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In my eyes...
Posted November 13 | Leave a Comment
I'm deeply sad, I fear for myself, but yet for others as well. My family is falling apart. No one will look to it cept my mother, and no one will put eyes on it. No one looks to see what's really going on. I believe in trying to make a relationship/marriage work for the sake of your love. But what if love is not returned from another person? My father does not deserve my mother. She can do so much better. And I am very dissapointed that they did not divorice that summer. It has been eating at… read more
To my one and only everything.
Posted November 6 | Leave a Comment
I'm sorry baby about the fighting and shit we're going through. It will all be over soon. okay. I love you... know that. read more
I hate myself
Posted November 2 | Leave a Comment
I do, I really do :[ I cant eat. I can't sleep. All I can do is think. And.. ...I don't even want to do that. I ruined a great friendship while loosing trust with it. God please free me. Please forgive me, and bring forgiveness upon her eyes. I messes up, for I cannot control myself. A loving relationship should not overwhelm a strong trust bond. Now, because I could not contain myself I have LOST myself, and trustworthyness. God save me. For I cannot save myself read more
sick and tired..
Posted October 5 | Leave a Comment
Horrified By what we've become Glorifying All the damage we have done Our time is running out Are you the one to change it Hourglass is running short of sand The candle's burning again I don't want to live forever I don't want to see this world decay I don't want to live forever To be the one to see the end of days Take a look The wounds aren't healing You can't make all The pain we're facing fade To restore all that's gone To the way it was before Hourglass is running short of sand The ca… read more
My life..
Posted September 18 | Leave a Comment
Wow, life seems to become more and more interesting each day. That's what makes it fun to sit back and watch, as consquences endure, and hearts are slowly getting broken. My life, is amausing to watch. If someone sat back drank some coke and watched my life pass me by each day, they would laugh at my thoughts, and quiver at my excitement for many things. My twisted mind would worry them, and yet they would shudder to be near me. People would really wonder if I were sane or not. And actually, I… read more
