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[LAKIA] JANAI
Age: 18
Location: iN YoUR pAnTS
Joined On: Jan 31, 2007
Hummmm my name is lakiajanai I like to listen to music I was addicted to my iPod until it crashed that worthless piece of shit anyways I like to edit photos on my free time the main pictures is of me and I am trying to get more but it is a consuming wicked amounts of time that I dont really have I dont make time to watch TV unless it is Sunday night and blood ties are on Henry is so hot. I have to have friends I would not be able to function without them. My best friend is Erika I can talk to her about almost everything as long as it doesnt involve sex. My second best friend is Cole he is so understanding of other people and he is supper easy to talk to I am trying to convince him to get his belly button pierced p. s I think that it is so hot when guys have their belly button pieced. I hate upbeat bubbly preppy people they make me depressed I hate math cus I suck at it lol. I am not into labels I am not going to buy a $50 plain tee shirt that says dc on it that is a waste of money. I love to draw with sharpies. Some day I want to do acid I almost did it this last month but my hook up is stupid and cant fucking get it together. I dont smoke pot cus I am working and have to be clean for the dreaded U.A test if you want you can leave me a comment that is wicked. I dont have a MySpace cus I think that it is dumb . If your message is odd then I will have no problem telling you that it is I am pretty straight forward And I dont think that I am emo people tell me that I am but I think not I might listen to emo music but I can assure you that I am not emo
HaVe yOU eVer ConSiDEReD tHe PosSIBiLItY ThAT gOd DoESNT LikE YoU...
HE FUCKING
HATES YOU GET USE TO IT
My Favorite Fucking Artists
GOOT
GODSMACK
DISTURBED
SECONDHAND SERENADE
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
FLYLEAF
RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS
ALL TIME LOW
MADINA LAKE
SUICIDE LULLABY
USED
MAROON 5
SKINDERD
HELLOGOODBYE
SENSES FAIL
10 YEARS
12 STONES
SEETHER
INSANE CLOWN POSSE
STRAYLIGHT RUN
BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE
UNWRITTEN LAW
NEW FOUND GLORY
SKINDRED
3 DOORS DOWN
AFI
ALANIS MORISSETTE
AVRIL LAVIGNE
BABY BASH
BLINK 182
BLUE OCTOBER
BOXCAR RACER
BREAKING BENJAMIN
CHEVELLE
COHEED AND CAMBRIA
CROSSFADE
DEF LEOPARD
EDWIN MCCAIN
EVANESCENCE
EXIES
FALL OUT BOY
THE FRAY
INCUBUS
JOHN MAYER
KORN
KUTLESS
LILLY ALLEN
LINKIN PARK
MAE
MARILYN MANSON
MATCHBOX 20
MUDVAYNE
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
NICKELBACK
NIRVANA
OFF SPRING
PAPA ROACH
PINK
PLAIN WHITE T'S
PUDDLE OF MUDD
RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS
RISE AGAINST
SARAH MCLANHAN
SAY ANYTHING
SEETHER
SENSES FAIL
SLIPKNOT
SMILE EMPTY SOUL
SOUTH PARK MEXICAN
STONE SOUR
STORY OF THE YEAR
SYSTEM OF A DOWN
TENACIOUS D
UNDEROATH
THE USED
THE VERVE PIPE
FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH
THE VINCENT BLACK SHADOW
RANDOM THOUGHTS
TOOL
MEG AND DIA
MINDLESS SELF INDOULGENCE
SCHOOLYARD HEROS
EVANS BLUE
MY AMERICAN HEART
SICK CITY
QUIETDRIVE
YESTERDAYS RAISING
NEW BAND
BLACK LIGHT BURNS
SOCIALBURN
STAIND
COLD
DEFAULT
alexisonfire rough hands
Was I left behind? Someone tell me, tell me I survived And don't look so surprised that I'm home, but just for tonight With rough hands and sore eyes So don't speak, I am tired Let's just live through this lie She says I swear too much She says a lot of things Well I'd swear every other word if I could For her, I'll make an attempt Sometimes love isn't about how much someone suits you But how much you're willing to change to suit them All my bones are dust (two people too damaged too much too late) And my heart sealed with rust (two people too damaged too much too late) These hands will always be rough (two people too damaged too much too late) I know this won't count for much (two people too damaged too much too late) One day my hands were too soft One day she said, "I'm tired" One day her clothes were on my floor One day, empty bottles I'm not saying she's my last I'm just saying that she could have been It doesn't matter how rough these hands get It doesn't matter 'cause I'm not her man Rough hands, rough days Rough hands, rough nights Rough hands, rough season Rough hands, rough fights... All my bones are dust (Rough hands, rough days) (two people too damaged too much too late) And my heart sealed with rust (Rough hands, rough season) (two people too damaged too much too late) These hands will always be rough (Rough hands, rough days) (two people too damaged too much too late) I know this won't count for much (Rough hands, rough season) (two people too damaged too much too late)
me, ranting about my fucking family
I HATE living here with these pople they ar uncivilized and unreasonable.
