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LETHALXVANITY
Age: 19
Location: Maryland
Joined On: Aug 27, 2007
Occupation: Psychopathic Serial Killer
ABANDON ALL HOPE YOU WHO ENTER HERE!
My name is Geneva. I'm a fucking Cunt and I love it. I have dirty lungs and bad habits. I'm peirced, but not where you can see. I love art and expressing myself. I have an alter ego named Pandora. I love fucking. Neon things and trashy fishnets get me hot. I'M SICK OF ALL THESE 14 AND 15 YEAR OLDS PRETENDING TO HAVE PROBLEMS!! I hate stupid people. I hate fat people who eat in public. I love being bisexual. I'm apathetic about politics and religion. I'm really really weird.
"Oh Im sorry did I just turn your world upside down? Excuse me as I destroy your reality. I'll eat your hate up like love"
Geneva is Two Shades of Maniac with an Aftertaste of Mint
I'm so confused. I suppose if I at least knew the purpose of my life, I could at least know why I do some of the things I do. Why I go through the mindless routine and monotony of life day after day after endless day.
You know, I look out of my window every day, and I see these people. Moving! Walking around. Almost without purpose it seems. Are we all the same? Am I like them? Do I look up when I walk, or at the ground like everyone else? When you spend your life looking at your feet, you eventually forget to look up, and you miss seeing the Craziness all around you. Look at these cities we build! Quite an accomplishment. I mean, we can go anywhere in the world, though the air, over the sea, even under the sea. I don't know how humans managed to get into this system that we have, or if there is any way to change it now. But I have a feeling it's not right for us. I don't think the universe intended us to live like this. Squinting at one day to the next, never really looking up to see where we are going, never lifting our gaze from our feet to see the horizon stretching out before us, beckoning us to see beyond it, to the next one. Maybe I'm just feeling depressed again.
I just don't understand the entire point of my life. I wake up each day feeling like I've accomplished absolutely nothing... but I don't know what I should be accomplishing. Should I pull off some nationwide mind-altering phenomena? should I lay my head back down and sleep, only to wake again to the same lost feeling? What is this all about? I have no clue how to answer any of these questions. Maybe I'm just young.
I just feel like something is missing. It's probably irrational. Like my friends say, a stupid thought I should get out of my head.
Then again, maybe there's something to be said for searching for the answers to unanswerable questions...
Food for thought?
I Sell My Body For Sugary Candy
So I guess I'm going to finally conform and post one of these blogs even though they're gay and nobody reads them. For lack of better things to do.
People really piss me off sometimes. I mean, we have all these fucking hippy left-wing motherfuckers asking for "world peace" and then we have the fucking tight-ass right-wing motherfuckers constantly pushing for war. Doesn't anybody realize that they're all being completely unreasonable?
First of all, what the fuck is world peace? It doesn't even exist. The very nature of humans is to fight and have constant conflict. Because we're selfish and are never satisfied with what we already have. But that's not necessarily a bad thing. If we weren't fighting for things that we desired, where would we be? If people weren't always rebelling and standing up to fight the system, we would still have slavery, and women still wouldn't be able to do shit. "World peace" is just brainwash. Like they say, ignorance is bliss. Peace is just naivety.
That's not to say that the only way to solve problems is through violence. That's at the completely opposite side of the spectrum. We don't have to kill people through mass genocide to solve conflict. That's a problem right now. But asking for complete peace is unrealistic. We can't ask for peace because it will never happen. What we CAN ask for is change for the better. Change is the only constant in life. And a huge change is what we need right now. Especially in America.
We need to change how people think of gay marriage because homophobia is a huge problem.
We need to change how we handle foreign affairs because we have a lot of enemies in other countries.
We need to change people's thoughts on abortion. If you don't have a vagina, it's not your fucking decision. Back-alley abortions are in our future and it's just wrong.
We need to change how we handle energy conservation because our world is crumbling and melting beneath us and nobody is doing anything about it.
And finally we need a change in presidents because Bush just isn't cutting it. WE NEED A PRESIDENT WHO IS FUCKING QUALIFIED TO RUN A FUCKING COUNTRY!
People just need to be more aware of the things going on around them and stop worrying about petty things that don't matter in the course of their lives. Stop being so fucking unrealistic. We don't need to be braindead and have world peace. We just need to keep rebelling against the system that is so against us until we get what we want.
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
glad everythings workin out 4 u
posted Apr 10
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
thats cool so no more vodka stealin'?
posted Apr 09
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
no prob, so u kool now?
posted Apr 07
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
i understand u mean well but damn just cut me dowm y
dont ya. i mean im not a conformist or any thing i
guessim just like sub-connsincely influenced by my
music or sumthing.
posted Apr 05
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
first of all i didnt take it off cuz of u i did it cuz
i dont need people knoing about my past. second sorry
bout ur roommate stealing ur booze i feel 4 u. third
congrats 4 fridays. and fourth it cuz of the music i
listen to and the people i assoatie myself w/ and cuz
were i grew up in my skool if ur not something ur
nothing.
posted Apr 04
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
hey wats up...
posted Apr 03
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
im gonna wait till my hair grows back, and about my ex
gf im not really into her still i just put the pic up
cuz i was bored {its on her myspace and i told her} but
yeah ill think bout getting a pic up soon but im not
sure about how itll look w/o my hair.
posted Apr 02
Nick {in the Y.C.!!}
thnx u should see my body.
posted Apr 02