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Chrysalis
Posted August 13 | 1 Comments
Losing self Inside of me Chrysalis Encloses my being My eyes stay Sealed To keep out the Dark Or perhaps the Light I am Sightless Dreams touch The corners of my Mind Amid my Heart Leaving me Empty I can Feel The airs currents Coursing through my Lungs Within Without Within Without I breathe Relentless sound Curses my ears Rhythmical Musical Melodious Reverberation Chills my Spirit Smolders my Will I cannot Detangle… read more
When I'm Not With You
Posted May 16 | Leave a Comment
Sometimes I feel lost I need you to find me Sometimes I can't breathe But you are my oxygen It hurts to fall, and kills to die You lift me up, and make me feel alive These words are meaningless, but they're etched in my heart Watch me now as I'm falling apart What is it like not to feel empty? How can I live when you're not beside me? It doesn't make sense not to feel anything, But I can't when I'm not with you read more
No One to Hold
Posted May 16 | 2 Comments
No one sees No one knows When hearts have shattered At the fatal blow We need an answer We need some peace From our failing lives We need release No one speaks No one hears When the lights go out Now come our fears Holding you Shaking cold I feel so numb No one loves No one feels We are there between it all The ground beneath Comes undone Separates me Apart from you My hands reach out In search of you But to no avail The tears They come Swift and pure Falling silent… read more
"silent tears"
Posted April 21 | Leave a Comment
Alone in my room of solitude, Watching as a candle flickers, illuminating My small dark corner of loneliness. Thinking my day over; how selfish I had been Glittering tears begin to trickle down my face, As I lay awake It’s hard to love, When you don’t have a heart So strange to want, When you don’t have a need The candles flame is dimming Its wax is melting into tears. “Stay alive” I tell the candle but it feels as if I am talking to myself “How can I live? Cries the cand… read more
"it's not me"
Posted April 21 | Leave a Comment
It’s not me It’s just another face Just another girl Broken and bruised But it’s not me Because I’m not Beautiful And never claimed to be I’m the girl With the broken smile You won’t find me Among the crowd I’ll be all alone In solitude On a swing With the stars above me I’ll be singing Sweet melodies to the moon Dreaming of a perfect world Wishing for my true love To come and take me away To take me away… read more
"death"
Posted April 14 | Leave a Comment
i'm fading away/ slowly dying/ my blood burns inside/ searing through my skin/ i hold on to my heart/ breaking free from the cage of my ribs/ my sight is leaving me/ blurs of one color/ a vivid crimson flow/ this is all i know/ my breath/ forced out of my lungs/ becomes shallow/ i do not dare get up/ my legs will not work/ they're broken beneathe me/ as i crawl through the earth/ i reach out/ nothing's there/ now i'm f a l l i n g read more
