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where did i go wrong?...
Posted September 27 | Leave a Comment
i heard this song the other day for the first time and cried like a baby.i thought of matt and all the shit we talked about the night we started to get REALLY close when i was 15. and i thought of talking to my friends about how they were hurting inside and talking a few of them outta killing themselves. holding them as they cried and looking at the marks on there arms. then i thought about lindsey alot...my best friend when i was 8 that did it and i couldnt stop her. i mean the last time i ta… read more
sammi jo
Posted September 13 | Leave a Comment
y'know whats weird? ever since i broke up w/ sammi almost a year ago...no matter what...my mind goes back to her. read more
RIP Uncle Roger....
Posted September 9 | Leave a Comment
lately, ive been going places, and everywhere i look, i see my uncle...or at least i think i do. last wednsday i went to a haunted house meeting, and our big boss, John, was talking to everyone and i was staring at him really hard and i started crying and one of the Jaycees/my friend just hugged me when i was like..."He looks like my uncle..." and the tears started to fall. i had to walk away. idk. i miss him so fucking much. my aunt was telling my mom she was looking for something of his t… read more
Ally....
Posted September 4 | Leave a Comment
I Miss Ally....ALOT The Last Song Ever I wish my life was this song cause songs they never die I could write for years and years and never have to cry Id show u how I feel with out saying a word I could rap up both are hearts I no it sounds absurd and i saw the tears on ur face i shot u down and i slammed the door but couldnt make a sound so please stay sweet my dear dont hate me now i cant tell how this last song ends the way that i feel tonight so down so down i pray i c… read more
RIP-Skipper
Posted August 2 | Leave a Comment
today was skipper's funeral. i was okay til I CAN ONLY IMAGINE came on. im starting to realize more and more everyday that u should tell the people u love and care about how u feel and how much they mean to you. you never know when u or them are gonna be gone. RIP-Skipper. read more
