just lost ur best friend". to be honest i didnt because my best friends would never hurt me. but wat i did lose was just as important. i lose all trust in everyone i kno except a selected few. the rest of the ppl i kno have hurt me in many ways. in ways small or big. but still it hurt me nonetheless. deeper then usual because of the ppl the pain came from and how i feel bout them. i would never hurt anyone ever. and i mean that. i promise and i always keep my promises. i really dont like to keep gruges but i cant help if it takes me longer to heal then others. so from now on its nothing but lies for the liars, and i wont tell anyone anything but the ppl i really trust and thats only two ppl. they never hurt me and never will and i kno that for a fact. wat i dont like is that even though im the nicest person ever i get treated like crap almost constantly. something has to change but i dont kno wat.
DUMPED?!?!
I was just dumped by a guy i liked. he was so harsh about it. like not hostile but very sarcastic. yea i still care but i care bout everyone thats no surprise. but he dumped me via IM. Yea im hurt but i'll move on eventually. im fine now. i just feel so used. like he said he didnt want me to get hurt and that he wasnt gonna hurt me. but thats wat he did. i told him to be careful with me bcuz im very fragile. and way to naive to see when im being used. i told him my heart want whole bcuz of my past relationship. like its not put bac together properly. its just this red thing with staples, tape, and un dried glue. to yea i've been hurt alot. but i think i can get through this without hating everyone or killing myself. not that i am but its a thought. not for him or cuz of him but cuz im tired of being hurt. its so easy to hurt me and ppl think its funny. well its not. it just feel like the only way to get rid of the pain and to make sure it never happens again. is death. im happiest when im sleeping. i kno that sounds cliche and emo but its so true.
imGwendolynn&youaint=D
hei np=] im good, thx for asking! how's it going?
posted Jun 24
piinkepoe
honestly. theres like not a lot to tell. just a lot
of guy drama fi'sho. i started going out with this
guy garret like begining of march..and we went out for
like a month and a half or so. i was like crazy in love
with him too. like ive never felt that way about
someone. but idk. it just didnt reallly work out. he
was a totally man whore. he self confidence was wayyyy
too high. and idk. dlasfkjadl;f. godd i love him soo
much still..but then again i cant even stand thinking
about himm :[[
posted Jun 17
piinkepoe
haha ommgg sooo muchh im lucky im even on the
computer right now lol well i dont even noe what
you've missed. just a lot of drama.
posted Jun 15
pocky :]
helloooo ! :) how are you ?!
posted Jun 15
My_Name_is_Consequence
eh, it's ok... nothing major going on at the moment...
waiting for school to end and stuff. it's good that
she's talking to you again, that's cool.
posted Jun 09
My_Name_is_Consequence
i'm ok.. that suck though...damn. if you still want to
be friends with her, things will work themselves out
eventually... i think she was a little harsh, breaking
the necklace, but give her a bit of space for a while.
as for him, don't hang around with him if he's being an
asshole, back off till he decides he's gonna stop. and
he will stop soon, it'll get old fast...
posted Jun 06
My_Name_is_Consequence
that always sucks... why, what's going on?...
posted Jun 05
My_Name_is_Consequence
ah, school and whatnot.... how bout you?
posted Jun 03