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CHRISTINA COOKIESANDSCREAM™
Age: 5
Location: United States
Joined On: Feb 27, 2008
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Canada
Nealey! (:
Derby, United Kingdom
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Brownsville, TX
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Glenview, IL
Hello, I'm Christina.
I'm going to try to keep this simple, nobody reads these anyway.
I'm a vegetarian, and I've been at it for almost 5 years.
I'm a freshman. Which means I'm younger than you'd prefer.
I smile at the littlest things, like sunsets or new places.
I play the guitar and the flute, and I'm in a band.
I stutter sometimes, I can't help it.
I know what I've got, and I do not take any of it for granted.
I'm RIDICULOUSLY talkative. So let's have a chat. :)
I'm a feminist, if you are too, you're my new best friend.
I'm always up for trying new things. So suggest something to me, I'll do/try it.
I have a thing for coffee and Vitamin Water.
I write, all the time.
My friends are some of the most important people in my life.
I'm Italian, Irish, French, English, Swede, Russian, German, Japanese. That makes me a mutt. :)
I teach myself French. I'm not very good though.
I'm athletic. I enjoy my share of sports.
I like to break into random dance/song.
I headbang. A bit more than I should.
My Life Is Average.
School comes first, I'm going to graduate and make a success of myself.
I curse a lot. Sorry if that doesn't float your boat.
I never give up on people, and I forgive too much.
I'd love to be your friend.
Shane Dawson's videos, country music, Vanessa Rose, Coke Zero, Paramore, Greek food, second chances, coffee, Twitter, vanilla, magic, learning, guitars, The Morning Of, tattoos, nature, piercings, hope, Harley Davidson, my iPhone, laughing, activism, reading, taking pictures, raindrops, late night phone calls, hide and seek, reveries, Converse, determination, people, knowing I've made somebody happy, singing, loving, being loved, Meg & Dia, water bottles, animals, perfume, smiles, sunlight, hugs, All Time Low, writing, and you. :)
Artists I've seen:
No Doubt
Paramore (2)
Dear and The Headlights
Jimmy Eat World
Automatic Loveletter
The Lives of Famous Men
Kids of Survival
The Friday Night Boys
A Cursive Memory
VersaEmerge
The Color Fred
Craig Owens
Lady Sovereign
Chester French
-Anais Nin
My name is Christina, and I'm outspoken.
New outlook on life:
As proven today, life can be given and taken away within a matter of minutes. Things come and go, and we don't have a god damn say in any of it. From now on, I'm not going to break my neck to be "original" or "different". I don't have to try. I'm Christina, I'm original as fuck without trying, and I'm learning this (and other things) slowly but surely. Even if all my candles are blown out, and I've got no wishes left; "Been black and blue before, there's no need to explain, I am not the jaded kind, playback's such a waste." ("Candles", Hey Monday) We've all been hurt. We've all been healed, whether or not we healed ourselves. We've all been destroyed, (what we thought was) past the point of becoming normal again. Some of us, myself included, are still trying to put the faded, shineless pieces together in hope of making a towering, glowing, stellar masterpiece. From now on, I'm putting these pieces back together. I'm not wasting time making new ones, the old ones were just fine. I'm going to work on the old ones; bring out their true potential. I'm going to be okay with who I am, no matter how much I can't stand it right now. I'll make my masterpiece. Life is short. It's just a test how well we can deal in a timed enviornment. We are working under pressure. There's no time for fucking up under pressure, not a second. We're trapped in this...maze. We want the cheese at the end, we want to get out and be free, we want space, open fields; sunshine, rain, snow, wind, glory. We want success, we want beauty. We want to improve, become better. Even I do. But why? Why can't we be who we are? We're determined to become bigger, better, faster, stronger... Why? Why can't anybody just be HAPPY with who they ARE? I'm trying, and beginning to become successful in doing this. I don't have time to be uncomfortable with my life. Yeah, I've made horrible mistakes. Yes, I didn't learn (at first) from some. But I'm learning, slowly. Slowly, ever so slowly, I'm picking this up. I'm getting the hang of it, I'm understanding it. I'm still making mistakes; I always will. I'm flawed. But, I swear, I'm going to make something of myself, I'm going to love myself, and I am going to love others. I am going to love those around me more than I love myself. I'm going to give myself to everybody, freely, be the best I can, change everything. Defy the borders, test the waters; shred the unwritten rulebook... and I'm going to see, one day, that it was the smartest decision I've ever made.
"We've all got scars, as big as ours; a token for the pain inside of us... Everyone's scared that somebody knows, you push it aside, yeah, that's how it goes. If you've ever heard a beating a heart, a rhythm for the songs we're too afraid to sing, nobody here is perfectly fine, a delicate frame, a fragile design." -My Favorite Highway
Saturday Night Paranoia
Alone and undone,
Broken entirely,
The pieces of what she's become.
Strategically placed,
Along the pillars of time,
So honestly craving,
To recite the word, "fine."
Pills, liquor, and smoke,
Fragmental stoic,
Scars lining her body, just a sick joke.
Time passes by color,
Choice of black, white, or grey;
Piecing together aspects of failure,
A growing mosaic, more beautiful each day
Shaking hands, placing fate next to irony,
Fire in water, and dirt in the sky,
Nothing that matches; everything disagrees,
Falling to bruised knees,
Hands hit the ground,
Amazing grace, why hasn't she been found?
This is definitely my favorite comment.
errr duh we'd be tight. we'ze already tight, so it
would be pretty insane if we actually lived near each
other. i think our parental units would probably not
let us hang out. i mean, with our mini dinos and
pyrotechnics, it could be dangerous xD
I love my shrink, yo.
Goodbye Isn't A Favorite.
All those wounds I should've mended.
Every time I lied, "I hate you,"
Every single attempt to break you.
All those secrets you're forced to carry,
All those times my behavior was downright scary,
Every single cutting word,
That stabbed until the neighbors heard,
How I wouldn't forgive you for the tiniest things,
And refused to apologize for acts...
That would probably burn an angel's wings.
Every time I shut you out,
All the reasons you've had to doubt.
All those times it got far from pretty,
Every situation I didn't deserve your pity.
The hell I gave you every day,
Never thinking I'd have to pay,
And yet I thought I'd never say,
I'm miserable, at very best, when you're away.
MyHeartBeatsInBreakdowns
Howsit lady :)... Im out here tryna promote my brothers
band.(Its wat the site is for righteo!!) - New Found
Disorder - From South Africa. You won't be
dissapointed.
posted 2 days ago
hellojordan
i so wish i could play the guitar, i have one, and i
played it for about a month, and then i quit cause i
think i suck at it. but i really want to start again.
and thank you for liking my name ahaha. :)
posted 3 days ago
hellojordan
hi christina :) i'm jordan. and notthhingg too exciting
haha, im having a pretty boring day actaully, and
yourself?
posted 6 days ago
AnnaBandana™
:O HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, love. how was it? i will
sure try to remember it for next yearr :D
posted 6 days ago
Phil
thankss :) how was your weekend??
posted 6 days ago
Elise
hey thanks for the add :)
posted 1 week ago
Elise
hello thanks for the add :D nice to meet u
posted 1 week ago
emmalinee
idn just anything hahh (: i dont play all that much but
i just play it whenever i feel like it hahah i teach
myself mostly (:
posted 1 week ago