beauty is in the eye of the beerholder bullshit
Posted December 31, 1969
so a couple of weeks ago I was in my ex's room and he kissed me what I was supposed to do and what I did do are two different things, I should have slapped him and walked out however I kissed him back . I tried to email him about how I felt for the longest time so I sent everyone this forward and I custom make my signature to be I thought we were just hanging out so why did you kiss me on the mouth did you think that the way you taste would get me high ... the only reason I kissed you was to say goodbye lyrics from Avril any way he thought that the lyric applied to him well it kind of did but he apologized hold on and I will tell you what he said.....I’m really sorry about that. And I don’t quite understand the high part. Lol. But yeah, I thought you still liked me and I didn’t know how to ask so I kissed you. It was a mistake and I’m really sorry. Yes so he did apologies but now I wonder if he likes me or what the hell is wrong with him. that next week after he kissed me he went out with the girl he cheated on me with Tara, any way she stocked him for a month I think it was because he took her virginity* ( I can’t spell ) then he dumped her and went out with Chloe who from what I hear is a whore and eww. I can remember when I told him that I loved him wow that was a mistake. so after I got is message I e-mailed him back telling him how I felt about him and I told him not to just leave me hanging so what does he fucking do nothing I haven’t heard from him in 2 weeks I have been checking my email lakiajanai@hotmail.com if you were wondering well I have been checking it every day and nothing if that bantered likes me he has a fucking bullshit way of showing it. He has always been like that though when things get tough he bails. There would be no future with him he is a loser and I am still dumb founded as to why I like him. maybe I should write a song about it and slit my wrists but no I won’t because he is not worth my time and blood well until next time
Vulnerable
I insecure
Nut case
Conceded
Extra messy
