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LIEINGXT0XMYSELF

 

Age:  103

Location:  Brandywine, NY

Joined On:  Jun 13, 2006

Website:  profile.myspace.com/index.cf...

 

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I love my boyfriend. He's my world. I have a myspace but I wont be using it much beacuse purevolume is a lot better. I love folk music, indie, and any type of good music in general. This includes jazz, rap, opera, and yes, espically classical. My favorite song from the classical era is Fur Elise by Beethoven. I love God and will be getting very active in my local church. I'm not one of those Christains that frown upon Atheists, because I believe it's their own descion, and that no matter what, God will love them. My favorite type of music would have to be techno, not sure why, btu I kinda sorta have an obsession with it. I like going to the mall, riding my bike, dancing to Hellogoodbye, and learning/studying. Yes, I am a nerd. I get good grades, but I really shouldn't be picked on for it. I'm not, but still. Others get picked on for getting good grades, and it's not fair. I like to think I'm somewhat unique compared to the others in my genoration. I believe strongly in the beauty of nature and my main vaule is Aesthetics. I'm a poet and a photographer, I like to think of myself as a bit of an artist also. My favorite folk singer is Ani Difranco. I work hard and I'm a bit of a perfectionist. I'm easy to get along with and I have a lot of friends, but only four real good best friends, which would be Leighann and Angie pants. I like to listen and help people. My favorite bands of all time, out of everything I listen to, are Underoath and The Used. I've seen Lifehouse live, and met Sirsy and Aiden and Bayside. I like going to shows, because it gives me a chance to maybe see local bands. Right On Target would have to be the best local band at this time, besides Sirsy. Travis is my hero, and one of my best friends.

 
 
August 5

Christains

Yesterday was a good day. But today, PMS got the better of me. My guard is back up, my paranoia is setting back in, and I'm not even enjoying 10 Things I Hate About You, even though it's one of my favorite movies. I think I'm just depressed about going to camp and leaving people behind for five days, with no way of getting in touch with them. And it's something I'm doing completely on my own, but I need to go to camp on my own, because I enjoy it. I want to let people know about God and Jesus, people who were in the same position I was last Summer when I wasn't sure about Jesus or God. I pray that someone will be there that needs my help, because right now all I want to do is show people the impact God has on people's lives. Ever since I was saved, I've been better. Things have gotten better. God's looking out for me, I know he is. He's sent me people to help me, and to make sure I'm okay. He sent me people such as:

Leighann
Joe
Angela
Dezi (my cousin)
Briana (because she DID impact my life)
Lindsey
Nicole
Whitney
Nicki
Max
McKayla
Kayla (from Youth Group)
Ashley Ash
Willay
Adam
Courtney
Allie
Laura Jean
Sam
Sam S
Cassie S
Lia (my cousin)
Emily (cousin)
Ethan (cousin)
Ayla (cousin)
My mom
My dad
Katie M
Katie L
Adam G
Ian Cohn (BROTHER.)
Shelly
Arielle
Randolph Leo Parks
Travis
Gabe
Stephanie
Marisa

And I'm sure there are more people who impacted my life, or helped make it better. Thank you , all of you, and more importantly, thank you God.

My friend's opinion of me no longer bother or effect me. Because they're critizing the way God made me, and that's not what matters to me. God made me the way I am and I love him for it. The only opinions that matter, or effect me in anyway , are my Dad's opinions of me and God's.

My family and God are number one in my life. They give me the most strength , support me the most, and know me better than anyone else. I love my family, I love God. I'm not ashamed to admit it, and I won't deny him or make it quiet about loving God. I'm not saying that I'm better than people who don't believe in God, that's their choice and their belief. But have you ever seen many Christains (Yes, there are some, but not many) who down Atheist's as much as Atheist's down Christains? Christains, since we're supposed to do this, return all your hatred with nothing but peace and love. We pray for people, we care about people. We believe in something better than ourselves, and we pray for our God to take care of people who don't believe in Him, or aren't sure about it. I can confidently say that God turned my life around, changed it for the better. I've never made fun of Atheists, or cruicifed someone who didn't believe in God. It's their choice, their desicion, I can't say anything about it, nor would I want to. I have friends who are Atheists, and I'm fine with it. Most Christains are okay with Atheists, believe it or not.

