lately i've discovered the profound effects of coffee on one's motivation and energy in the morning. for the last several months, i've been telling myself to stop my bad habits. but i still need to try harder. i am a menace to society. i should not be left alone, because i bring on cruelty and destruction. i need help in many areas of my life. i'm stubborn when it comes to outside help. i believe that everything can be fixed giving enough time. i am a masochist. i enjoy scratching and biting from time to time. sometimes i wake up in wonderment. for i may not know my surroundings. "it sounded like a good idea at the time" has been my reasoning for many of my actions. and has been accepted and mended relationships. we're all running from something. i'd like to be involved in a diamond heist before i die.