Posted February 22 | Leave a Comment
I'm not comin' back I'm not gonna react I'm not doin' shit for you I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial 'Cause you're already dead & gone You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you... Welcome to my world Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone Another lesson burned And I'm drowning in the ashes Kicking Screaming Welcome to my world I don't care what you think, I'm n… read more
Posted October 18 | Leave a Comment
"Something missing Left behind Search in circles Every time I try.. I've been here before I've seen you before I can't escape winding down these halls Hard to find a place where there are no walls And no lines begging me to cross Only straight ahead better move along Like Clockwork I commit the crime I pretend to be everything they like I've been here before I've seen you before And I trade everything for this And I trade everything for this Why do I read the writing on the wall? Why do I… read more
Posted September 24 | Leave a Comment
I never could be any other way Shot down, farther everyday Sometimes I lose it all inside I lose it all inside I never could be any other way Shot down, farther everyday And sometimes, I lose it all inside Tell me one good reason Tell me what I should do I should do I lose it all insdie I lose it all isndie And I lose it all inside Inside, oh inside And I feel so left bhenind I feel so left behind But I wanna feel alive Alive, alive I never could be any other way Won't last, wait another day… read more
Posted August 11 | Leave a Comment
"Seems every station on the TV Is selling something no one can be If every page was torn from the magazine Would cash still drive the media machine? The products, damage & pursuit are endless Identity can leave you selfless We will not witness this anymore This is the end for you my friend I can't forgive, I won't forget On & on, we sing our songs & On & on, the wars wage on & On & on, we sing our songs for more For more Your eyes are open but you can't see Your mouth is moving but you don't… read more
Posted August 10 | Leave a Comment
"I feel eyelashes on my cheek They lacerate my flesh A pain so good So put your hand in mine, never let go Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises I'm taking blood oaths Feels like you could kiss My imperfections, my imperfections away && I would stand, stand by your side Until the sun turns the sky All the colors I see in your eyes && I'll never need to see the sun again There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world So take me, take me away Kill me slowly, I'll never be… read more
Posted August 9 | Leave a Comment
"[1-2-3-GO!] You can't be saved You've gone & dug your grave && it's getting deeper by the minute Well you had to turn your back Ain't cutting you no slack Hooked on your lies you had me going [So give me one] Good reason I should be forgivin' you when I don't care anyway [So give me two] Good reasons I should be forgivin' you when I'm the victim today You threw it all away Still gettin' high today You'll crash & burn before you know it Addicted to your lies Think I've been victimized Same… read more
Posted August 8 | Leave a Comment
"Remember when, we never needed each other The best of friends like Sister & brother We understood, we'd never be Alone... Those days are gone, & I want you so much The night is long & I need your touch Don't know what to say I never meant to feel this way Don't want to be Alone tonight What can I do, to make you mine? Falling so hard so fast this time What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I hear your voice && I start to tremble Brings back the child that, I rese… read more
Posted August 7 | Leave a Comment
"Walked away, heard them say "Poison hearts will never change, walk away, again." Turned away in disgrace Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky When you're staring at the cracks It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered You...walked away, heard them say "Poison hearts will never change, walk away, again." All the cracks, they lead right to me && all the cracks will crawl right through me All the cracks, they lead right to me… read more
Posted August 6 | Leave a Comment
"See all those people on the ground Wasting time I try to hold it all inside Just for tonight On top of the world I'm sitting here wishing The things I've become But something is missing Maybe I- What do I know? And now it seems that I have found Nothing at all I wanna hear your voice out loud Slow it down, slow it down Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head That I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all On my own, on my own On my own, on… read more
Posted August 5 | Leave a Comment
"Fed up, tired, sick & twisted One man army, I'm enlisted Trust yourself, trust no one else Fuck a hero, be yourself && I don't need your lousy hand-out Clinched fists I'll fight my way out Fight my way out, find my way out People wake up & sing along I trust no one, my trust is gone... Born with nothing [born with nothing] Die with everything Born with nothing [born with nothing] Die with everything, yeah In a daze these days go by Faster & faster I speed through life Now I've got to take… read more
Posted August 4 | Leave a Comment
"I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight && I can't stand the pain && I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain... How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me... Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hang… read more
Posted August 3 | Leave a Comment
"She's in the backseat, lookin' for some action I'm in the front seat, we started again She's in the front seat, & wants some satisfaction I'm in the back seat, we started again And everything she said, was a lie To get me into bed, & be her toy Little does she know, that I don't mind Being a good time Go on & use me; I'm use to it Go on abuse me; I can handle it Doing all your boyfriend's dirty work Don't bother me at all You know that all it takes is one phone call She's in the back seat,… read more
Posted August 2 | Leave a Comment
"I'm gonna get free I'm gonna get free I'm gonna get free Ride into the sun She never loved me She never loved me She never loved me Why should anyone? [Come here, come here, come here] I'll take your photo for ya [Come here, come here, come here] Drive you around the corna' [Come here, come here, come here] You know you really oughta [Come here, come here, come here] Move outta California Get [get] Me [me] Far [far] When I've a lot to lose Save [save] Me [me] From [from] Here! [here] [Come… read more
Posted August 1 | Leave a Comment
"I'm not sure what's worse The waiting or the waiting room "You're next sir" becomes a cruel taunt to you Recycled air, the smell of sleep & disinfectant Your God is a two door elevator Do they even cure you? [Cut me open drug me] Or is it just to humor us before we die [Repair all my defects] If only we could, heal ourselves [Whoa, whoa, whoa...] We wouldn't need to be hooked up to these machines [Whoa, whoa, whoa...] Whoa Whoa Whoa... Let's redefine, let's redefine Let's redefine, let's… read more
Posted July 31 | Leave a Comment
"Here in this diary I write you visions of my summer It was the best I ever had There were choruses & sing-alongs And that unspoken feeling Of knowing that right now is all that matters All the nights we stayed up talking And listening to 80's songs And quoting lines from all those movies that we love It still brings a smile to my face I guess when it comes down to it... Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives The only thing that matters Is just f… read more