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LIL_MUFFIN03
Age: 18
Joined On: Oct 04, 2006
Just a short message: I am the master procrastinator. I will probably die of some disease that I knew about ten years before and never did anything about. I have loads of homework and am ignoring them right now. Please excuse me while I go procrastinate somewhere else!
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My dream
I had a dream.....at least I thought it was a dream.
It was about a boy.
But not just any boy.
He was somehow so different from all the rest.
How? It is a mystery to me.
But What I did know was that, above all others, he was my friend.
And that was the most wonderful thing of all.
His eyes were sometimes mysterious,
But always laughing.
Always dancing.
Sometimes teasing,
But always loving.
Always protecting.
They were warm
And they glowed when they looked at me.
Their brown depths communicated so much with one glance.
"Turn your eyes from me, they overwhelm me!"
These eyes of his had such an intensity
And they held me captive by them.
They seemed at time s to see
Things, feelings that I tried to hide.
And his eyes saw me for who I was,
No more, no less.
In my dream, this wonderful boy
With those powerful eyes danced with me.
And time stood still.
My hand was so small and cold.
But his was so warm....
The music swirled around us, but I couldn't hear it.
All I could hear was my heart beating. Racing.
"Dance with me again!"
In my dream, this boy loved me
And I loved him.
This boy hugged me,
And so much was said in that hug.
A million hopes.
A million dreams.
Amillion fears.
All wrapped up in that strong, warm embrace.
This was my dream....or at least I thought it was a dream.
It was about a boy.
But not just any boy.
He was my best friend.
And this wasn't a dream.
This is reality.
This is my dream come true.
And that is the most wonderful thing of all.
I don't know how to writhe blogs
What is a blog? I really don't know. Can someone please explain? What does "blog" mean anyways? Is is like a diary? Because you can't really post your more personal thoughts online. So do you just put interesting things about your day? What if you don't have anything interesting going on in your life? I couldn't write anything that would interest the average person. Maybe if you were my best friend, something like taking a picture with a muffin (which is what I did) would be interesting. But most people would just say I was wierd and disregard anything I had to say from here on. Right? OF COURSE RIGHT!
I guess I just have to live up to the fact that most people will think I'm wierd...or worse, they'll just hate me. But I can't control what people think. So I guess I can just hope that most people will like me for who I am. I personally don't think that I'm anything out of the ordinary. Some people might argue with me. Like Sam. Sam is my best friend, and he would say that I was something special. The sad thing is that I have no idea why. If you really want to know, I guess you'll just have to ask Sam. Because I don't know. I could tell you a lot of things about me that would probably convince you that I was definitely not the "cool" person..... But I don't want to be too convincing.
Don't get me wrong. I'm not always down on myself. To tell you the truth, I actually have a lot of confidence. The difference is that I don't have "self" confidence. Jesus is my confidence. I know that there's nothing good in me that didn't come from him. In myself, I have absolutely no love for others and all my relationships would be self-centered and unilateral. But Jesus is what makes me special. I can't tell you how I'm special except that he made me like I am and that he loves me for who I am. And if no one else in the world loved me, his love would be enough.
Well, I think that I have just succeeded in writing a blog with no one's help. Yay for me! Well, maybe next time, I will have something more interesting to write about. But for now, I will go listen to some music and finish my homework, which, if I don't do, promises certain impending doom...Does that make any sense? I suppose it probably doesn't. So what. Half the people who write blogs can't spell anyways! Alright. I'm outta here.
