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hi my name is THEA, i am a Senior at North Penn H.S, i live in this boring place called Lansdale,PA, 18 years old, Single, i still miss him, bff sam and lindsey, Friends are everything to me, rock, hip hop, hardcoe, punk is what i listen to, photography
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so me and damien did break up 3 weeks ago
and i was asked out..but i kno im not ready for
a boyfriend at all...so i told him i think he got pissed
or something..idk? he can kiss my ass tho really
your not worth my time, honnestly if you are going
to be an ass i dont need you in my life. ITS HARD ENOUGH!
and plus i dont need another asshole boyfriend.or whatever
i dont regret going out with damien but i do wish that i could
TAKE IT ALL BACK! haha. its mean but really i HATE this kid
hes such an ass. i hope hes happy that im better off without him
THAT UGLY ASS MOTHER FUCKER! god damn it. hahah. im pissed
still. and its been 3 weeks.
if i told you what he did to mee tho u would understand.
all the times i took his ass bac for screwing me over.
THATS SO FUCKING COOL! what an ass. whatever
hate every beautiful day
"Crying"
Picking up the pieces of a life youve broken
Stitching it together with the seams wide open
[Chorus]
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot see at all
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot breathe at all
What do you do when youre alone?
What do you do when no ones home?
What do you do when youre alone?
Out of control, Now on your own
Never waking up
The alarm is broken
Running in a dream and its like slow motion
[Chorus]
Alone
Is there anyone out there?
Is there anyone now?
All I need are the details
Just to find a way out
[Chorus]
You cant break away what you cannot change
You cant break away
You cant break away what you cannot change
You cant break away
"She's The Blade"
Don't you make a move tonight
You can only stagger
Once shes got you in her sight
You're the one shes after
Shes the blade and you're just paper
You're afraid cause shes got closer
You're back-steppin and she's back-stabbing everything in your life
She stole everything your heart desired
Now you want it back
She stole everything your heart desired
Now you want it back
One by one you count the fights
Doesn't even matter
That shes got you by surprise
Misery's your master
Shes the blade and you're just paper
You're afraid cause shes got closer
Your back-steppin and shes out wrecking everything in your life
She stole everything your heart desired
Now you want it back
She stole everything your heart desired
Now you want it back
She stole everything
She controlled everything
She stole everything
She controlled everything
Shes the blade
Shes the blade
Shes the blade and you're the paper
Shes the blade and you're just...
Shes the blade and you're just paper
You're afraid cause shes got you closer
She stole everything your heart desired
Now you want it back
She stole everything your heart desired
Now you want it back
She stole everything
She controlled everything
She stole everything
And controlled everything
"Pretty Girl"
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love. [2x]
pretty girl... pretty girl...
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out: you can never get him out of your head.
it's the way that he makes you cry.
it's the way that he's in your mind.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love..
"Saying Goodbye"
She kisses everyone goodbye
And waves her middle finger high
They're never gonna mess with her again
The drama queen is seventeen
And sleeping with boys for free
She's got a reputation of being easy
Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She thinks about herself and cares about nobody else
because the only friends she has all put her down
They hate her when she's beautiful and even more when she's a fool
They talk behind her back when it's her birthday
Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She's saying goodbye, she's wasted all her loney tear drops
Saying goodbye, she's used up all her lonely tear drops now
Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away from here
And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops
She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's used up all her lonely tear drops now
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops now
feeling so left out
my mom and i had a huge fight! my boyfriend heard the whole thing and he got mad at me for saying that i thought that i was mad at him....i sometimes do that! i felt that so many people were always mad at me! i dont know why but i do! my minds just spinning around and twisting. its crazy. i dont like the way that im feeling. its driving me insane! uhg.
besides that one.....hah! wow im not CRAZY! trust me! no i did just sound like i was insane! woo! no im not though! its just the way that im feeling now. im sad, confussed, and all alone. mike and i dont really have THE BEST relationship. its hard seeing him always doing drugs and shit. i mean he can control himself but still...I CANT TAKE THAT ITS AN EVERYDAY THING! i do it on occation...but NOT every freakin day. geez. i mean GIVE YOUR BRAIN A REST! ha! ohh well sooner or later i will get sick and tired of it and leave his ass. but right now i have to stay strong.
School ends tomarrow. right now im in school actually. IM A SENIOR!!! woooo hoooo! im excited but scared at the same time. Some of my friends are graduating tonight. i cant believe that im loosing them. well they are leaving for college or whatever they are doing. ha! i dont know. sum friend that i am! woo! i need a cigarette soo bad. but i have to WAIT! uhg. school school END PLEASE ENNDD!!!
I wish that i could turn time ahead. uhg. i want to sleep too. its to freakin early to be here. ! woo! pce out girl scoutts. <33
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