i am me,not whoever anybody else wants me to be.leigha adams.
im usually the person to shrug things off,not let anyone in.i never let myself really fall for people.but there's something about you that tore down my brick walls and dug your way into my thoughts,clouding my mind.ask anyone,im heartless,a player,but this time its different,im nervous,and i dont know what to say,honestly you've got me tripping over my tongue.i cant even begin to think of what to say,or how to say it.i start feeling uneasy as soon as i see you and it doesnt go away until i hug you goodbye and my finger tips stop trembeling.im never this person.i dont know how to act around you.just thinking that maybe you'll read this someday makes me weak in the knees,nervous and my mind is slowly going blank.i just want to know that this isnt a lost cause.because if it is,you need to tell me so i can move on..i like the way you make me feel,but only if that feeling has a chance of going somewhere.
i'll whipe this smile off my face
should have known that sooner or later
you'd help me fall from grace
that you would throw me away
and i wouldnt find you near this place
baby,your such a disgrace
so run away like you always do
gone in seconds without a trace
you said you were in it forever
but that was not the case
i thought this was the perfect endeavour
maybe i was right about you
but i knew nothing whatsoever
i'll leave you with my final goodbye
i promise you one thing honey
i will not cry
especally because to you
this was simply a lie
this time you'll get it,maybe
just remember this
"im not your girlfriend baby"
i miss you.
theres nothing more to say
nothing more to do
except on nights like these
i wish you missed me too.
and there she goes
one more mistake
another heart broken
that was not hers to take
but through her tear soaked eyes
you'll see her feelings were never fake
every word she said
she meant every word
and if these lips could tell our story
they'd make sure everyone heard.
but who is she to fight
when she knows this is the ending you preferred
she'll take back every poem
say it never meant a thing
that you were just her favorite song
that she doesn't want to sing
but inside she'll die
and wish she still had your heart on a string
so now she sits at home
wondering why she feels so alone
but when she falls asleep
she'll feel your voice right down to the bone
now the only story these lips can say
is a story of a long lost love
and the regret she feels every day.
im nothing more than a girl,im no different than anyone else.what is it about me that draws you in? makes you fall so hard that you can barely peel yourself off the ground soon enough for me to crush your world with a few final words.
its not my looks,their sub-par.Maybe i have a way with words? a way that tells you everything will be ok as long as your in my arms,that you'll never hurt again,that i can save you from yourself.or is it that i need saving?is that what draws you in,the look in my eyes that says how much i need you,my sappy poems about long lost lovers and a heart that will never mend.
you'll say you could fix me,bullshit.
noone can fix me.not even you.
i just move from person to person,waiting to find the next person to fall into my trap,my web.
i've been spinning it for a while.theres technique and wisdom,and back doors that i can use to get around your locked doors,and tear you down from the inside.
baby im the perfect murderer,crystal eyes and a heart of coal.my words are my deadliest weapon,and i've unleashed them on you.
watch out before this itsy bitsy spider throws you from her web.
RAWR :P
whatcha up to? long time no talk
posted Aug 31
RAWR :P
oh well right now at band camp i mean well today i was
a band camp and now im cooling down from the sun .. i
hate it... ugh what bout you?
posted Aug 18
RAWR :P
hey whatcha up to?
posted Aug 16
RAWR :P
yea same just talking to my asian on the fone. so where
you from?
posted Aug 04
RAWR :P
hey what cha up to?
posted Aug 04
FailureByDesignerJeans
ahahah...I'm eatin cocoa puffs =D lmao how are you?
posted Jul 19
FailureByDesignerJeans
I'm bored O_O lol
posted Jul 16
FailureByDesignerJeans
I know right? lol so whats up?
posted Jul 13