General: Snowball
If you're local high schools ever have a program called SNOWBALL...you must go.
It's a drug/alcohal prevention weekend event. It's amazing, no lie.
I'll be straight up honest. I cry at everything.
But at snowball, I cried much more than I have in a long time.
The best part was my friends were there to cry with me.
Also I met a few other people and got to know some others better.
I had two of my friends in my group but we werent like real real good friend.
There was also this really cute junior (but that's besides the point).
But as we were going over the past "game" the whole SNOWBALL played (which is called cross the line...it's really intense. that's when I cried hard.), we were asked which question was most like remembered or something like that... I said the one that asked if you've ever broken someone's heart.
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I've tried to commit suicide twice. And that killed my mom when she found out I was having suicidal thoughts. I saw true pain in her eyes and that hurt me so badly. I crossed the line 100% of the way.
So in the small groups, I said about my suicide attempts. And I bursted out crying.
So the junior (sitting next to me) who I don't know AT ALL has his arm around me and is hugging me and passes his turn for the time being so I can lie my head on him.
Then my friend Abby was sitting on the other side of me.
We talk every day but we got real close. She held my hand and that was about the nicest thing that could have ever happened.
Because like, Abby and I are always pretending to be mean so it was just nice to have her there for me.
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SNOWBALL is an excellent program, let me tell you.
Ohh and the DANCE goes til like FIVE in the morning.
We were all grinding on each other and fist pumping, It felt like Jersey Shore...no lie.
Well, anyways, remember that drugs/alcohol jack up your life and it may be in a way you can't fix. So please be careful. Because I found out who my fake friends are. And who my true ones are.
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name's katt. i am 16. well, my boyfriend of 5 months broke up with me 5 days before christmas. eff. but we're still like best friends. i don't care about much else. what controls me: my depression. i make promises to him but i don't keep them. thats life.
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