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LIVINGDYING2BHIS
Age: 17
Location: we\'re the water meets the sand
Joined On: Jun 08, 2006
Occupation: Professional Sexy Surfer =]]
Website: www.myspace.com/looserfishface
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MIchigan!!!
Minesota Man
Minesota
Talee makes headlines.
Everywheresville, USA
electrafying
Flint-michigan
"I'd Rather Be hated for who i am then loved for who I'm not "
-Kurt Cobian 
a deffintion of insane .. by me
screams and anger are ingraved in these walls
no long is this house a home, since insanity has put its claim on it
somewhere theres a family just like ours
but still no one should take this shit
the only place that deserves the title of home
is the sea its the only place i can be understood at
i'll erase all the anger and hate you've created
so take me there i bet you'll be happy, their will be less to be disapointed in
twisting and turning inside theses sheets
this room captures the words and refuses the release them
fall asleep with a prayer that the sunshine will bring home
only to find dismay and chaos again
the only place that deserves the title of home
is the sea its the only place i can be understood at
i'll erase all the anger and hate you've created
so take me there i bet you'll be happy, their will be less to be disapointed in
this is no way for a child to grow up
since age 5 i've delt with your bullshit
i can't take it anymore , i'm leaving before i end up like you
a obessive insane bitch i call mom
my children will never suffer as i did
runing away is the best way
getting lost at sea never felt so good
the only place that deserves the title of home
is the sea its the only place i can be understood at
forgetting what you said forget what i hated about you
i hope this is a better way for you cause all i wanted was screaming to end
this is my solution
begging you by me
Begging You
feelings inside start to die
realising i'm still only younge
wanting somthing that doesnt igsiste
but this fire just is reginting for you all over agian
hoping still for something so perfect
when perfect doesnt igsiste
crying off those words you spoke
hoping you'll lie one more time
and just whisper in my ear
how much you love me one more time
i'm begging you begging you
laying under thses stars
feels so lonely
wishing this lingering thoughts of you
would disapear ,disapear
my lips start to burn
as if urs were just placed on them
under the stars tonight, tonight
hoping still for something so perfect
when perfect doesnt igsiste
crying off those words you spoke
hoping you'll lie one more time
and just whisper in my ear
how much you love me one more time
i'm begging you begging you
your name is beating threw my vains
your eyes, your smile
runing threw my head
the looks you gave me
when all you wanted was me
i'd wish for it all back in a second
hoping still for something so perfect
when perfect doesnt igsiste
crying off those words you spoke
hoping you'll lie one more time
and just whisper in my ear
how much you love me one more time
i'm begging you begging you
i'm begging you
show me wht i thought was love again
just pull me back into your arms
begging you
just sit around with our hands locked
as we watch the time just pass so slowly
begging you
just dont consider me desprate
i miss that feeling we had..
beautiful child (lyrics)
take another look in that mirror
do you like who you see today?
we'll its now or never to change it
but wait instead that blade just calls your name
todayy i stand alone its what i deserve
this is the monster i've become
consumed with uncertentieny
those thoughts of yester year can kill
up the anti
take a sip
take a drag
put that needle to your arm
escape from that world thats left you behind
todayy i stand alone its what i deserve
this is the monster i've become
consumed with uncertentieny
those thoughts of yester year can kill
your dying slowly those roads you chose did help
that vicious cycle is worse then imagained
best friends lost family gone and noww
you dont even know your self
are you ashamed this monster has consumed you
where to go
where to hide
where to get your fix
todayy i stand alone its what i deserve
this is the monster i've become
consumed with uncertentieny
those thoughts of yester year can kill
crying out
your anger
your hate
your fears
your emotions
your just a shell of what used to be a beautiful child
Goodnight (lyrics)
{Goodnight}
the we of you and me
failed
we wanted to make it adlist that far
you moved on as soon as my hearted wanted yours
did you even mean it when i silently begged for an i love you?
so turn 17 then you can drive to me
i'll grow up fast just promise you'll wait for me
i dont wanna go on like this i need a promise of tomarrow
with you the here and now isn't a promise
so all the words we shared
every goodnight ending with an i love you
comes to an end
its just so random to stop and take you out of my life
i want you to leave but in my heart i need you to stay
but that doesn't mean a thing to you ( does it?)
all the hopless attempts
to push you away
you some how pulled me back to you
without even knowing you did
so now i cant even find the words to talk to you anymore
so i guess this is a goodbye
ill find a way out of this rabbit hole i found my self in
without you
suddenly im nothing to you
you found her i hope you truely love her
i'll pretend im happy for you ( what else am i to do?)
so all the words we shared
every goodnight ending with an i love you
comes to an end
its just so random to stop and take you out of my life
i want you to leave but in my heart i need you to stay
but that doesnt mean a thing to you does it?
so i dont know the answer to this problem
all i know is some how i started to need you
along the way and only we exchanged words
i could live on words till the end of the world
even if they were a lie i'd sleep more easly believing you loved me (did you even?)
so i guess this is goodbye for good
but this goodnight i cant expect an i love you
Tonight (lyrics)
is this your excuse night
your leaving
keeping me hanging till
the next time i see you
this all i ever want
i thought you understood that
why don't you get it
i wrote it out in plain text
but i gusse that wasnt enough
tonight
hug me a little tighter
kiss me a little harder
its your last chance
to say the words that
cant escape your lips
your trains leaving tonight
so its your last chance
are you going to take it?
as you ride into tht shining city
rember all the times we've had
by the sea , under the pier
where our names still apear
on the old wood
why cant you confess up to how you feel?
do you even feel the way im hoping you are?
or you just leading me on
with nothing to back it up
tonight
hug me a little tighter
kiss me a little harder
its your last chance
to say the words that
cant escape your lips
your trains leaving tonight
so its your last chance
are you going to take it?
everyone says it shows in your eyes
when you look at me (i finally see it )
so just say what ever you wanna say (even if its a lie)
thats all i wanna hear
as you leave my arms
Harvest Peach
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posted Jun 24
Trev Dinkel
not a lot here what bout you, name is trev by the way
posted May 29
Trev Dinkel
not a lot just chillin at my place, what you up to? o
and my name is trev
posted May 16
allmin
nice, my myspace is myspace.com/kevingiblin if i take
too long to find you
posted Mar 08
bringanthonythehorizon
u got a myspace. add me!! Anthony PITOTE!
posted Jan 27
xL@urenx
ayoo CHRISTIAN whore hahahahhah ;D nothings happening
here, i can feel my wisdom tooth growing in
rehlkjehglkjeqr :[ this means that im getting OLDER gah
:/ hbu?
posted Jan 04
xFuckXxCoreX
well i am santa so really i dont get anything for
christmas =[ all year i spend all my time making toys
just to give them away... i hate my life... =[
posted Dec 27
Underoath rocks my sockies
uhmmmm not reallly n you two look frigin cute omgggggg
he looks like frigin chris off of underoath hahahaah
posted Dec 16