So the next time any Atheists decide to make fun of a Christain, or question Christainity (the belief) in front of a Christain, remeber that no matter how cruel or mean you can be, Christains will always pray for you. They will always have unconditional love. I'm sorry that not believing in God is the cool thing these days, so more and more people will give up on God, but remeber that God never gives up on you, never did and never will.

Sorry if that seems bitchy, and if you feel the need to leave a comment about how much of a "Idiot" I am for making a blog such as this, then whatever. But I won't respond to it, or care. This is my desicion. This is my journal. I'll write what I want in it.

x3Gilly

Oh... and I had an amazing time with Joe last night <33. I suggest you all go see Barn Yard. It's hilarious :)

I leave for camp tomorow at 11:30, I'll call a few of you to say bye and shit later.

<3 I love Joseph <33333

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July 15

PICTURE TIME!

I stole these, from JESSICA! BUWHAHHA!

Some are my own though. *does a irish jig.. yeah I think i'll just stick to dance*

Oh, before pictures , here's something jess and I talked about, myspace and stuff:

lieingxt0xmyself: myspace is my nicotine
imbeautifulSIKE: i kno
imbeautifulSIKE: i had a life till myspace
lieingxt0xmyself: AMEN TO THAT!

haha. WOOTWOOTWOOT.

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Matthew, or as I like to call him, Tomato.

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Emo cody!

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Krumm... she's pretty. yeap yeap.

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Hommie G Skillet.


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CASSIE DEAR! (aka , friend)

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Jessy and chorus buddy.

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Haha, skylar. Yes, skylar IS awesome. Too bad he goes to Scotia now.

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FATTY!!! (he called me blondie, and Gillbert. I called him Samantha and Fatty) :)

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We're close.

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She's so adorable.

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HAPPY!

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Cassie's a monkey?

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Rachel is the cutest thing to ever walk the earth. And that's that.

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It's blurry but cute, I like it.

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Whoa. Cracked out.

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She picked me up!

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Aww how cute

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Like I said, we were close.. and cracked out. Cracker for sho.

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The infamous Jessy-and-Gilly-picture. First one we ever took together. I think. Oh what now?!

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Zachy's gorgeous. I love to touch his hair.

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Cassie and Angie! BAND ROOM!

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Me and Jessy :)

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Butts. My flat ass and Jessy's black ass. Haha.

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Jessy's version of the Spice Girls.

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The funny part is that I'm not even paying attention, and everyone else is. Lol

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Yeahh...

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Yeap, I've been friends with her since 4th or 3rd grade. We kick hiney!

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Awww.

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Cuties.

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IAN!!!!!!! BROTHER!!! (yes, he's my brother)

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BIG E!/ Mr Eiser/ MR E!/ E!!!!

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Serena, my love!

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"But you're just so damn sexy... when you're mad"

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Jackie is so photogentic. She's adorable.

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Marisa and Jackie

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Cody, not so emo. Haha

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Cassie and Krumm at the 8th grade dance.


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Egzona, me, Leah, and Taryn at the 8th grade dance.

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I choose to ruin every picture that's being taken, that's close to me. Yeap


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Jess and Katie :)

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Amber and Jess (pretty girls :) )

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Jess and Rebecca!!!!!! :)

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Marisa and Jess :)

Me and Steph :)

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ARIELLE AND paul. Lol

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Marisa and Megan :)

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Me and jessy :)

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Steph and Jess :)

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ADAM!

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TUCKER!

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MAX!

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AMANDA!!!

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My angie <3

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I love this picture. It's a classic.

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Kelly!

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ARIELLE!!

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The statue of liberty

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BRANDONNNNNN!!!!!!

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Jackie and liz :)

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Yeap... new york city has its bright moments

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MAXXX

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Sean and Molly, aww :)

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Fiona :)

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Jenna ! :)

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NATE! :)

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JOELLL!

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Ricky

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Devin and Ricky

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Me and Joe :)

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We love eachother, cant you tell!? lol

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Willay!

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Angie pants

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Devin again.

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Love these girls:)

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My legs, nicole loving them, and someone elses knee. lol

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Leighann and Max worshipping Gumby and Pokie.

