Posted September 18, 2007
Wow, life seems to become more and more interesting each day. That's what makes it fun to sit back and watch, as consquences endure, and hearts are slowly getting broken. My life, is amausing to watch. If someone sat back drank some coke and watched my life pass me by each day, they would laugh at my thoughts, and quiver at my excitement for many things. My twisted mind would worry them, and yet they would shudder to be near me. People would really wonder if I were sane or not.
And actually, I truely believe I am not some times, not cuz I can't control my sanity, but because I let things happen I could very well prevent. But I chose to avoid those things, and not face them. Don't want to I guess.
My boyfriend, is my only sanity. We may argue and fight alot, but that's part of building a strong healthy relationship, and if it weren't for him, I could very well still be on drugs, this is my choice not to be though.
But oh well, I am rambling.
Just though I'd let you know, that I am deeply concerned for the world around me, and that I love my boyfriend incredibly. <3
I love you baby <3