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KUTE SHORTY IN PINK
mariobross2006
United States
Deeperwithin
Omaha, NE
SuicideGirl
Memphis, TN
kennyisakoolname
Bremerton, WA
I'm a dork!! I carry my digi with me everywhere. I have a tendancy to be occasionally anti-social people usually walk all over me I order off the kids menu,I am a little kid , but when it's time to be serious i am! I like hot pink and lime green and cheese and soda and I have a dog named Bailey (boy) I'm dark nuetral blonde and brown eyed and short (4'10) i like M&M's and I'm deffinately not a morning person... i like fruit snacks and Yellow Cars.. APPLE JUICE MAKES ME HAPPY =) HEMP NECKLACES ARE HOTT! I pretty much dislike the obvious things. I can't stand the girls that think they need an ego boost so they tell everyone they're ugly just to hear the opposite. I also hate Girls on this site who put on their swimsuits and bend over & WHABAM...instant cleavage...and set it as their main picture. That's rather silly. It's called class, cats. people that are to skinny...go eat a BigMac! I REALLY like guys that bathe and smell good. Cool how that works out, right? YoUr PaJaMaS hAvE dUcKiEs On ThEm, WhY dId YoU sWiTcH fRoM ChOoChOoS? I wanted to look more gro, seeing is how im 17 and i look 12. i thought duckies were much more sophistocated., YoU'vE jUsT iNhErItEd A mAnUfAcTuRiNg PlAnT tHaT sPeCiAlIzEs In PlAsTiCs. WhAt ArE YoU gOiNg To MaKe? I am going to make plastic sporks... I love them and there arent enough of them
25 minutes..the first few days
I looked at the clock and saw that it had only been two minutes since I had sat down. I sighed. I opened the bag of Doritos and then my Gatorade and took a sip, a long sip. I began eating the chips, but not as I usually do. I ate them as if everyone was watching me and judging me. They werent, I had maybe one or two people look at me, but everyone else was too involved in conversation to even care.
I took a sip of my Gatorade and a little dribbled on my chin; I wiped it, and looked around hoping no one had notice. I blushed. I took another chip out and took a bite off the corner. I then decided to call my best-friend.
I told her how things were going, (not good, not good at all.) and how things were way different then back home. Then I talked about the classes and schedules and how they were pretty much the same. I missed her. I missed a lot of people.
My eyes started to get cloudy so I said goodbye and hung up the phone and continued to eat my chips. I turned and looked at the clock and paused. I squinted, I had a hard time reading things far away, and I saw that it had only been 15 minutes. I sighed.
I brushed what little tear I had in my right eye and took another sip of my Gatorade and threw away my chips. I just say there with my head resting on my left hand, supported by my elbow which was resting on the table.
I was sitting at a table full of strangers, in a cafeteria full of people I didnt want to talk to, and a school full of unfamiliar faces. I was hoping that at any one moment Id awake in my bed in Maine at my best-friends house.
I didnt want to be here. The smells, the noises, the way things were just wasnt home to me. Lunch time was the longest 25minutes of my life. I had never been so crowded by people but feel so alone. I didnt like it, and I have to do it again my junior year ICK!!!
what hurts the most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That dont bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
Im not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend Im ok
But thats not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin to do
Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But Im doin It
Its hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and Im alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
Thats what I was trying to do
ProbablyHot
Dang it, I stopped bathing a while ago. I hope you
still like me.
posted Jul 25
canthardlywait
yo i put a new song \"fly away\" up on my site
www.purevolume.com/joelfiscus check it out!
posted May 27
I X Heart_You
SUMMER 06\'!! Hells YEA
posted May 24
I X Heart_You
I X HEART YOU MY LOVE
posted May 17
statikeverything
No, you are.
posted May 15
KeepRockinHard
im realli pleasing to look at?...whats that supposed to
mean? lol
posted May 14
statikeverything
Yeah, you\'d be amazed how many people are on here. Do
you have myspace?
posted May 14
Sjan
thx. my real eyes arnt blue though, i wish. i had a
little help from cantact lenses that night.
posted May 14