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Joined On:  Feb 11, 2007

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Hey everyone! My name's Josh, Russel (Crowe), Viper, Jeremy, and as of lately Skater Boi, you take your pic, and I'm 20 years old. I'm attending Youngstown State University now for my nursing degree, I'm also a volunteer firefighter. I'm sick of every billboard or information that I read on here or myspace or wherever that says "I'm not emo, gothic, etc., I'm just a unique individual."No one should judge you even if you were so why do you have to say it? I'm obsessed with Blink 182, Travis Barker and Arnold Schwarzenegger. Also I've becomed obsessed with The Academy Is too lately. I'm single ladies ;). Theres not really that much to me, "What you see is what you get."But If you want to know anything else just im me at FenixTXRocks45 or check out my myspace.www.myspace.com/allamericanreject44


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April 29

It ain't me babe, I'll only let you down.

Go away from my window Leave at your own chosen speed I'm not the one you want, babe I'm not the one you need You say you're lookin' for someone Who's never weak but always strong To protect you and defend you Whether you are right or wrong Someone to open each and every door [CHORUS:] But it ain't me babe No, no, no, it ain't me babe It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe Go lightly from the ledge, babe Go lightly on the ground I'm not the one you want, babe I'll only let you down You say you're lookin' for someone Who'll promise never to part Someone to close his eyes to you Someone to close his heart Someone to die for you and more [REPEAT CHORUS] You say you're lookin' for someone To pick you up each time you fall To gather flowers constantly And to come each time you call And will love you for your life And nothin' more

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April 28

I don't think that I'll ever be the person that you want of me.

All dressed up And nowhere to go I think I'm taking this trip alone Thirty seconds till I pass The questions you will never ask Your regrets will haunt you You know I never had to But I'm saving myself from you And did you notice anything? The changes made Now it's safe to say You will change your ways I went to your house But you weren't home I'm sure you conveniently shut off your phone I don't think that I'll ever be The person that you want of me When all that I can think about It's you I have to figure out But I'm saving myself from you And did you notice anything The changes made Now it's safe to say You will never change your ways You would give up anything To prove your point There's nothing left to say You will never change your ways I'm saving myself from you Yeah I'm saving myself from you All dressed up And nowhere to go I think I'm taking this trip alone Did you notice anything? The changes made? Now it's safe to say You will never change your ways You would give up anything To prove your point There's nothing left to say You will never change your ways

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April 27

How I wish you were mine again my dear.

The lights in the harbor don't shine for me I'm like a lost ship adrift on the sea SEA OF HEARTBREAK lost love and loneliness mem'ries of your caress so divine, how I wish you were mine again my dear; I'm on this sea of tears Sea of heartbreak Oh how did I lose you oh where did I fail Why did you leave me always to sail Oh what I'd give just to sail back to shore back to your arms once more Oh come to my rescue oh come here to me Take me and keep me away from the sea

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April 23

You don't care about how I feel!

Hey you, see me, pictures crazy, All the world I've seen before me passing by, I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose, All the world I've seen before me passing by, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel it anymore {x4} Hey you, are me, not so pretty, All the world I've seen before me passing by, Silent my voice, I've got no choice All the world I've seen before me passing by, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel it anymore {x3} I don't see, anymore, I don't hear, anymore, I don't speak anymore, I don't feel. Hey you, see me, pictures crazy, All the world I've seen before me passing by, I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose, All the world I've seen before me passing by, You don't care about how I feel, I don't feel it anymore {x3} I don't sleep, anymore, I don't eat, anymore, I don't live anymore, I don't feel.

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April 22

A hesitating pulse is good company.

who said that I wasn't right? I've lived for years without a life don't have a soul on my side still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried don't take me under your wing I don't need a hand, don't need anything I've got a roof over my head as if I'd rather be alone with me instead close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me though I never never never ever wanted this to be I can hear the sounds of the city sunrise and set are the same to me a hesitating pulse is good company and my reflection offers no apology but who said that I wasn't right? and I've lived for years without a life don't have a soul on my side still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are and I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me though I never never never ever wanted this to be close yet far drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are and I'll think of the days when there was something to believe though I never never never ever wanted this to be

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VictorRocks

oh oh... hahaha i see, and now u really just because
your a freshman huh? haha no just kidding... well next
year ill be freshman ye ye yeah...days have been really
hot... have u ever been in mexico?

VictorRocks

oh well yeah ive been busy too because of school... but
so what haha..i dont take it too serious :B but
christmas is comin so then i could relax hahaha... are
u a senior? or that billboard is old... lol

VictorRocks

hello there... jeremy/josh/whatever hahaha... whats up
buddy, hows everything going?

revengeagainstyourself

heyy babe. i\'m just bored and felt like commenting
you. I love you!

blahblah shutup

right so i havent been on in a million years literally.
im alright. and yourself?

revengeagainstyourself

I LOVE YOU. HAPPY ANNIVERSAY!!

revengeagainstyourself

omg babe. your blog-good charlotte, i have listened to
that cd the last two days randomly and played that song
over and over reali loud. idk why but its crazy that
you put it as your blog. know what else is good. riot
girl. lol.

revengeagainstyourself

ow babe you posted a new blog for the first time in
like a million days. incredible. i\'m so excited about
my new job and camper and possibly a car of my OWN!!!
woot!!

 
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