its starting to get light outside, and its 5 o'clock in the morning
Posted June 23, 2007
my best friends are passed out on the floor, and im sitting here bored. by myself. im not going to sleep today. im pulling an overnighter by myself. hahaha, sound fun? woah, not even.
well this is a blog
& you write about perosnal stuff in here right?
well lets write about my love life ehh?
thats personal enough i suppose
well honestly, it sucks
ive liked the same boy since January
I went from liking him so much
to almost being in love with him
to almost being over him
to really liking him again, I dunnno?
woah, now I feel pathedic
I do nothing about it either
he wants to be "best friends"
but its werid, cause he knows everything
how I feel about him
& how much I guess I want him back
it never really dawned on me
until these past few weeks
I haven't exactly been myself lately
basically on the depressed side
but i'm helping myself
& I seem to be getting better the more I talk to him
Schools out
& all of my really good guy friends
are going to a different school next year
we had such a fun freshman year together
& we don't even get to spend
sophomore year together
honestly, I think its fucking stupid
Okay, so I have this best friend
that liked this girl, but she basically
ditched him for another boy
then she wants him back
& he's not letting her have him back
after everything he's done to her
you don't know how proud of him I am
he's always so different when
there having a "thing"
the last time they 'dated' was last year
I don't know, whatever
Ive only been typing this for 3 minutes
my eyes hurt from being awake so long
but im not even that tired, yea.
if i went and layed down
I'd pass out =]
Summer '07 is going to be so much fun
a lotttt of hanging out with my girls
Hannah.Karlee.Kristen.Katelyn
doesn't get any better than that.
hahahahahaha, okay.
well have a nice day <3
