I love my boyfriend. He's my world. I have a myspace but I wont be using it much beacuse purevolume is a lot better. I love folk music, indie, and any type of good music in general. This includes jazz, rap, opera, and yes, espically classical. My favorite song from the classical era is Fur Elise by Beethoven. I love God and will be getting very active in my local church. I'm not one of those Christains that frown upon Atheists, because I believe it's their own descion, and that no matter what, God will love them. My favorite type of music would have to be techno, not sure why, btu I kinda sorta have an obsession with it. I like going to the mall, riding my bike, dancing to Hellogoodbye, and learning/studying. Yes, I am a nerd. I get good grades, but I really shouldn't be picked on for it. I'm not, but still. Others get picked on for getting good grades, and it's not fair. I like to think I'm somewhat unique compared to the others in my genoration. I believe strongly in the beauty of nature and my main vaule is Aesthetics. I'm a poet and a photographer, I like to think of myself as a bit of an artist also. My favorite folk singer is Ani Difranco. I work hard and I'm a bit of a perfectionist. I'm easy to get along with and I have a lot of friends, but only four real good best friends, which would be Leighann and Angie pants. I like to listen and help people. My favorite bands of all time, out of everything I listen to, are Underoath and The Used. I've seen Lifehouse live, and met Sirsy and Aiden and Bayside. I like going to shows, because it gives me a chance to maybe see local bands. Right On Target would have to be the best local band at this time, besides Sirsy. Travis is my hero, and one of my best friends.
Yesterday was a good day. But today, PMS got the better of me. My guard is back up, my paranoia is setting back in, and I'm not even enjoying 10 Things I Hate About You, even though it's one of my favorite movies. I think I'm just depressed about going to camp and leaving people behind for five days, with no way of getting in touch with them. And it's something I'm doing completely on my own, but I need to go to camp on my own, because I enjoy it. I want to let people know about God and Jesus, people who were in the same position I was last Summer when I wasn't sure about Jesus or God. I pray that someone will be there that needs my help, because right now all I want to do is show people the impact God has on people's lives. Ever since I was saved, I've been better. Things have gotten better. God's looking out for me, I know he is. He's sent me people to help me, and to make sure I'm okay. He sent me people such as:
Leighann
Joe
Angela
Dezi (my cousin)
Briana (because she DID impact my life)
Lindsey
Nicole
Whitney
Nicki
Max
McKayla
Kayla (from Youth Group)
Ashley Ash
Willay
Adam
Courtney
Allie
Laura Jean
Sam
Sam S
Cassie S
Lia (my cousin)
Emily (cousin)
Ethan (cousin)
Ayla (cousin)
My mom
My dad
Katie M
Katie L
Adam G
Ian Cohn (BROTHER.)
Shelly
Arielle
Randolph Leo Parks
Travis
Gabe
Stephanie
Marisa
And I'm sure there are more people who impacted my life, or helped make it better. Thank you , all of you, and more importantly, thank you God.
My friend's opinion of me no longer bother or effect me. Because they're critizing the way God made me, and that's not what matters to me. God made me the way I am and I love him for it. The only opinions that matter, or effect me in anyway , are my Dad's opinions of me and God's.
My family and God are number one in my life. They give me the most strength , support me the most, and know me better than anyone else. I love my family, I love God. I'm not ashamed to admit it, and I won't deny him or make it quiet about loving God. I'm not saying that I'm better than people who don't believe in God, that's their choice and their belief. But have you ever seen many Christains (Yes, there are some, but not many) who down Atheist's as much as Atheist's down Christains? Christains, since we're supposed to do this, return all your hatred with nothing but peace and love. We pray for people, we care about people. We believe in something better than ourselves, and we pray for our God to take care of people who don't believe in Him, or aren't sure about it. I can confidently say that God turned my life around, changed it for the better. I've never made fun of Atheists, or cruicifed someone who didn't believe in God. It's their choice, their desicion, I can't say anything about it, nor would I want to. I have friends who are Atheists, and I'm fine with it. Most Christains are okay with Atheists, believe it or not.
So the next time any Atheists decide to make fun of a Christain, or question Christainity (the belief) in front of a Christain, remeber that no matter how cruel or mean you can be, Christains will always pray for you. They will always have unconditional love. I'm sorry that not believing in God is the cool thing these days, so more and more people will give up on God, but remeber that God never gives up on you, never did and never will.
Sorry if that seems bitchy, and if you feel the need to leave a comment about how much of a "Idiot" I am for making a blog such as this, then whatever. But I won't respond to it, or care. This is my desicion. This is my journal. I'll write what I want in it.
x3Gilly
Oh... and I had an amazing time with Joe last night <33. I suggest you all go see Barn Yard. It's hilarious :)
I leave for camp tomorow at 11:30, I'll call a few of you to say bye and shit later.
<3 I love Joseph <33333
I stole these, from JESSICA! BUWHAHHA!
Some are my own though. *does a irish jig.. yeah I think i'll just stick to dance*
Oh, before pictures , here's something jess and I talked about, myspace and stuff:
lieingxt0xmyself: myspace is my nicotine
imbeautifulSIKE: i kno
imbeautifulSIKE: i had a life till myspace
lieingxt0xmyself: AMEN TO THAT!
haha. WOOTWOOTWOOT.
