As you can see, I'm 15. My name is Jessica, but I like to be called Jessi.
I am extremely bossy, and I'm also a lazy piece of shit.
I love Jefree Starr, and a lot of emo bands.
Please, whenever you're talking to me, refrain from taking everything I say seriously.
I'm not a bitch, I just know where I stand, and what for.

I don't understand why people have to talk shit all the time... but I love it. I enjoy things I don't understand, I'm not expecting answers, but I will ask questions.
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Der Metzgermeister
Today has been quite depressing. I don't know why, but it has been. Why is it that the world is so cruel to those who CAN'T enjoy life? I wish that someone could understand all the hate and pain that I must endure everyday of my life. The only thing that I love is my boyfriend David. He is all I really need. I am in the 9th grade, and he is in the 11th. Next year he'll be a Senior and after that he'll go to college. That makes me feel as horrible as I've ever felt in my entire life. He is two years older than me, but we plan to live together, get married, etc. You know how that goes. It does not matter, I will still feel horrible, and I will still feel bad. My friends do not understand. They are not in love as I am. They are immature, and will always be immature. But, they are still my friends. I am trying to get good grades so that I may graduate a year early. David wants to be a Navy Seal, so he wouldn't be home that much anyway. But I would rather leave my house early and not be able to see David, than to stay at my house and not be able to see him. I know it doesn't make sense to you, but it makes perfect sense to me.
I have a spine disease called scoliosis ( I have a curvature in my spine) it really sucks cause I can't run around and act like a dumbass. I have surgery on June 27th and I'm gonna be there for about a week. I HATE doctors and I HATE nurses. My doc is an asshole and can die if you ask me. His name is Dr. Bosch ( what kind of name is that?!) I also have to have a board taped to my back. I guess so that I dont move my back. I'm gonna be drugged up quite a bit!