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LOSTSOUL078
Age: 18
Location: sitTin hiGh on cloUd 9
Joined On: Jan 24, 2007
Website: www.myspace.com/lostsoul078
Well, I'm Alyssa. I like to sing. I enjoy my friends because without them I would have a non-functioning life. My favorite sandwich is a plane jane peanut butter and jelly sandwich. I like hobo gloves. I go to shows a lot. Music is a passion. My secret passion is bowling. I am scared to have sex before marriage. I am in love with this guy, he knows it, we won't do anything about it. I have played sports my whole life. I like to sing in my bathtub. My favorite pet that I have would be my squirrels. I hate only one person out of everyone I have ever met. I have my life planned out. I do not like math. I am a nerd. My favorite movies are Peter Pan and Thumblena. I rock vintage sun glasses. I am a huge fan of the 80s. Anything 80s I am there for it. I love leg warmers. My favorite color is blue. I listen to all types of music, except country. Shiny stuff and bright colors tickle my tastebuds. I use very weird analogies. People say my southern draw makes me cute (don't know what they are talking about). I am a major history buff. I do infact have a USB drive on my keychain. I do not like to think that my parents are not going to be in my life oneday. I like to throw suprise parties. I am not afraid of the dark, however, I am afraid of what hides in the dark. I like children. I will have kids once I am married. My mom is my hero. My favorite person is Justin (check out his band Dead Man in Reno). I like to take pictures. Joke telling tickles my tastebuds. I hate computers, ha go figure, look what I'm on. I like my blackberry. I hope to oneday be successful and become an orthodontist. I despise Tuscaloosa, AL and hope to at least move out of Tuscaloosa, even if it is Birmingham which is an hour away. I learned I like Beignets. Ocean Potion sun screen is the devil (check out my pictures and you will see the evidence). I am a hippie at heart, but a rebel on the outside. If i had to make a life or death decision about taking a bath to save my life, I would die. All I have to say is why waste ten minutes of your life, when you are gonna get ditry again in fifteen minutes. I dominate in putt putt golf. I have two jobs, so I won't have to worry about coming into a money crunch. Skater punks make me giggle, a lot. Ben, from Campus Life, to me, is what a parrot and an eye patch are to a pirate. I enjoy eating Chinese and Mexican food. I like to push buttons but not the envelope. I like to be that kid wearing neon clothing at a black and white party. Anything chicken is what I devour. I told myself she isn't worth getting suspended from school over, she is worth getting lethal injection and dying over. I am scared to die and leave my family behind. My last boyfriend was murdered. And do not think for one second by me making that statement I am a white trash person who is involved with drugs. I am infact an intellectual with a good head on my shoulders headed down the right path. It just so happens, that I chose to date a guy who obviously had some kind of scuffle with someone and they took care of it their way. We do not know why he was murdered though. R.I.P. Scotty! Basically what I am saying is... even though life has thrown me about four lemons(that makes one pitcher of lemonade) I have made a sea of lemonade. "Life is too short to waste, so live it to the fullest." - Tyson
I didn't do it, honest momma...
Ok, so this is how my weekend was. It was quite eventful I must say.
Ok so my friend Chelsea and I were supposed to go on a double date/blind date sorta kinda thing Friday night. Well, Ethan, Chelsea's date had to cancel because something came up and he couldn't make it. And just for your ears my date's name was Stefan (pronounced Stephen).
Ok, so Friday rolls around and I get off work and I call Chelsea to see if we were still going on our dates. She informed me that we weren't because Ethan had something else come up. But she told me that Ethan invited us to come to the lake with him and Stefan on Saturday so we were both thinking this will be a fun day.
Well, we didn't go up to the lake with Ethan we just went to Sharp's Landing to lay out. Well, I kept seeing this boat go by and I was liek Chelsea I think that's Ethan becasue that looks like the innertube in all of his pictures. Well, sure enough it was. Carsen and Sterling were with us on the peir as well and Chelsea looked at me and said "Alyssa, the bad news that I told you wasn't true last night (she told me she might not be able to do something on Saturday), it was this (she showed me her text messages from Ethan on Friday night) The messages were talking about what Stefan had told him.
It read, He doesn't want to be seen in public with her. The message was talking about me and Stefan not wanting to be seen with me. Yes, I know what your thinking, Jerk right? Well, me being the passive kid I am I didn't let it get to me, or so I thought. I kept on and on talking about how rude he was for saying that and how that was really low for him to say something like that when he doesn't even know me. Well, Carsen was like I know who you are talking about. They go to TA, right? And we both said yes.
Right after we said that Carsen was like you guys, that's him right there. We turn around to find him being less than 10' away from us. He was loading his seadoo into the water. How embarrassing?! I wanted to die because I was venting and when I vent, I talk really loud and he kept looking at me everytime I would say something because I am pretty sure he could hear me. I wanted to fall in the water and never come back up!!
Well, I go home and then I was still thinking about it. I could not figure out why he would say that and why it was bothering me so. I am the type of person that when someone tells me I am 'cute' or 'hot' or whatever else guys tell me , I turn to see who they are talking to behind me. I have been surrounded by so many conceited people I don't like to think of myself that way, but I don't have a low self esteem. I just could not figure out why he was hitting nerve with me the way he was. Why was it effecting me to the point where I was depressed and seriously thinking about the way I looked and stuff of that matter. So I was basically depressed for Saturday night and most of Sunday.
Well, Sunday afternoon I finally got the nerve to just send him a message on Facebook and basically tell him that he had seriously gotten to me with the words he spoke, and that he had no right to say those things especially if he has never met me, which he hasn't. So I sent him the message and he was obviously on because he immediately responded. He told me that he was really sorry for saying that and he felt bad for me being upset, but he didn't say that. He had told Ethan that he didn't want to go on a date, that he just wanted to hang out because Ethan had told him it was a double date. So I told him what I read on Chelsea's phone from Ethan and we decided that it was all a big misunderstanding. While talking through messages on Facebook, he sent me an instant message on AOL and we talked for around three hours.
I came to the conclusion: He is an honest guy who doesn't mean any harm. He is really funny too. He had me laughing the whole time. We decided that we would definitely hang out sometime soon on the lake when it's nice weather again, which will be this weekend but I already have other plans so it will have to be the weekend after next.
So, my life lesson for this week is: Don't be so quick to judge. You never know what the true intentions were.
Birthday
So Friday I turned 17. WOW. MMMMM-AZING!! I went to a mexican restaurant and me and my friend, Kyle..his birthday too, got whipped cream shoved in our faces. LOL. Well, go check out my pics.
Have a wonderful day everyone. :)
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TheronRogers
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