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KOOKERZ4EVER
Age: 17
Location: Los Nietos, CA
Joined On: Jul 12, 2006
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Burlingame, CA
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Williamson, NY
itsonlydiddy
Cecil, NJ
hey everyone my name is vannessa and i am 15 and from cali! i luv music and well music!! i luv emo boys but the whole emo scene is kinda lame! i luv [MUSIC] and [GUITARS]!!! lol i luv boys and music and did i say my guitar!!well i love it!! i couldnt live without my guitar!! my life consists of friends loneliness and skool!!! *lonliness because of all the freaking drama and crap i choose not to be apart of it so i dont have many friends! lol but it is all good!
i am in the 9th grade and i love my friends well most of them at least! lol j/k i have alot of buddies and only a few friends! i mean you cant trust everyone.... i know from experience! i love my friend Gabriel for one he is like the best thing that ever happened to me... he is always there for me no matter what i mean we can fight and hate eachother but it never lasts cause nothing can keep us apart! lol and there is Allegra or leggi as i call her and she is the bestest i talk to her about everyone and everything! there is also Gabi she is Leggi's little sister i love her so much i am there for her for everything and she makes me laugh all the time! and there is Jeremy or Jeremm he is the best he looks like the turtle from Over The Hedge! and then there is Tony oh boy tony well he is really great i love him )....................(o^o)....................( THIS MUCH!!! and then there is michael or my "big bro" lol and he is a JERK lol sometimes but i love him no matter what! and then there is the rest of the people who cause drama and start gossip and well i cant stand them but all i can do is pray for them cause i know they just want to be lovedwhich is all good oh yeah and then there is Juny man me and him are best friends! oh yeah did i tell you he is my "hero" lol if he reads this he will laugh! and uhh yup there is also Roy and he is the great awesome it is just too bad he didnt get to teach the book of judges! lol no it is a good thing! and that is all i can think of! and that is my life!!! oh yeah if you have aim add me my s/n is xixheartxsmilesx and if you have msn my s/n is xIxHEARTxSMILESx@hotmail.com!!! ok IM me i would love to talk!
THE BEST QUOTE EVER!!!.........{"TIS HARD FOR ONES HEART TO SMILES WHEN IT IS BROKEN IN TWO"}
uneventful life?!?! think again!
THIS A POEM I WROTE....PLEASE READ AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!
How do you avoid the misery that always seems to persvere? and you know its always going to exist.... how can i take away the the clouded mess in my head and make it all clear again? there is always that one little twist.
As the blade travels deeper into my skin i can see the sight of blood as it continuosly begins to roll down my arm. theres no way to avoid what i have already started to become, and not because i said so but because i have no choice. my skin becomes so loose, as the blood holds a steady flow, and now there is no excuse. now as the shame sets in it is impossible to show these scars.
I begin to bleed and bleed, as the blood continues to to pour out my body and i begin to feel weak a start to plead and plead "why me?" as i slowly become one with the floor. and it is now that i realize that this time i went to far, all thats left is a scarlet flood and my limp lifeless body, "no, no, no" i whisper as i realize that the scar cannot be seen only a puddle of blood covering my body and the stained floor.
As i feel my pulse going slower and slower i think of why i let you bring me to this and why i listened to you and your lies which brought me nothing but pain and tears. and now as my eyes start to close i regret all those night i cried myself to sleep over what you did and who i had become.
Now i can hardly think and my body is nothing but bloody flesh laying across a red covered floor and i let out a quiet "i am so so sorry".
XbestmistakeX
NEW SONG!!! -\"Untitled\"- Give it a listen, leave a
comment, and add us!! Much love and thanx -steve-
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posted Apr 11
THIS IS ME NOT LISTENING TO YOU
IM BORED SO I9M GUNA SAY HI SO HI!!!!! NICE HAIR PUT A
NEW PICTURE ON!!! UMM HOW WAS WORSHIP ON TUESDAY AND
WEDNSDAY!?! NOW U CAN ACTUALY HEAR US!!!!!!!! :P
posted Apr 05
THIS IS ME NOT LISTENING TO YOU
kool poem :)
posted Mar 18
pokerz
hey V. [:
posted Feb 22
krishnana
Hey , check out this Band at
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posted Feb 07