Im Amy
Im 15....YES 15 YOU FUCKING PERVERTSSSS
I am completely in love with this guy named Jon Dobisch...like COMPLETELY in love with him. I cannot wait to marry him and spend the rest of my life with him. I just see myself being with him forever and he treats me better than anyone ever has. i love him so much
Im obsessed with music
I love art
Right now im more on a break from drums and piano. i love them both, but right now i have other primary focuses in my life
Right now i dont think i could be happier in a relationship than i am now!!!
Gah, idk what else to say except, fucking talk to me, I'm a talkative person once i get going
Message me for my number bitchesss
About a year ago, my Aunt was diagnosed with Lukemia and Lung Cancer. My family and I were devastated. She's gone through sooo much and at the moment she still even has trouble walking, and always needs someone with her. She's on kemotherapy, which is the medicine that fights cancer, but your hair falls out. That also makes her very woozy, and she has a lot of trouble with her balance. Also, last June, Andrew McMahon, from the bands Something Corporate and Jack's Mannequin, was diagnosed with Acute Lymphatic Lukemia. They are both under treatment, and even with some of the best doctors, they're both still suffering with these diseases. Since both of these, I've been more aware of these types of diseases. As I was searching through some websites, I came across these awesome flip-flops that go great with any summer gear, and all donations go to the Pediatric Cancer Research Foundation to help kids fight these diseases. Even if you're no fan of Jack's Mannequin, purchase these flip-flops and let others be aware that there are many suffering. The flip-flops are black with blue writing that says in blue, "Jack's Mannequin......Project Flip-flop.......Walk For A Reason" To purchase a pair, either click this link, or type it in your search box.... http://www.zambooie.com/stores/Detail.tpl?cart=114633930017372029&sku=JMANFF100&st_id=96 Also, I have purchased this shirt myslef from my mom's hospital being sold by this little boy, Frankie who is also suffering Cancer. He's sooo little and sooo cute. Here are some pictures of the shirt, and links to the site you can go to to purchase one and help. Please help poor Frankie!! Thanks sooo much!! Front: Close up on front: Back: Close Up On Back: The site is www.caringbridge.org\\pa\\frankie Once again, thank you soooo much!! I appreciate you all!!
--------------------------------Amy
Okay, I'm still really sick, but at the same time I'm really reeeeaally happy cause my SoCo stuff came today!!! I'm wearing it right now!! lol. I couldn't wait. More bad ews is that I have to go to school tomorow :( cause me and Ash have the not so funfair project. Yeah, well, that's all from me today.....
---------------------------Amy
I'm tired, and I'm cold, and I think I have strep throat and a fever so I can't sing or drum. It may not hurt to play piano, though. I think drumming may be too loud for me. Not fair, either, cause this was supposed to be the day where I blasted the stereo, read a book, wrote some lyrics, drummed, and just chillaxed. Still waiting for my Something Corporate stuff to come :( Oh, well. I think I'ma go have some tea. No one even reads this anyway. Oh,well.....
-----------------------Amy
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEG!!!!
Heyy!! Well, no feedback. I know I'm not interesting, it's okay. Last night I wrote a new poem. Here goes.....
IF I SAY GOODBYE
I see the wounds seeping through your eyes
The wetness against my cheek, from your cries
The sweat on your palms, from all the lies
The thoughts running through your head, from all that you despise
The curls in your hair---your disguise
The look in your eyes from all that dies
The burning of your soul, droned and fried
The binding of your heart, from all those guys
The butterflies from all goodbyes
The numbness of your body from all your highs
The fear of what's to come makes the hair on your neck rise
The pain and sorrow becomes slow sighs
The truth becomes lies of knots and ties
You push away all those who advise
Your wisdom becomes far away from wise
But only I am there to see how you feel
But there's no one there for real
Because the person I am with is me
I'm looking in the mirror, you see
No pretty face
Just a disgrace
Staring back, without a place
A place for me on this earth
There hasn't really been
Not since birth
Maybe I should let the angels take me away
The pain of others will decay
They will realize there was no use for me on this earth
There's nothing of me that is of worth
All these lies are just killing me
Breaking me
Taking thee
To a place of grief
If I'm gone, then to all a relief
The raging of crowds
The whimpers of tears
Will not happen for me
After all these years
And if they do, they will soon realise
That we were all made to die
So if you love me, let me know
If not, I'll be sure to go
I'll float away, with all my soul gone
Believe me, it won't take long
Give all my things to those in need
Therefore I'll know I've done a good deed
Whether I'm in Heaven, or I'm in Hell
I'm sure that you will all do well
If non of those exist, like we all belive
I still won't be back, no, not me
For I will soon be forgotten
Like all those who've been buried rotten
There will be a sour taste of me left
Just like all the rest
So like I said, if I am loved
Please tell me before I'm below or above
Tell me if you care
Show me if you'll really be there
If not, then my existance will soon be gone
So goodbye my loves, and don't drone on.
So that was my poem. Tell me what ya think about it. Luv it, loathe it, I dunno....Need feedback. That's all for today....
-------------------------------Amy
1st Blog. Some of my friends go on this, so I figured I'd check it out. xanga is actually where I pretty much post my life, but I guess I'll try this thing out for a while, and I'll see how long it lasts. I'm a drummer, and I play piano. Two things in which I luv mucho, but drumming just comes to me. I love writing lyrics, poetry, and I'm working on a novel. Drawing/sketching is also something I do often. During all these things, I'm usually listening to music. I actually can't sleep without music on. I'm an audio geek, I'll admit that, but I'm not as bad as others. Starting a mural in my basement, which is now my new place to drum :), but I don't know what to paint yet. I need ideas, so gimme feedback. That's about all from me today......L8r
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RYNØ
hey im ryan, hows it goin? thanks for the add btw
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