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My happy B-DAY sign from Joe, my brotha :)

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Skylar's little sister :)

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Boyfriend a long time ago. Still a good picture though, I love him ♥

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Buddayy

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Amandaa!

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Carrie Nation, my hero

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Me, Tara, and Steph :)


And that's all for nowww :)

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July 14

Secrets

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x3Gilly

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July 10

Mommy

My mommy's hurt, and her nose is broken. So I'm listening to the song she dedicated to me when I was younger, and it's in my myspace now. I love it. I love my mommy <33. I hope she feels better soon <3

(wait 8, 4 counts)
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat, but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance

Chorus: And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,
I hope you dance (dance), I hope you dance (dance)

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin might mean takin chances, but they're worth takin
Lovin might be a mistake but it's worth makin
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you're close to selling out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,
I hope you dance.. (time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance... (rolling us along)
I hope you dance...(tell me who wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance.... (where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,


dance (dance) (hold for 2 4 counts), I hope you dance (dance),
I hope you dance... (dance) (time is wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance...I hope you dance... (rolling us along)
I hope you dance (dance) (tell me who wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance.. (dance)(where those years have gone)
(tell me(dance) who wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(where(dance) those years have gone)
(wait 8 4 counts)

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June 22

First blog

Figured I should get around in updating this bad boyy. Today was the last day of school, no more exams, nothing. I'm so happy I'm listeing to Hanson cause I'm a geekazoid. And talking to Travis, he's entertaining. Makes me laugh, lol. Tabatha's wedding is this weekend, on Saturday, and I'm excited to the max for it. This Summer will be HXC hard core because Briana's coming to New York at some point. Well yeah, just figured I'd share that little bit of information.

It was weird. It turned out that the exam I thought would be the easiest was actually the hardest and the exam I was worried most about was the easiest. Oh well. I got over a 90 on both of them.

I have the best story ever to share with all of you, here it goes:


Okay, I'm not the best story teller but here it goes... So once upon a time in a little town called Rotterdam there was this girl named Gilly. Her favorite band of all time was the Used and Oasis , and she knows alll the words to every song by them, cause she has no life. Gilly always had all these boyfriends that treated her like shit or cheated on her, or just hurt her real bad. Then one day she met this boy named Joe who she kinda liked but she didn't know if he liked her back. She was about to write him a note then give it to him that weekend that said "Do you like me? Check yes or no" when finally he told her he liked her. Then she admitted to liking him, and on May 11 they became couple. She gets 91905718239758123657816234712364721365789123647821346231 times happier because he's an amazing boyfriend and actually treats her good. She made out with him 175891578912374 times not because she's a slut but because she loves him that much. Gilly and Joe live in the middle of nowhere, not together but yeah, and they kinda sorta love eachother a whole bunch. They go to movies and ironicly the first movie they saw together was The Breakup. They love eachother a lot and are gonna love eachother for a real long time because they're just that good. Gilly loves him so much and doesn't know what she'd ever do without him, and is suprised he'd like someone like her considering she's not that attractive. But Summer is coming soon so she's also happy about that. She and her bff Leighann have massive butt sex in the middle of the night together, that puts Gilly in a happy place.

The end :)

And that's the end of that... peace out girl scout ♥

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Ameriken2

Hey, Whats up? I think you\'ll like my music from your
favorite artists. Just click the black
link......... href="http://www.purevolume.com/ameriken"> Wow,
you got 50 pics......I think thats a record on
purevolume......

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Woot I loved that last comment, thanks. I know it is
very true, for me. God bless the world. I jope you and
your \'buddies\' are enjoying life lol. Ight I\'m out
helping Ashley with something.

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GILLY! Thanks so much for that last comment. Keep your
chin up and stay calm. My prayers are with you God
bless....

supaflydan

Hey! If you havent already make sure you check out A
New Honour! href="http://www.purevolume.com/anewhonour">

googsXcore

Hey Gill-ster. I wish there were more people who used
PureVolume (that is, from our school). It\'s great.
Well, see you later, Irish. We ought to hang out this
summer and shit, yo. -Googs

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Gill your finally blogging! And woot I\'m the first to
post on your pure. We all know myspace needs to die so
get your friends to convert! lylafklc- Rock on and let
the ska move your feet cuz it is the shizz of the
nation! lol

 
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