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What's really happening? It's never been this hard to fight my eyes.

They can't keep off you. You're pulling them in. Closer and harder

We're all really just killing ourselves. Harder and faster. Not sparing ourselves.

I regret having eyes. They lure me in. They lie and kill.

Lights, roll it. The cameras on you.

Come clear me out. What's left of me is your's.

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Alright so, theres this girl I met named Shaina at a new school in the begingig of this year. I had recently met her at a mall nearby the school.  We had talked very breifly about whatever random shit came up. So when I went to the school I was'nt completly alone. She introduced me to all her friends, including people who she hated. So I basically knew everyone in the school by the second day (:. Any waaays, things were pretty much amazing between me and her. I found that I really really really liked her, and she felt the same way towards me. Wich was good (:. But then, I got the terrible new that I was going to have to leave the school. Only cause my sister was refusing to go because  she didn't like it there. This news crushed me into a million peices, and scattered me across the ocean. But my mum made a deal with me. If I could take one year at another school, she would let me go back to the same school for highschool. Ya see, that school was a middle school and a higschool put together. Anyways, that barely lightened my spirits. Me and Shaina  were going to still go out, but we would see each other alot less. So about a month into our relationship, I get news from my friends that she's basically cheating on me. And I'm thinking, what the fuck? But I don't know if it's true or not. So I stupidly, break up with her not knowing if  it's true. And I really really really miss her :(. And I don't know if i should go back to her, or stay split up. And if your reading this, your probably think "wow, what the fuck matt? You really just told me about your stupid shitty drama story? You've ruined my fucking day I hate you." But I don't care, I just felt like sharing this with you (:

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