my life is so shitty i got in a fight with my mom about my friends. she wants to know whhy i am always in a bad mood when i get home well, iv got a good reason- i act like a bitch to her because i am just now realizing how bad i do have it and how good they got it. my life os going down hill ever since my mom had that demon baby she is the spon of sation she ruened everything.i dont understan why my mom has to be so fucking retared she dose a shity job as a mom. why couldnt he use a FUCKING CONDOM
invincible by crossfade
I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew how much thats just not like me
I wait up late every night just to hear your voice
But you dont know thats nothing like me
You know I wonder have you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time Ive been hoping you dont find out
All these thing that I hide on the inside
I cant be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think Im invincible
You come and happen to me
I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew that thats not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you
But you dont know thats nothing like me
Hey yeah, I wonder have you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time Ive been hoping you dont find out
All these thing that I hide on the inside
I cant be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think Im invincible
You come and happen to me
Now Im waking up
Ive finally had enough of this wreck of a life
How I never thought Id survive
Now Im taking back all I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay
I cant be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think Im invincible
You come and happen to me
I cant be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think Im invincible
You come and happen to me
I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew how much thats just not like me
to chris schuler
this is lakia i havent seen you in a long time and dont plan to i just want you to know that i did like you alot even after every time i said that i didnt well guess what i did and it killed me when you dated amanda i tryed to act happy for you but i just wanted to kill her. then summer happened and i kept telling myself that i didnt like you for a while i fooled my self into beliving it but that didnt work when school started back up but you changed into some one that i didnt know anymore you started hanging out with amber scott and ya. but what really hurt me was when you got your girl friend pregnet this mighty sound really selfish but i was hurt that you didnt tell me i had to hear it from heaven. i dont know why i am telling you all of this it is not like you accually carred about me you only hung out with me because i was friends with amanda. she is a WHORE and i saw her in the store and she just turned up her nose like she didnt know me what a bitch well i feel better know that you some what know how i feel...... just Reminiscing
beauty is in the eye of the beerholder bullshit
so a couple of weeks ago I was in my ex's room and he kissed me what I was supposed to do and what I did do are two different things, I should have slapped him and walked out however I kissed him back . I tried to email him about how I felt for the longest time so I sent everyone this forward and I custom make my signature to be I thought we were just hanging out so why did you kiss me on the mouth did you think that the way you taste would get me high ... the only reason I kissed you was to say goodbye lyrics from Avril any way he thought that the lyric applied to him well it kind of did but he apologized hold on and I will tell you what he said.....I’m really sorry about that. And I don’t quite understand the high part. Lol. But yeah, I thought you still liked me and I didn’t know how to ask so I kissed you. It was a mistake and I’m really sorry. Yes so he did apologies but now I wonder if he likes me or what the hell is wrong with him. that next week after he kissed me he went out with the girl he cheated on me with Tara, any way she stocked him for a month I think it was because he took her virginity* ( I can’t spell ) then he dumped her and went out with Chloe who from what I hear is a whore and eww. I can remember when I told him that I loved him wow that was a mistake. so after I got is message I e-mailed him back telling him how I felt about him and I told him not to just leave me hanging so what does he fucking do nothing I haven’t heard from him in 2 weeks I have been checking my email lakiajanai@hotmail.com if you were wondering well I have been checking it every day and nothing if that bantered likes me he has a fucking bullshit way of showing it. He has always been like that though when things get tough he bails. There would be no future with him he is a loser and I am still dumb founded as to why I like him. maybe I should write a song about it and slit my wrists but no I won’t because he is not worth my time and blood well until next time
Vulnerable
I insecure
Nut case
Conceded
Extra messy
XshootingdownstarsX
mine's ugly.
posted Mar 03
Waverider1
Hey thanks for the Tenacious D
posted Feb 12
H%-e%-R%-m%-%-i%-T%
yes,------------------- i love music----------------
all of it.
posted Jan 25
the_used_got_me_under
If only i knew how.... a little help please! :) haha i
can\'t believe how easy it is to make myself laugh
posted Jan 13
the_used_got_me_under
Yeah i will, like right now! :)
posted Jan 13
bloodbath666
Sounds like fun... :sarcasm: Why won\'t your mom let
you do anything? And what did you ask for?
posted Dec 14
bloodbath666
So what do you plan on doing for Christmas?
posted Dec 13
the_used_got_me_under
You tell me! lol i\'m bisexual, i\'ll do anything.
posted Dec 08