Will i find him?
Posted October 14, 2008
I feel elusiveness all around me. my floorboards are caving in. i'm not sure where my hope has gone, and i think i'm going to give in. I feel it coming, a wave of relief. I can taste atonement in the air. nothing seems to get as close to me.. it doesnt seem fair. i want to feel loved again. a true love, nothing unjust. i need to be wanted, i need to be found. no one steps up. so i sit,alone, day after day. i wait, i am patient. but patience grows thin, with wear and tear. i believe there is someone waiting for me as well. i know it may seem naive. but if that thought is what keeps me going i will keep it for my own. until the day comes when he finds me, and i am no longer alone. the thoughts, the dreams, a mixture of what has happened and what is to come. my eyes are lonely, for they seek and find no one. no one that wants what they want, no one that seeks what they seek, no perfect match. yet, i dont lose hope. hope is what drives the heart to seek. for when it becomes broken, hope is how i find the words to speak.
