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It is Easter. April 8th. I remember last easter very well. I faked sick and didnt go to church. I played on the computer and talked to kyle alan turner on the fone. We werent even going out then. Not for about another week. :] now I am so excited! This Saturday kyle is going with me to my nephews birthday party. We get to hang out allll day together. I am not even nervous. My dad is prolly going to have a talk with him just cuz its me and him being together and whatnot.but I am not worried. My dad is a great guy and kyle is amazing. Nothing bad could possibly happen. Well thats not true but nothing will happen because they both love me and wouldnt try to get in a fight w/ me or each other. We did go to church today though. I was going to text kyle from church but dad wouldnt let me take my cell fone lol. But whatever. It hasnt even really hit me yet that kyle and I will have been going out for a year in 9 days. 9 DAYS!!! April 17th. A year ago I was meeting him and just getting to know him. I dont think I realizd how much of an impact he would have on my life at that time. It was just a guy. But most of the time when I like a guy I fall for him hard. Like andrew and jayse as I do remember from awhile ago. I remember dylan also but that was nothing. And now I know what love feels like and I cant even stop to think about it for too long because I get all giddy. This is my first true love, and probably my last true love. <3 kyle was my first kiss and there are many more firsts to come. It was definatly supposed to be like this. Everything that has happened to my family and me in my life for me was to meet this boy. And to start this relationship. Moving to indiana was just paving the way. And meeting my best friend logan, who came to me because she felt sorry for the poor dorky defensless soul that I was at that time. Her coming to me was just part of the major plan for me meeting kyle, meeting the guy that makes me soo incredibly happy. He gives me a reason to live each day to the fullest. He is the reason I have for living. Carman and I were talking about how we would hate getting old because we wouldnt really have a reason for livinglike if we didnt have family or friends. I dont know if having friends would give me a good enough reason to get out of bed in the morning, if I was 80 years old. But I know that if I had kyle by my side at age 80, I would have a reason for putting my teeth in and smiling everyday. Well anyways, my dad surprised me last night with the news of my first new car!!! It is a 1993 lumina its white, 4 doors, NEW stereo system!! Its amazing. Well we are getting ready to eat easter supper so we shall catch up more later. :]

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