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fields of the valley
Posted July 31 | Leave a Comment
Sitting on the steps, I heard your voice tell me *******, you have to let me leave today I’ve got to grow I’m sorry and you have to know I loved you but time has changed my heart… Oh, I, feel so lost each time I return to that place where we were free Our love was such a thing We shared our dreams that final spring It’s been so lonely in the valley since you’re not mine Behind the steering wheel, I felt a small tear dropping “Why are you taking her from me?” I regret every time… read more
thread
Posted July 30 | Leave a Comment
Strand of spit from tooth knocked out Her sighs are the aftermath Just stop sucking all the air Concentrate on my hearts pounding Flattened fist over dripping mouth The cyanide kisses the glass below Screaming will only increase the pain Hand cupped with blood drools on her face My knees are no longer a segment of you They’ve pulled away the skin like stalks No scissors needed to separate the tissue Just the force of the shove read more
Good day
Posted July 30 | Leave a Comment
Good day - my name is slither Good Afternoon - her name is lips Good Night my darling - my name is midnight Goodmorning now - her name is spit The earth is the smiling one The son of the sun the mother of envy the daughter of none When sheepish eyes are racketeering Thats when it's time to call the saints upon the clovers of the autumn garnishing our favorite plates With Mona Lisa’s eyebrows And a vivid shock to all who try The never ending cycle of love Remains inco… read more
Written Summer 2001:
Posted December 6 | Leave a Comment
365 days ago, I left all of you 365 days ago, they left me to. yeah I left part of me, she took part of me and it's not the same up here- i know. Cause the fireworks, were going off and I was sent up here on mission. It's not the same up here, it's all the same up here It's just the same thing that I'm wishing... They blow me off, and they fuck me over its just the way it's always been, and I die for them its just the same up here, its all the same up here, it's not the same up here, i know.… read more
written dec 2002
Posted August 29 | Leave a Comment
song: Shame CoorsI never want to know you, and i never would have seen your face i never want to touch you, and i never would have known your name i never want to see you, looking down on me I never want to miss you, -I dont want to hear your voice- I guess I had this choice- but to make some noise- Im going to imagine, That youre not me, Cause i never would have pleased you, If I knew your ways! cause you smell sick, like perfume and smoke and i love that about you, to you there are no jokes… read more
Posted August 22 | Leave a Comment
You have amusing lips and there's this healing season with your pitch black hearing spilling off this crooked edge. You have hammer hips and lets please make scene with your diamond earings leaving ashes in my bed You have burning tips and don't forget my smile with your violent screaming playing possum in my head read more
written summer 2001
Posted August 7 | Leave a Comment
happy downward spiral Before my downward spiral, i never felt so alone. Now I swallow,and breathe, and am alone with all who are lonely. I started this descent to the bottom inorder to regain the top. I'm afraid of liking what I end up becoming. During my downwards spiral, I've come to artificial realizations. The things that made me happiest came to bore me, those who loved me, I find unloved. I hate myself for what I've become, I love what I am. During my downward spir… read more
salvaging what I can...
Posted August 7 | Leave a Comment
Murder Damned Demon Hate DEMON DAMNED MURDER HATE Draculas approaching swiftly, smiling and dripping down the path Mother nature whispers warnings, violations of the pact... Organize a thought to humble, medallions reaped- the only prize North of weakness south of all hearts, were in the struggle of our lives. --Desperation and time travel are the only solution-- Dr. Jekylls hunching as hes lurching, searching crumbling on that path All the gifts amount to nothing, the picture… read more
Posted August 6 | Leave a Comment
2004: Looking back I seem to smile, the angst was an image... A mirage, someone or something created by influence. Not once would I have felt pain, if it wasnt taught. The norm, things that are plain, escape my eyes daily, until someone opens their big mouth, then I'm stuck I was happy, really happy when I was 15 and 16. Then someone had to say something stupid, and blind me. For years, i was trying to regain my site, would you believe it took me three years to see again? We… read more
written in 2001
Posted August 5 | Leave a Comment
Song: Choose My Enemy Part II Oh man I drank too Much. I discovered just a little bit...too much. After all I said to you, all the hopes I gave to you. You tasted him. You ran through the blast into his arms. I hope it was all worth it, I wish it didnt have to be worth it. People may think this is a typical writing. This isn't a writing of a relationship gone sour. It's a story. You see, someone may put their trust in you completely. Someone, one day. One day I'll make… read more
Posted July 9 | Leave a Comment
Mckendo Stensfactor servin up my first verse Drinkin down 40s until my stomach bursts Sippin on that hornet- or that olde E delicious Anger problem like what- you can call me sid vicious K-solo said what up- yo your moms in my business Wu tang brought the ruckus- yo I just bring the drunkness I throw up every morning Cause Im down with the sickness Never been knocked out -yo you cant call me chinless dont wear gold- so I wont snatch your necklace... drink liquor in any order so dont call… read more
