sick and tired..

Posted October 5, 2007

Horrified
By what we've become
Glorifying
All the damage we have done
Our time is running out
Are you the one to change it

Hourglass is running short of sand
The candle's burning again

I don't want to live forever
I don't want to see this world decay
I don't want to live forever
To be the one to see the end of days

Take a look
The wounds aren't healing
You can't make all
The pain we're facing fade
To restore all that's gone
To the way it was before


Hourglass is running short of sand
The candle's burning again
And I'm the only one to understand

I don't want to live forever
I don't want to see this world decay
I don't want to live forever
To be the one to see the end of days

And all the endless suffering will always to grow and prosper
And all the endless suffering will always to grow and prosper

I don't want to live forever and be the one
I don't want to live forever and be the one









Live life without you
Without you
How can I live life without you
Without you, how can I

Justify the fallen innocent
Show me where to direct all frustration
Wish I had the power to turn back
If only to saw those three words

Broken
I engage this grief
For you were
My only everything
Fractured
I fell to the floor
Fall, fall for cover, for cover
From truth that scars

And so I'm left bemused and still
Emotionless I'm in disbelief
It feels like I'm dreaming
But I can't stop the screams

Take the pain away from me
Burn so deeply
How can I live life without
You have paved the way for me
Gave me purpose
So I try to live life without you
And so I'm left to search the skies
For answers
This hole inside
Can never be filled without you
Without you





I'm tired of the grief and the pain.
the hurt and the misery
the lies
they all come up and show themselves.
I dont have the strenght to be happy for anything.


Tell me why must I feel this way. Camron trys so hard and yet it makes no difference at times...
He acts different around his friends...
and other stuff.

whatever.
it dont matter.
I know he loves me.
I wont leave him.