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K.ROXMYSOX17
Age: 16
Location: ringwood, nj
Joined On: Apr 30, 2006
CREAMPUFFS ARE AMAZING.
like omg
i love my bffls like so mucho babee. kayt kristo, you guys are amazing, and of course, danyell. and all the others, but dont have a pv. you guys are my everything lyk. woah. L-I-K-E W-O-A-H like wooah, like woah. boom snap clap, bbaboom snap clap snap boom snap clap baboom snap clap ...whore.
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What would you rather, something you have always had, or something you have always wanted.
That something I have always wanted is now creeping up behind that something I have always had, and pushing it aside, stealing my heart. Because no matter where my heart should have been, it was with what I always wanted. Yet, I never had what i wanted. he always broke my heart. Always making me wait for him. Bend backwards for HIM. Cancel my life for HIM.
Is there something wrong? Do you find it odd, that I always go back for more?
Never happy with what I have. Sounds like someone else I know.
And as I lement over yet another decision I will somehow work my way out of making I realize, life is about decisions. And most of the time, they change your life, and trust me, I have definitely had my share of life changing decisions.
Is it me, or has this war been going on for TOO long. My desires and reality, in a constant uphill battle for my attention. I cant live in a fantasy, though I wish I could. Everything is peaceful, decisions are easy, life is good, and then i wake up to what once was an excuse for la bella vita. How a life can be so amazing, and so difficult at the same time is far beyond me. I wish I could explain what I feel. Sorrow, magic, love, hate, this odd feeling that I wish I could close my eyes and have everything end. Can you inaginenothing. No world, no stars, no water, just infinity. Infinity and beyond. I dont mean to stray from the origional topic, so lets get back.
Is it worth hurting the something I have always had, who has always been there for me, who has always kissed me goodnight, for the something I have always wanted. Who I have always had to run after, work for his love, not catch him, but explain why he fell. All because I have always wanted it. Is it worth it? I truly have no idea. People obviously overestimate my maturity. Do you honestly expect me to make a dicision like this, for a night that is more special to me than any other.
and something much less deep...do earlobes have a purpose?
aim me if you have an answer for either of these questions. my aim ==== sunndayz7
the current state of the union
well, prom was last night.
it was amazing.
\\just felt the need to tell all of you.
i <333 hey dude. sorry i couldnt make it to the show..it was the night of prom!!!
sometimes, i think Steve is going crazy.
you all know i am obsessed with Apple computers. old news. well the CEO of apple computers (steve jobs) decided today that he was going to discontinue the ibook line of lap tops. TOTAL UNFAIRNES!!!
Sali-su is an ibook. now they are all macbooks. whatever. this is so unfair. its like, i cant have an old computer!!!
that is totally uncool. and they arent even cute anymore. the smallest is 13 inches. what about the "smaller is better" plan you had going for the ipods...huh steve? as soon as i break down and buy this new macbook, which now comes in black, he will say..."ooh, she finally got it, now lets change the line to piss her off" well, steve, you are sucessful. i am very pissed off.
i in ibook stands for individual.
am i not individual any more steve? i guess not. and to prove it, the macbook now comes in black. now it looks like ay other computer. it looks like a dell. yes, the day has come when i compare an apple computer to a dell, as EQUALS. does that make you feel good steve? your new masterpiece looks like a dell with an apple on the front. so congrats steve. for breaking my heart, and sali-su's.
now thats out of my system. i hope you dont think i am insane.
xoxoxoxox <333
things i hate
the things i hate about people in todays society are...
1) being ignorant
2) being passive agressive
3) people who smoke pot, i am sorry if you smoke, but if you love me, or yourself, youll stop
4) people who lie.
5) people who are many different people. dont change for other people. be yourself and only yourself. if someone doest like you, at least its you they dont like, and not a you wanna be.
6) disrespect for nature. if it werent for nature, we wouldnt be here. be nice to it, if its not here, neither are we.
7) making fun of fat people. fat people are awesome.
8) homophobes. if you are a homophobe, dont talk to me.
9) war
10) people who kill people that kill people to show that killing people is wrong.
11) misplacing blame for huge problems in the world.
12)people who start fights, but are to ignorant to finish them.
*******in memory of alec, he was cool, till he picked up the joint. it is an uphill battle from here on in. your halo is slipping down, and when you plan on making your amends, i should be the first one on your list. basically, you are dead. the most alive thing is the weed you smoke.
irishsteel86
oh, i was unaware. yes i do.
posted Dec 23
irishsteel86
yes. why wouldn\'t i be?
posted Dec 23
irishsteel86
thanks.
posted Dec 23
KAYT45
posted Sep 27